Wolf Blossoms 4 Lyfe
Hey guys and gals, to make up for my break I'm going to try and update at least once a week if not more. This chapter is a semi-filler and this is the start of and mainly Touya x Yukito. Next chapter will definitely have more to do with the actual story (and SxS & TxE.) Cheers (:
Chapter 7:
Yukito POV-
(After fight)
Touya and I rushed over to Sakura immensely worried about her. She looked at us when we reached her and said, "Onii-chan and Yukito-kun, I'm fine so stop worrying". While we were checking over her, making sure she was indeed fine, I kept stealthily glancing at Touya, well I hope it was stealthily anyway. I just wish that he'd return the looks and my love would be returned as well. I don't want to say anything to him because if it didn't work out at least I could still be close to him as his best friend.
I would rather be close to him and loving him in secret then not be close to him at all. To distract myself I went to check on the unconscious girls. "They're all still alive", I informed them. "I wasn't trying at all, I promise I wasn't trying to kill them, otherwise it would have been over quicker and they would be dead at this present moment", Sakura pleaded. "Who was she?" Touya asked curiously. "Her names Keaira, she's a 'lackey' for him."
Touya and I both shot her sympathetic looks, remembering the chaotic memories of the past. Trying to change the subject and atmosphere of the conversation, Sakura asked us teasingly, "So what were you two up to, nothing too raunchy I hope," adding a wink at the end.
We both turned crimson running off denials whilst shyly looking at the ground. She smiled happily and said "Let's go home then Onii-chan, Yukito-kun, I'm starving." We walked home at a casual stroll my mind and heart still racing over just those words, those words that put fantasies in my head and heart, the fantasies that would never actually happen. Great now I was depressed, but I can't blame Sakura it's my own fault that I'm too weak to handle the truth.
When we reached the Kinomoto residence Sakura started to break down, I feared for her sanity. "Sakura, we'll just be in the kitchen if you need us for anything, okay". Touya said and dragged me into the kitchen with him. "It's better to leave her alone when she gets like this", he said.
"Soo, what are we cooking for dinner, we might as well start as we're already in the kitchen", I said trying not to blush as I was still pulled close to Touya. "What about lasagne with baked vegetables, roast pork and little quiches and pastries", Touya suggested. "It sounds fantastic, I'm hungry already", I enthusiastically answer him already moving to start preparing the meals.
A while passed and the food was almost cooked when a knock came from the door. "It'll be Tomoyo, she was sleeping over tonight, can you go let her in Yuki?".
"Sure, Tou-ya ", I answered and went to let Tomoyo inside. I opened the door and Tomoyo waggled her eyebrows at me suggestively. I blushed a brilliant red and shook my head, "Sakura's inside, she's kind of having a partial breakdown and I think you can help her calm down", and that was all I needed to say as she rushed in to see what she could do to help, I stood there for a couple more seconds wondering if I was really that obvious or if Tomoyo was just joking or if she had found out somehow.
I walked back into the kitchen after shutting the door, to see Touya bending over to reach some plates in a low cupboard. I blushed again his well-toned and damn sexy ass was tempting me just to...
Touya turned around and shot me a strange look. "Yuki, why are you blushing", he asked curiously. "Oh, um, Tomoyo said some things and um", I tried to answer his question but just couldn't...
"Oh, well, never mind, dinners ready lets go get the Kaijuu and Tomoyo and tell them it's ready", Touya said in a bored tone. I felt relieved that he didn't force the issue; we went and told them that dinner was ready and then proceeded to eat said dinner.
We left a portion for Fujitaka-san and devoured the rest, especially me and my colossal appetite. After dinner the girls got ready for bed and Touya and I sat on the couch watching a movie. (Friends with Benefits). The movie reminded so much of my situation but instead of just wanting it, I already loved Touya. Maybe this friends with benefits would be good for Touya and I because in the end of these they always get together and they love each other. Then again our life isn't Hollywood and it probably wouldn't work and Touya would hate me and I couldn't live with myself if Touya ever hated me. A knock on the door interrupted my frantic train of thought.
"I'll get it", I said as I got up to answer the door not even giving him a chance to argue about it. I opened the door and Fujitaka-san was there obviously just come home from work. "Good evening Fujitaka-san, welcome home, we saved you some dinner and Sakura and Tomoyo are getting ready for bed", I said as I greeted him. "Good evening to you too Yukito, thank-you and as always you have such polite manners". I let him inside and went back to the couch to continue watching the movie with Touya.
Fujitaka-san then walked upstairs to check on the girls before coming back down to eat his dinner. I was slowly falling asleep what with the day being stressful and the warm comforting body of Touya next to mine. My head slowly fell onto Touya's lap and then I was out like a light.
