Janes orgasm had been intense and it not only satisfied her completely it drained her emotionally as we'll. As the music lulled and the sounds of love making were imprinted into memory, the night air cooled and brought them impossibly closer together.
"Jane Baby are you okay" Maura's voice washed over her and erased her insecurities.
"Tell me baby, tell me what this was about"
Jane sighed and took a deep breath. "I don't really know when it started Maura"
"It's okay sweetheart take your time"
"It's just, you were so excited over the wedding and at some point I found myself interested in things I never thought I would be and I didn't know how to be that person, I didn't know how to act out on those feelings without feeling as if I would be...I didn't want you to think any less of me if I wanted to ..."
"Get married at Fenway"
"How did you..."
"I saw your note baby"
"Oh"
"Jane I want you to know something, I want you to know that I fell in love with all of you. Your strong and soft sides. I also want you to know that I called and booked Fenway, there is just one thing..."
"We either have to get married in a month or have to wait till after next season"
"Yes"
"Next month, I want to get married next month" Jane said in a rush that surprised her.
Maura smiled and pulled Jane into her closer.
"Whatever you want babe"
Jane smiled. They lay together in each others arms for several more minutes. A thought running over and over in Janes mind. Could she admit this out loud...Maura could feel that Jane had not completely relaxed in her arms and knew there was more.
"Jane, tell me"
"I looked at another woman"
The words bounced around Maura's head and got louder and louder. She jumped out of bed and began to pace. Jane realized what she said and was in front of Maura trying to get her to look at her.
"Maura, please that's not what I meant"
"Tell me Jane Clementine Rizzoli, tell me what you meant because right now I heard you say you looked at another woman."
"Maura I was in the coffee shop the other day and she walked in and took my breathe away and then..."
"Oh God" Maura almost fainted and Jane caught her before she could hit the ground
"Maura baby, baby please just hear me out"
"Did you want her, do...do you want her"
"WHAT, no...how could you think that after what just happened between us."
"Jane you need to say whatever it is you are going to say because I cannot take this"
Jane scooped up Maura and brought her back to bed. She caressed her cheek and smiled, making Maura relax slightly.
"I want to have your baby" Jane said just above a whisper
"You what"
"I want to have your baby"
Maura looked a Jane completely and utterly shocked. They had never discussed children and if she were a betting woman she figured Jane would never consider carrying a child.
"The woman I looked at, she she was 8 months pregnant. She walked into the coffee shop, well waddled would be more the word" Jane said and giggled.
Oh my god did Jane just giggle, Maura thought. She is the sexiest thing I have ever seen.
"She was so beautiful Maura and I couldn't stop thinking about her, how I ...how I wanted to be her."
"Oh baby come here" Jane nestled in Maura's arms and for the first time that night completely relaxed in her lovers arms.
"That has got to be the sexiest thing you have ever said to me"
"Really"
"Really really"
"Maura you feel in love with this badass detective and now...now I am just a bubbling mess. how could you look at me the same"
"Jane, I have never ever looked at you the same. Everyday, Jane, everyday I look at you and find another piece to fall in love with. Another side that makes me want you more. And tonight, tonight you have told me you want to be my baby momma...baby momma, that's correct right Jane cause I've only heard Barry and Frankie mentioned it I have never actually used it in a sentence, well not till just now and...
Jane placed a finger on Maura's mouth and stopped her rambling.
"Yes Maura, baby momma is correct, God I am, such a girl"
"Yes but your my girl..."
"Always"
"I think it's time we get some practice in, I have never gotten anyone pregnant before"
"Very funny Dr. Isles, very funny"
Okay, this is probably the last update till next weekend because I have lots to do but Promise not to keep you waiting long.