Ahsoka Tano POV:
"Where am I?"
It's a simple question that I slowly began to forget. My senses were disoriented and my voice drowned, my question was still floating in the air.
Nobody answered it.
Where was the world?
After a long period of time, trying to understand why I couldn't open my eyes or better said, why I didn't let myself to.
Why did I feel so… empty?
I opened my eyes for the first time, focusing in my surroundings.
The reflected light in each waterfall of the place was falling like a white veil.
Pure and welcoming.
The sound of the waterfalls made me wish to listen them forever. This place was beautiful; it was like I've dreamt every planet of the galaxy, back when I was younger.
When I was just a girl, when the innocence sprang from me.
In the distance, I saw a figure that I've become to get used to and…love.
This figure was approaching to me, his steps making noises when his boots crunched the little stones under his heel.
It was Anakin.
I couldn't help but to smile and run to his arms, which were waiting me, wide open.
"Master, Master!" I started to cry out. He smiled at me and that was when I felt that my heart was about to explode for the excitement.
Happiness was radiating from me.
But when I touched his arms, he faded. Just like the air around me, he disappeared.
I look at my sides and I look back. He wasn't here.
Realization crushed with all its force, leaving me speechless.
How could he be here if… I'm dead?
I fall on my knees, watching at my hands. I felt my hands but… how this could be possible? If I was here, I felt alive.
But empty.
I look up with the slight hope to see Anakin in front of me asking if I was alright, asking if I had a nightmare. It was just a vision, my mind was about to collapse, I felt weak.
"Welcome!" A warm voice echoed, a very familiar voice.
What? I'm not alone?
I watched at every direction, trying to find the person who gave me the welcome to the death´s world.
Then I look it. I was looking at myself—my younger self which was smiling up at me. Taken back, I glared at the fourteen years old past apparition of me.
She… I, was wearing the tank-top, white leggings, a single lightsaber attached at her belt and she had the Padawan braid.
"Where am I?" I asked. She rolled her eyes.
"You are in Mortis."
When I heard that name, my face went pale and I felt my knees tremble like rubber.
"No, it's impossible! Mortis was destroyed!" I mumble, trying to not believe it.
She smirked, making fun of me. "Or it was what you think, Miss Know-it-All, I can't understand how I become in… that" She said, sighing.
I just stay still, processing the information.
Mortis… still exists?
Anyways, what I were doing here, talking with my younger-self?
Is this even possible?
"So, how is Skyguy? I haven't seen him in a few years." She said, watching the sky, which was dotted with bunches of stars. Her question left me intrigued.
"I died just few hours ago… and I said goodbye to him" I said, feeling my eyes filling with tears, thinking about it.
I made him suffer too much.
How much pain will he be willing to support?
My train of thinking stopped when the other Ahsoka, I mean me, my younger-self…
Ugh, I think that I have to give her a nickname.
"I'm talking about me…the old Ahsoka. Remember? The happy, snippy and the one with enthusiasm." She giggles. Maybe she remembered when she said the same to Anakin years ago.
"I haven't seen him for a long time" She tells me, melancholy.
"You know, since you locked me in the back of the serious and responsible Ahsoka." She said, pausing and looking me in the eyes.
"I don't even remember when was the last time that I called Anakin Skyguy." She clenched her hands into fists with tears in her eyes.
"T-Those were our names… until you destroyed it" She stares coldly at me, her lip trembling.
Did I feel so afflicted for something that I thought that was insignificant for me?
I pressed my lips together, without knowing what to say.
How was I to apologize to… myself…?
"I'm sorry," I say, feeling stupid.
"Yeah? Well, I'm sorry, too." She says before turning on her heel and start walking away from me.
Leaving myself with a lot of questions inside me.
Was this was another vision?
If it was, why did I meet with myself?
I embraced my legs and I sat there for who knows how much time, looking at the horizon.
Wanting to see… Skyguy there.
Then I cried for how many hours, I hadn't had the chance to tell him how much I loved him.
A/N: I made this chapter short because I wanted to take the feelings and put them here! Don't worry I've already written the other chapter and I'm with writer's block but the other story will be up soon! :D
As always, thank you Katierosefun for beta'ing this!
And yep, I made this an Anisoka story why? Because I just love those two! :3