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I woke a couple of hours later to yelling "Why can I not go down the hall," Paul was yelling. "Shut up" Pam screamed back "and because I ordered you not to." I was beyond shocked we all assumed she would be next in command, but I did not know she held that much power yet. There was silence for a time until I heard a knock on the door. "Come in," the next second Eddie was standing next to my bed "can you please go out there," he pointed at the door "and stop those two." I laughed "that bad," he shook his head yes. "Give me ten minutes, I need to shower and dress," I smiled. He sighed "fine, but hurry up," I laughed again "they are beyond annoying" he said as he was going out the door. I jumped out of bed and hurried into the shower; I washed quickly and stepped out. I looked around the room, found todays outfit hanging on the back of the bathroom door. I loved being back with my second family, they were always there to help me.

I walked out of the bedroom into the hall, after I was decent and almost laughed out loud. Paul was fighting against an invisible barrier, which he could not get through, I could tell he wanted to scream but could not get a sound to come out of his mouth. I started to chuckle but was silenced Paul's glair, stopped me. I took a breath "Pam, come here" I waited the few seconds it took her to be in front of me. I bent down "what do you call that" I pointed at Paul. She shrugged "he wanted to wake you up" she glared at him "I told him no but he would not listen." I shook my head "ok, I understand, but how did you know how to preform and order." She shrugged again "I remember grandma and you talking about me being next in line" she looked at me like I should understand. When I did not get the point she sighed and continued "I also remember how grandma and you had to pull the queen command from within you. When he kept not listening I tried it and it worked." She smiled and looked over my shoulder. I patted her on the back "well, angel, thank you for letting me sleep. I am glad you are learning how to control your queen." She looked up at me sheepishly "how much trouble am I in?" I smiled and shook my head negative "Honey you are not in trouble, but no more using that power of yours before you learn how to undo it ok." She shook her head "another words only supervised, right." We smiled at each other before she ran back to the living room. I turned towards Paul and took a breath "by Queens Decree you are free."

He fell to the ground from his struggles; the whole house erupted from laughter. I walked up to him and stuck out my hand. He took my hand, I pulled him to his feet, and he bent down and kissed my head. Then he wrapped his arms around my waist. After a few seconds he whispered "your daughter dose not play fair." I laughed and turned in his arms. "I take it you're not going to punish her," he looked over at Pam then back to me. I shook my head no "I can't, now that I know she is the next queen, I have to nurture her ability's so one day she can take my place." "Well then, how do I get passed when she orders me," he asked. "You can't," I smiled at him and leaned up and kissed his chin "for now my mother and I are the only two who can do that." He looked at me confused "only the queen who was to give the order or a present or past queen can break it." "Why did you not make her…?" I stopped him "that is something that I have to teach her."

The next few hours went by as we all sat around talking and telling stories while sitting in the very homey living room of the big house. My mom told stories of us growing up and Paul told us a couple stories about things he and his mom had done over the years. After a couple of hours Paul asked me to go on another walk and I agreed "be careful" my mom and MeiMei warned. I smiled "I will" I kissed and hugged both of my angels "I will be back soon, be good." They both agreed and said they would, Paul and I walked out the front door.

We walked for a while ending up on the beach again. This time he lay with his head on my lap. This time he talked about his life. He told me how great of a person and a mother his mom was when he was younger and how drugs ruined her life and their relationship. He talked about their trips to museums and to the zoo. He told me how he would swing for hours on the swings at the park. "The time she spent with me as I got older got less and less. When I turned eleven I was pretty much on my own most of the time. She would not pay the bills and leave for days or weeks on end on one of her drug binders. I would either have to beg or steal for food because the cupboards and fridge was always empty. I learned to stay out of trouble or face her wrath. She moved out a week before I turned thirteen and I have not heard from her since" we both had tears in our eyes. "I often wonder if she ever loved me at all or if maybe I did something to make her hate me. Life got really bad after that and once I started feeling the change coming on I was so scared. Thankfully the house was paid off so I had a room over my head but had no utilities. I was so angry about my life, how I kept getting messed with, that after I changed I took it out on everyone. I still do it some but it's a lot less since I realized that Sam, Emily, Jake and now Ness will do just about anything for me." He looked up at me with the sadist look on his face. He in that moment reminded me of Maurice or Jamie, when they are sad. I smiled at him, and waited for him to continue. I did the one thing that calmed down both of my boys; I ran my fingers though his hair and massaged his scalp. He took a deep breath "thanks for listening, and that feels amazing," I smiled. "I am glad you are comfortable enough to tell me and your welcome." He smiled at me "well, in a way my life got easier after I started phasing. I got the father figure I always longed for. I also got a mother figure that always put me first. They always made sure I was put on the straight and narrow and was never afraid of correcting m me when I stepped out of line. After Emily would tell me off she would tell me how I was to fix whatever I did wrong. In a lot of ways I found my family that I always wanted when I fazed. I have a bunch of brothers and a sister that I love having in my life." He smiled up at me. "My life is finally becoming what it was always meant to be. I now have my forever and I also got some kids in the deal." He laughed "even if one of them can literally control me," I laughed with him.

After we settled down we sat in silence for a while then I looked down into his eyes "Paul, listen being a mom I can tell you one thing nothing you did or didn't do made your mom who she is. I am sure somewhere in her she still loves you. She has just let the drugs take over; I don't know how she did what she did to you or left you. All I can say is she does not deserve you in her life." We both had tears in our eyes again. He kissed the palms of my hands "thank you." I smiled at him "any time." We lay down in the sand and cuddled. We must have fallen asleep because, I was woken up by my kids shouting "mommy wake up, beaches aren't for sleeping, silly." I tried to sit up but couldn't Paul's arm was wrapped around me. I pointed at him and mouthed 'tickle him' to my kids. They loved that idea and rushed over and started tickling him. He started laughing and jumped to his feet "stop it i am ticklish." I smiled up at him and he helped me to my feet. Maurice and Pam both reached for me to pick them up. After they were both in my arms Maurice whispered in my ear "I like him" I smiled at my baby boy. As we started walking back to the house he asked if his new dad could hold him. I was so shocked by his boldness that I froze. Paul answered "If it is ok with your mom." I shook my head yes and handed him over. The whole walk home my two men talked at one point I heard Maurice ask "can I start calling you dad now or do I have to wait till you and mommy get married." Ok, where is his boldness coming from, he is always the shy one. Paul chuckled "well, how about you give me and your mom a chance to talk about it. As soon as we make a decision we will tell you." I smiled I could not believe how good he was with my kids. As we were walking I noticed Pam hiding her head in my neck. I whispered "what's wrong Pam" she took a deep breath before looking up. She looked over at Paul and started to cry, which is a rarely, "please don't hate me" she sobbed "I'm sorry about this morning." Paul smiled at her and switched kids with me. "I could never hate you Pam" she looked into his eyes "especially when you are protecting your mom." She smiled and then started talking with Paul for the remainder of the walk to MeiMei and Pops.

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