A/N: OK I hate these notes so short and sweet please read and review. I am not sure about this chapter so please be honest but not to hard
I don't know how long I slept, all I did know it was the best sleep I had in a long time. Knowing my kids where safely being cared for, I could completely relax. When I woke a little more I went to move, and found three little ones curled up around me. My two angels where curled on either side of me, Nessie was in a half ball with her head on my hip. I smiled to myself, closing my eyes once again. I slept for a little while longer, till I felt the three musketeers starting to climb all over the bed, then me. I smiled, reaching out graving two of them and pinning them to the bed and started to tickle them. I heard the third laugh and knew it was Pam, I looked up and seen Bella had her pinned to the bottom of the bed following my lead, so I kept up my assaults.
Once we let them go Nessie took Pamela and Maurice to her room to get shower and get dressed. I went to the bathroom and took a shower and started to get dressed in the outfit that was waiting for me. I thought the tight, black, skinny jeans with the jeweled flats where over the top but the low cut blouse was not going on me. I yelled for my sister who was there in half a second "I am not wearing that" I pointed at the thing she considered a top. She started to pout, I shook my head, "you are as bad a Bella." I laughed at her and Bella came in with a light blue silk blouse and a pearl necklace for me to wear. I smiled at her, she glanced at Alice and then back at me. "She wanted you to wear that" she pointed at it. We both laughed when Sissy stomped out of the bathroom.
I heard a knocking on the door as I entered the bedroom, "come in" Bella said. Emmett looked in and said "Belly Bear, Sissy, hi. Dad and mom want to have a meeting at the house" we all smiled at each other. "Ok, let's go" I told them as we all walked out of the room. Bella knocked on Nessie's door "well, be right out mom." I smiled and said "OK, well be waiting in the living room Pam." At that moment the door busted open and Maurice came running out yelling "mommy, mommy tell them to stop" he was almost in tears. I bent down and picked him up rubbing his back. "What where they doing to you" Bella asked "you can tell us sweetheart." I smiled at her "they where trying to dress me up and do my hair" he shuddered. "Pam," "Ness," me and Bella said at the same time. They both stuck their heads out the door "what mom" they said in unison. I pointed at my son while Bella did a sweeping motion towards him as well. Bella bent down to their level "what did you do to him" her tone made both girls look at the little boy in my arms then back to her. Pamela got tears in her eyes and ran over to my legs "sorry brother, sorry" she started to cry and was reaching for me to pick her up. I balanced my son on my left hip and picked her up on my right. They hugged, they did there special seek, that I never understood. I soon felt someone pulling on the hem of my shirt, when I looked down Nessie was in tears as well. I bent down and set the two kids on the floor and pulled her into a hug. When I let her go she apologized and the kids went running to the living room. I heard Jazz tell Maurice to stay away from Ally, if he did not like dressing up. We all laughed at her face and stared heading towards the main house.
As we neared the clearing by the big house I kept feeling a pull. When I broke into the clearing I saw both backs spread out around the clearing. Jake walked over to us and bent down to Nessie; she turned her head and walked over to me. She reached for me to pick her up so I did. She did her specialty and showed me she was still mad at Jake. Then she showed me how much it hurt to be mad at him. I took a look at both of their faces and looked at Bella. She shook her head and motioned for me to go back towards the cottage. The walk back was harder than it should be with the pulling feeling I kept feeling. I eventually stopped, and looked at Nessie. I sighed "Ness, I don't think you should be mad at Jake." She looked at me confused so I continued "first off he was trying to protect you, second he had no clue who or what I was. He was afraid that I might hurt you; I know he should have known your parents would not let that happen. I am not mad at him Ness and I do not blame you for what he did so please, don't be mad at him because of me. When we get back tell him how you feel and then don't be mad." We smiled at each other and she shook her head in agreement and we walked back.
The closer and closer I got to the clearing the stronger and stronger the pull was getting. I knew what this meant. I was both scared and excited at the same time. I was also so confused, I met the packs before, at least I thought I meat all of them. Entering the clearing this time I seen him his chiseled, tan body. The most stunning blue eyes and a head of brown and blond hair, he was georgious. Once he looked into my eyes I knew he was my mate. I broke our stair when I heard Sam make a weird noise. I glared at Sam then turned back to my god. He smiled at me then walked over to me and stuck out his had to shake. "Hi" he smiled "I'm Paul, you are Dawn right." I smiled at him and went to answer when I felt a pulling at my shirt "Mommy" my little man was so bashful and all the new people was bothering him. I shook Paul's hand and said "you are correct but I am also known as mom" as I bent down to pick up my little bashful angel. I rubbed my suns back and told him "honey, you are ok," he clung on to me. "Maurice," I heard Jazz say from behind me "Why don't you come with me, give your mom time to talk." I turned and smiled at Jazz and Maurice reached for him. I let Jazz take him and turned around and smiled at the perfect man.
"He is adorable," Paul smiled at me then looked over my sholder at my son and Jazz. I shook my head in agreement "they both are, they are my angels." He glanced over to where Pam and Nessie was playing "I agree" he smiled "can we leave them for a few minutes and take a walk. I told Pop's 'Hey, Pops I am going to take a walk with Paul can you watch after your grandkids' I implanted in her head. He looked shocked for a minute then smiled at me and shook his head yes. I graved Paul's hand and felt a spark, "Pop's will keep an eye on them, lets go." He looked so cute with the confusion on his face. After we walked for a couple minutes he spoke up "Who's Pop's." I laughed for a second then said "sorry I forgot you don't know there nick names. Pop's is Carlisle and Mei Mei is Esme. They are like my second mom and dad." He looked at me strange, I sighed "Ok look Paul, we are mates and I am so happy, but they are family to me. I know you are natural Enemies but if the rest of the wolfs can get along with them so can you." He looked deep in thought "I know this might sound weird" he sighed "but I think I could love them if it means I get to keep you in my life," I smiled "good."
We walked for a while just talking. He would ask me questions about my kids or myself and after answering most of them I asked some of my own. We where getting along so well and so into just enjoying getting to kknow each other that we walked all the way to LaPush beach. Paul sat in the sand and I laid next to him with my head in his lap. He ran his fingers through my head and I mindlessly ran my fingers up and down his leg while we talked some more. After a while of thinking I made a decision to tell him everything. I knew he would eventually hear it all in Sam's or Jakes thoughts eventually and I did not want that. I looked into his eyes and took a deep breath "Paul, I need to tell you my whole story." He looked at me worry in his eyes "Ok, go ahead" He smiled. I sighed "I will tell you now that you are not going to like what I have to say." When he did not say anything I continued "no matter how upset you get I need you to be patient and let me finish." He was thinking again "I can not promise that but I can promise I will try" he finally said. I smiled and got ready to tell him my story. I looked towards the blue water and started from the beginning "You met my mom and mike right," he shook his head yes. "Well, Mike is my older brother and I have a younger brother named James….
To be continued.