Title: Unwilling Desire
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or Rosario + Vampire; they belong to Akihisa Ikeda and Tite Kubo. I am doing this for my own amusement and I do not gain any profit by doing this... I do gain some good reviews and satisfaction.
Pairings: IchigoxMoka
Rating: M
Author Notes: Thanks to everyone that as been reading Eclipse! I'm glad that everyone is enjoying the fic. I'm also enjoy writing this fic a lot as well, really because I have never written a dark personality for anyone and I really hope that I'm doing pretty well with it. I'm also proud to say that I have passed all my finals and had some of the highest scores in my college classes. I didn't have the highest scores but I was border lining the closet in one of my classes. Proud of myself and this summer I will be able to get back to working on both my fic's, Destiny Hearts and continue working on Eclipse. Again thank you all for reading
Summary: Everyone he cared about was gone; all wipe out by two men's fear for him. He swore vengeance; not caring if the world itself was plunged into darkness. It didn't matter to him as long as he found those two that took everything away from him. A man appears, inviting him to a school name Yokai Academy as well as information on who he seeks. He takes this deal, and on his search he finds someone from his past. Dark Ichigo!
Hope you enjoy
Onto the Story
Eclipse
"Moka?"
Moka turn her emerald eyes towards brown eyes that were looking at her in boredom. "What's the matter Ichi-kun?"
Ichigo sighed and turn back towards the sky, crossing his arms behind his head as he stared at the night sky. "Nothing's the matter Moka."
Moka looked at him in confusion before smiling at him. She picked herself from the ground where she was sitting and crawl over towards him, the orange haired teen looked at her in confusion as she crawl over towards his direction. Moka giggled as she crawled onto his chest and snuggled close to him as she can; Ichigo blushed a bit before smiling at her. They both sat there in silent's watching every star in the sky and pointing to each that they know of. Moka raised her hand to point at another star but sudden her eyes widen and a gasp passed through her lips.
Ichigo noticed this and became worried, "What's wrong Moka? Is something hurting?" He asked her
Moka was quiet for a moment, before she turn to look at Ichigo with a smile on her face. She picked herself up from the ground and turn to face him, her swollen belly directly in his face. Ichigo stared at her stomach for a moment before turning his gaze upward to look her directly in the face. He was confused onto why she was suddenly standing up in his face; seeing his confusion Moka giggled and grabbed his hand before placing it on her stomach.
"What are you doing Moka?" He asked her
Moka brushed into a few giggles before smiling at him. "Just wait for a moment and tell me if you feel something."
Ichigo nodded to her and stayed silent for a moment to see if he would feel anything on what she was talking about. Seconds later, the pinked haired vampire giggled as Ichigo's eyes seem to bulge out a bit. She looked on in surprise a bit to see Ichigo burst into a loud laughter and suddenly stood up on his feet and pick her up in his arms. Moka yelp in surprise but smiled nonetheless as her boyfriend began to spin her around in happiness.
"I FELT IT MOKA!" Ichigo shouted in glee, "I FELT HER MOVE!"
"I know Ichi-kun," She said with a smile gracing her face. "Now put me down please before you accidently hurt the baby."
Ichigo's eyes widen and he put her down as quickly as he could; Moka sighed a bit as he began to search her to see if she was hurt or anything was wrong with her. She smiled a bit, every since she had told him that she was pregnant with his child he had been constantly worried about her and on high alert. He was always by her house most of the time now, even sleeping over for days to make sure nothing would happen to her. She was a bit worried when he kept staying over for so long thinking that his father would be angry with him, but he had brush her off saying his crazy old man demanded that he stay over for days to check on her.
"Ichi-kun," She called out to the still worried looking boy. "ICHI-KUN!"
Ichigo stopped in his checked and looked up to see pink eyes glaring at him in annoyance. He chuckled a bit and scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, "I'm doing it again aren't I?"
Moka smiled at him nodding
Ichigo sighed and brushed his hair back, he looked at the pink haired vampire with a sad frown on his face. "Sorry about that Moka, it's just that I feel like all this happen because of me." He explained
Moka frown at him, "I thought we talked about this Ichigo." She said a bit sternly, "I told you that this was much as my fault as it was yours."