Touya POV-
(From when they arrived home)
Kaijuu started to break down; I grabbed Yukito and dragged him into the kitchen with me after telling Sakura where we were going if she needed anything. I could feel Yukito's muscles where I had grabbed him, oh they felt so good and I hope I'm not blushing. "It's better to leave her alone when she gets like this", I said, but really only wanting him alone so no-one else could get his attention.
"Soo, what are we cooking for dinner, we might as well start as we're already in the kitchen", he said. "What about lasagne with baked vegetables, roast pork and little quiches and pastries", I suggested. "It sounds fantastic, I'm hungry already", he enthusiastically answered, already moving to start preparing the meals.
A while passed and the food was almost cooked when a knock came from the door. "It'll be Tomoyo, she was sleeping over tonight, can you go let her in Yuki?".
"Sure, Tou-ya ", he answered and went to let Tomoyo inside. I let out the breath that I had been holding in, Yuki was so perfect and I would never have a chance with him, I can't get the courage to tell him because as much as I fear rejection, it would ruin the relationship we have and I would rather be secretly loving him than to be hated. We need plates I thought and I bent down to get some of the plates from the cupboard. I heard Yukito walk back into the kitchen and I waited a couple of seconds before standing back up and facing him. "Yuki, why are you blushing", I asked curiously. "Oh, um, Tomoyo said some things and um", he tried to answer my question.
"Oh, well, never mind, dinners ready lets go get the Kaijuu and Tomoyo and tell them it's ready", I said in a bored tone disguising the hurt that I expected when his answer didn't include me like I so desperately wished.
We saved a portion for father and we all devoured the meal, especially Yuki with his colossal appetite. If we ever got together I would always make sure that he was never hungry and that he always had enough food and love and attention to last him to his dying days. Now I'm feeling depressed thinking about the very slim chance that he would ever like me and that our relationship would even last that long.
After dinner Chipmunk and Kaijuu (He calls Tomoyo chipmunk in his thoughts/mind) were getting ready for bed and Yuki had joined me on the couch to watch the movie on television, Friends with Benefits. The movie seemed very familiar to my life but I was already in love with Yuki. It would never work, our life isn't Hollywood though if it was I wouldn't waste a moment to be with him.
A knock sounded on the door, "I'll get it" Yuki said as he got up to answer the door not even giving me a chance to argue about it. He opened the door and my father was there obviously just come home from work. Yuki let him inside and went back to the couch to continue watching the movie with me.
Yuki was slowly falling asleep what with the day being stressful and the warmth of the blanket over him. His head slowly fell onto my lap and then he was out like a light.
I looked at him adoringly and started to stroke his hair giving him a comforting feeling while he was dreaming.
"Touya, why don't you just tell him how you feel, I think you'd be surprised and you would feel a whole lot better", my father said as he entered the lounge room and sat on the other couch.
"Nani, what are you on about, what feelings….fine, I love him but how did you know and why are you okay with it?", I answered confused.
"Touya it doesn't take a genius to figure out what you two feel for each other, Yukito is practically part of the family and I know he would never hurt you if you both admitted your feelings to each other, Tomoyo and Sakura told me as well". "What they knew about it and what do you mean what Yukito feels for me, he's way out of my league he could never love me the way I love him", I said grumpy that the chipmunk and kaijuu had already known. "Why do you think Sakura gave up on trying to get Yukito's attention, she figured out what you both felt and tried to help".
"She could of kept pursuing him, she wouldn't of been with him and she has a better chance of being with Yuki then I ever do", I said passionately but stubbornly.
"Whatever you want to believe then Touya, but think about this, if he does have feelings for you he would be feeling a lot like you do about the chances of a relationship. Your stubbornness is hurting him". Father said and then got up. "I've got to go prepare my things for tomorrow, good night Touya and remember what I said". My father called as he walked to his study.
I looked down at Yukito sadly, wishing what my father said was true. How could it be though Yuki was too good for me and all I can do is be the best friend I can be, With that I turned off the television and cuddled up with Yukito, drifting off to sleep with the warm beat of Yukito's heart directly under my ear after I had repositioned him so we were cuddling. Those were my last thoughts as my head on Yukito's chest went black and succumbed to sleep.
Sorry that it's all Touya x Yukito. They are one of my OTP's. As to why Yukito sleeps there; he practically lives there and only returns to his home to get stuff and look after the gardens.
Most of the
stories I read are slash so I am more comfortable with reading and writing that then straight pairings. As promised above, next chapter will be more Sakura centric and will include Syaoran x Sakura and Tomoyo x Eriol. Hope you enjoyed (and weren't hating the T x Y)
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