Ichigo nodded, "I know Moka it's just that I was the one that lead you to the bed." He said, "I just couldn't control myself around you that's all. I should have been able to stop myself but I let it go to far."
"Stop blaming yourself Ichi-kun," Moka said walking towards him and wrapping her arms around his tall form.
"I just can't help it Moka," He said bury is face in the crock of her neck. "You shouldn't even be pregnant at this age, but you are because of me. And because of that those bastards at school continue to look down on you." Moka chuckled which confused him greatly, "Why are you laughing all of a sudden Moka?"
She looked up into his eyes with a smile on her face, "I'm not worried about people that talk about me at school Ichi-kun."
Ichigo looked at her confused, "Why? I thought what everyone thought about you made you feel like you don't belong amongst humans as you say."
Moka sighed, "It's true that before I had met you that I worried about what everyone thought of me. Since I made a mistake and told them that I was a vampire they thought I was a freak and someone who thought they she was truly a vampire. I began to feel alone and I started to hate every single one of them for making me feel that way. They picked on me, threw things at me when I wasn't looking and called me names each time I passed through the halls. I felt truly alone."
She looked up to see that Ichigo had a look of rage on his face and he was clenching his fist tightly at his sides. She smiled at him and kiss him, the orange haired teen instantly responded to her and wrapped his arms around her waist. A minute later the two broke apart, breathing heavily and smiling at one another. Moka giggled before grabbing a hole of his hand and placing it on the Rosario, Ichigo nodded to her and with a quick pull of his hand pulled it completely off. Ichigo stood there and looked on as Moka was covered in a wave of red youki as she called it.
A second later, He watched as Moka reappeared from the youki with silver hair and blood red silted eyes. "Hi there Moka," Ichigo said
Inner Moka smirked at him, "You are so silly sometimes you know that?"
Ichigo looked confused, "How am I silly?"
"You still don't understand that it was you that saved me from that loneliness." She answered him, "It was you that showed me love other then my mother. You saved me from that shallow pit I was falling deeper and deeper in and that is the many reasons on why I love you with all I have."
Ichigo blushed a bit before chuckling; he grabbed a bit of her shirt and pulled her towards him. Inner Moka blushed a bit as Ichigo slowly pulled her body onto the soft grass below them, she looked up to see him above her with the same playful smirk on his face. He reached down and kiss her which she kiss back instantly, wrapping her slender arms around his neck. Ichigo pulled back and she looked at him with a blushed staining her cheeks along with sweat falling from her forehead. Ichigo chuckled at her, seeing her sliver haired spread behind her like wild flames.
Moka narrowed her eyes playfully at him. "What's so funny Ichi-kun?"
Ichigo looked down at her, his eyes shining with mischief. "So I'm the person that saved you huh?"
Moka smiled at him, "Don't let it get to your head." She said, "I can still kick your ass from here all way back to your house."
Ichigo laughed, "Ain't nothing wrong with your woman putting an ass kicking on you once in awhile." he said, "But in your current condition I seriously doubt you would be able to harm me in anyway."
"Don't get to use of this look," Inner Moka replied. "I only have three months left."
Ichigo down upon her and began kissing her neck, the sliver haired vampire moans a bit. "I think you look a lot sexier the way you are right now."
Moka laughed, "You would say something like that you pervert."
"Hey!"
"Ichigo," She called out to him
Ichigo remove himself from the crock of her neck and looked down to see a sad looking Moka, he was about to say something but the girl wrapped her arms around him and buried her head into his chest.
"Promise me something Ichigo," She asked him
Ichigo smiled at her and laid a hand upon her head, "Anything."
"Promise me that you will never change from the person you are today," Moka looked at him with tears in her eyes which surprise him greatly. "Promise me even if I disappear from your life that you will never change from the person you are that I fell in love with."
Ichigo looked at her with a serious look on his face. "I cannot do that."
Her eyes widen in surprise, "What?"
Ichigo sudden grinned and bust out laughing, finally figuring out that she had been played again by her boyfriend. Moka narrowed her eyes at him before slamming a fist into his stomach, Ichigo's eyes bulge for a second before he began coughing up a fit. He glared at her when he heard her giggling at his pain, looking up he smirked and pulled her back to the ground and laid over her.
"I promise Moka," He said looking down at her seriously. "I promise that I will always remain the same no matter what."
Moka smiled at him, "Thank you Ichigo."
Ichigo chuckled a bit, "Violent woman of this world. "He began kissing down her neck, "What would men do without them."
"Probably be to arrogant for their own good," She answered with a smirking. "You need us violent women to put you in your place when you act stupid and need it sometimes."
Ichigo smirked and began to go lower upon her body, "I must say Moka you are so right about that." He said, "And I must say that you are so damn beautiful being pregnant like this."
Moka laughed and dragged her hands through his spiky hair. "And again you are such a pervert no matter what you say."
"I rephrase from that really," He said snorting a bit. "I may not be considered a man yet at my age, but I'm definitely not a pervert if I'm only doing these things to my girlfriend."
Moka giggled at him, "You're still one of the cutest pervert I every saw." She said, "And you're my pervert."
"You're damn right I am."
'Alarm ringing'
Lying on her bed, Moka open her eyes slowly to find herself staring at her dorms ceiling. Her emerald eyes were dull and a firm frown was crossing over her face. She stayed lying in her bed for a couple of seconds before she sighed and picked herself up into a sitting position. Looking herself over, she found herself in nothing but her black bra and panties that she had went to bed in last night after she had climb out of bathroom. She sighed to herself and grabbed the drying towel that was spread across her dresser and tie it around her waist; she didn't feel like putting on anything below her waist right now.
Walking into the small kitchen, she began cooking up a small break feat for herself and Kumiko who would probably be waking up at any moment. She opens the fridge to see if they had anymore tomato juice and sighed to herself when they didn't have anymore. She turns her head a bit to see that she had a couple of eggs that she could fix the two of them to last until lunch came around. Grabbing four eggs, she closes the fridge and took the skillet that was in the rinser and laid it upon the stove. Turning on the stove and quickly putting a piece of butter in, she began cooking up something for them to eat.
Over the years since having Kumiko, she had been proud of herself to say that she had became a excellent cook. It was needed to know how to cook all kind of types of food when you had a baby on your hands at such a young age. Her mother had taught her a lot about cooking before her death and she was grateful that she had helped her. Turing the eggs one more time, she smiled a bit and began putting two slices of bread in the toaster for the two of them. After she got off from school she had to go restock on food because she was beginning to run low a bit.
"Kaa-san!" Kumiko's voice rung out from the bedroom. "Where are you?"
Moka giggled a bit, "I'm in here princess." She called back, "I put a toothbrush in the bathroom for you. Go take a quick bath and make sure you brush your teeth!"
"I don't wanna Kaa-san," Kumiko pouted
Moka narrowed her eyes a bit, "Don't get pouting with me young lady." She said sternly, "Go take your bath and go brush your teeth. Your food will be out here when your finish okay."
"Ok!"
Moka shook her and a bit, a small smile gracing her lips a she grabbed the skillet and place the eggs on two separate plates. Kumiko was the spilling image of what Ichigo use to be four years ago, she remembered she had to go through the same trouble with him every morning when he slept over. She knew he use to do those thinks just to get her rile up so early in the morning, she found out he use to do it because of the smirk that would cross over his face. It was one of the things that irritated her when he did it just to make her annoyed at him, and it seem that even though Kumiko didn't know it that she had picked up one of her father's abaits.
Hearing a 'pop' noise she turn around and grabbed the toast without looking and scrapping for times on each with a stick of butter before placing it back in the fridge. Grabbing a knife and cutting each of them into her's and Kumiko's plate, she smiled a bit to herself before placing each of them onto the small table that was in the middle of the kitchen. Having a Dark lord as a mother and a vampire lord of one of the greatest vampire clans did have its perks when it came to having everything you needed. She was grated one of the largest dorm rooms at the school, even though it still wasn't that big it was enough for her and now Kumiko who would be going back and forward between her and Ichig-
She cursed herself, suddenly remembering that Ichigo had told her that he would be coming for Kumiko while she went to school today. Since he really didn't need to go to school like her, he could spend as much time as he wanted with Kumiko as he pleased. He had a lot to catch up on her with since he hasn't seen her since she was a baby. Her mind trace over to what happen last night, and to why Fairy Tale was so interested in her daughter. Did they somehow found out about her or did her sister Kahlua told them about her?
A frown crossed over her face; if her sister somehow did tell Fairy Tale about her daughter then she would pay for it. If Tsukune and the others heard her talking like this then they would be very surprise to here her threatening some like this, but when it came to her daughter's safely she didn't care about any of that. If she did find out that Kahlua told them about Kumiko then she would beat her within an inch of her life for opening her mouth. Then she would have a real reason to have something to cry about.
"It's surprising to hear you talk like that," Inner Moka spoke up
Moka looked down at her Rosario to see it glowing slightly, indicating that her inner self was talking to her. "How is it surprising that I'm talking like that Ura-chan?"
Inner Moka snorted, "How long as it been since you threaten to beat someone within a inch of their life?"
Moka paused for a moment, thinking about the last time she had really threaten someone. Her eyes flashed a bit and she smiled, "I think the last time I threaten someone like that was when Ichigo was protecting me from those bullies so long ago." She answered
Both of them stayed silent for a moment, remembering when the humans that use the bully her had took it too far and gang up on each her and Ichigo in a dark alleyway. Even though she couldn't due nothing in her state she had stood in front of a battered Ichigo and glared a each of the twelve humans that had ganged up on them. She had surprisingly didn't take no hits form either of them because of Ichigo taking each blow that was aimed at her. That was one of the first time's that she had even been able to stand up for herself against them with Ichigo's help and she was glad that she was able to do it. They both had been able to get out of that mess when one of Ichigo's friends came to help them and with both him and Ichigo they were both able to take them down.
"Who was that that help us against them again," Moka asked
Inner Moka was silent for a moment, trying herself to remember who had helped them out. "I think his name was Chad," She answered
Moka smiled remembering the tall non-violent giant. "I remember Chad," She said. "He was a quiet one and very strong at that age."
Inner Moka agreed, she couldn't lie that Chad was probably the only other human other than Ichigo back then that was able to match her in physical strength. She was still wondering how he was so damn strong at that age, he took blows with weapons that would have knock any other human out with one blow or gave them serious injuries. Ichigo had explained to her one time that it was just the way Chad was, he would always be strong like that no matter what happen. Those two were always together when she found them; either it was just hanging out together or in a huge fight with other gang members.
"Do you think Ichi-kun will be over here soon?" Moka asked
Inner Moka snapped out of her thoughts to answer. "Yeah, I think he will be over here at anytime Omote."
Moka stayed silent for a moment and Inner Moka was wondering what was wrong with her. She had never stayed this silent when she was talking to her, no matter what the situation was.
"I want to become strong," Moka suddenly said
Inner Moka was surprise for a moment, "What are you talking about Omote? You are strong when you want to be."
Moka laughed, "Thanks for the compliment Ura-chan but I'm not strong at all." She answered sadly, "I'm always asking Tsukune to remove the Rosario even with the weakest of opponents that you shouldn't even be called out for. I always need saving and I'm always crying over little things, I feel so weak all the time when I watching the others fight and I can't when we don't have Tsukune around us."
"That's not true!"
"You can deny it all you want Ura-chan," Moka said. "But I'm weak no matter how many times you want to say that I'm not."
Inner Moka stayed silent, to shocked to answer her outer self
Moka clenched her fist in surprising anger, she felt completely helpless no matter what the situation was. Every time they would enter a battle against someone that either wanted to kill her for being a vampire or Tsukune for being a human, she would be helpless and only useful when she got to Tsukune to remove the Rosario. Even her other sisters expect Kokoa were strong without the will to transform, each one highly trained in martial arts to fight against someone when they weren't transformed.
'Why am I so useless that I cannot even protect my own daughter?' She thought angrily, 'I'm tired of being weak that I can't even protect myself or Kumiko. I want to be strong! I want to be STRONG!'
Moka suddenly screamed in rage, surprising her inner self greatly at the rage she was feeling through the Rosario. Moka suddenly turn around and swung her fist towards the wall that was close to the fridge, her fist connect with a shockwave that blew through the dorm. Moka's eyes widen as she watched as the wall suddenly crumbled to pieces along a small side of the fridge as well. On the other side of the wall, Kumiko paused in taken the small shower she was having and looked at her mother in surprise.
"Kaa-san," Kumiko stuttered out a bit. "Why did you break the wall?"
Moka didn't answer her; she was still a bit shocked to know what she just did. She always had great strength that was able to surprise a few with the way she always acted but her strength was never this great. She looked down at her and in surprise before clenching it and unclenching it slowly observing if anything was hurting.
'How was I able to do that?' She wondered, 'I was always able to crack the wall or create a large crack in it but never shatter it like that before. Something's happening to me but what?'
She looked down at a still shocked looking Kumiko who was still in the tub which was filled with a little bit of water that was enough to clean herself with. She was glad that she had taught her how to draw the right amount of water she needed along with how to enter the tub without hurting herself. She didn't really need that much help when she was back at the castle with all the maid's that would personally help her when she needed it, but it did count that she knew how to do it by herself.
"Nothing's wrong Kumiko," She answered her daughter with a smile. "Finish taking your bath before your food gets cold."
The little girl nodded with a smile on her face, she then began rinsing the bubbles and soap that was all over her body. While her daughter was finishing up taking her bath, Moka walked over towards the mirror and looked herself over to see if anything had changed about her. Looking over herself, she was shocked to see that her emerald eyes had a small silted pupil in each of them. She open her mouth a bit to see that her fangs were just a bit bigger and sharper than they previously was, looking down at her nails to see that it was the same as well.
'What's going on with me?' She asked herself, 'Does these changes as something to do with that transformation?'
'That's the only answer we can come up with Omote,' Inner Moka said. 'That transformation we took was sudden and these might be some of the perks we get from it.'
Moka clenched her fist and smiled a bit, maybe she might not be as weak as she thought she was. 'Maybe your right Ura-chan, this might help me when I'm in a pinch and can't get to Tsukune in time to remove the Rosario.'
"I told you," Inner Moka began. "That you don't give yourself enough credit for the thinks you do. Also never call yourself weak because you are far from weak in my eyes."
Moka smiled happily at that, "Thank you Ura-chan" Sudden she froze as a dark youki was felt throughout the room, getting to her senses she smiled sadly already knowing who it was. "He's here for her."
"I know," Inner Moka said. "I can feel him as well"
Moka grabbed her left forearms and held her head down, she was completely nervous on seeing Ichigo right now. It wasn't that she feared for her life or anything, she just didn't want him to say any hurtful things to her while Kumiko was around.
"Don't worry about that Omote," Inner Moka spoke up. "Ichigo wouldn't say anything hurtful around Kumiko, others might not see it like those friends of our's but Ichigo cares deeply for Kumiko."
Moka sighed, "I know Ura-chan." She said, "I just hope he's able to control his anger for us when he's around her."
"He will," Inner Moka said completely confident that he would
Moka smiled a bit and turn her gaze towards Kumiko to see the little girl trying herself off. "Hurry up and finish Kumiko," She said. "Your daddy's here to pick you up."
Kumiko stopped in mid-swing of what she was doing and looked at her mother with wide excited eyes. "Tou-san really here?" She asked
Moka smiled at the girl, clearly hearing the excitement in her voice. "Yes, so hurry up so you can eat and do what ever you two are going to do."
Kumiko nodded and began quickly drying herself off, excited on seeing her father and spending time with him today. Moka giggled a bit and walked out of the hole she had created, she mentally store that away that she had to get that wall fix. She walked over towards the door and reached for the doorknob, she paused for a moment before grabbing a whole of hit and opening it to look into the cold ruby eyes of Kurosaki Ichigo. She shivered a bit under his cold gaze, still not use to seeing him looking at her like that after what they use to share with one another. She suddenly felt a breeze and looked down to see that she still hadn't put on any cloths; she blushed a bit and wrapped her arms around her chest to cover herself.
Ichigo snorted at her in disgust. "Like I haven't seen you naked over a thousand times already," He said
Moka nodded a bit and removing her arms from around her chest, she stepped to the side as he walked in. She closes the door and watched as he stopped in the middle of her bedroom and seem to be looking for something. Moka let go of the doorknob and walked over towards him, wondering what he was looking for all of a sudden.
"What's wrong Ichi-kun?" She asked
Ichigo turn his cold gaze towards her and growled at her. "Never call me that again," He said darkly
Moka flinched back, "I'm sorry Ichigo."
Ichigo said nothing and turn his gaze back towards where he was looking, a second later he turn his gaze back towards Moka. "Where is Kumiko?" He asked
"She just finishing up in the bathroom right now," Moka answered him
Ichigo nodded and turn his fully around to face her, his cold ruby eyes glaring down on her. Moka looked up to stare in his eyes and flinch a bit, grabbing a hold of her left forearm to clam herself. She was wondering on why he was looking at her like that, did she mange to do something to upset him already. She didn't want an argument to start up between the two of them with Kumiko only a few meters away putting on her cloths right now. Shifting her gaze towards the bathroom door just in time to see Kumiko walk out with her black teddy bear clutched tightly in her hands.
Kumiko's brown eyes lifted up towards her with a smile on her tiny face. "I'm all done now Kaa-san," She said.
Moka smiled at her and walked over towards her, bending down so she could be at her level. "That's good, now are you hungry?" She asked
The little girl nodded with a large smile on her face, she suddenly seems to notice something and looked up to stare directly at Ichigo. Her smiled grew even large as she broke from her mother's arms and race over towards the orange haired shinigami. Ichigo didn't have time to speak as Kumiko slammed into his leg; he stepped back a bit before looking down to see the small girl hugging his leg. He placed a hand on her head and ruffled her hair a bit, Kumiko giggled and looked up to see her father looking down at her. Ichigo bent down to a knee to come face to face with his daughter, he observed her for a moment before smiling fondly at her.
"Good morning Tou-san," Kumiko greeted
"Hello to you too Kumiko," Ichigo greeted back with the small smile still plaster over his face
Moka looked at the scene before her shocked, not because of Ichigo's fondness of Kumiko but the small smile that was plastered over his face. 'How long as it been since I seen him smile like that?' She asked herself sadly, 'How long as it been since I seen his eyes hold love in them? I just wish a bit that it was still directed towards me.'
"They were wrong weren't they?" Inner Moka spoke up telepathically through the Rosario
Moka looked at the Rosario a bit confused, 'You are you talking about Ura-chan?'
"Ruby and the others," Inner Moka answered. "They said that we shouldn't let Kumiko around Ichigo because of how dangerous he is and that he doesn't care about her in the first place. But standing here, do you seriously agree on what they were saying?"
Moka nodded and looked over towards Ichigo to see he still had the same smile across his face, listening to everything Kumiko told him about her things and everything they were going to do today. Looking at the scene before her, she new what Ura-chan was saying was nothing but the truth no matter how much Ruby and the others wanted her to deny it. Ichigo cared about Kumiko greatly; she could see it in his eyes how much he care about the sliver haired brown eyed girl. Seeing that smile on his face made her remember how he use to look at her back then, she felt her breath hitch and a blush stain her cheeks just remembering it. But as soon as it came it vanish to replace with a look of shame.
She was betraying Tsukune but not just him but Ichigo as well with the way her body desired to be with him. Her boyfriend was Tsukune, the boy that became her first friend when she first came to Yokai Academy. They both went through so much together through the first year of school together, surviving through thing's that they though they were going to be killed. Could she really just betray him like that, wanting a man that didn't want nothing to do with her for what she had done? It just didn't seem right to her and the feelings she had for Tsukune were still strong.
'Could I really just do that to them?' She thought sadly, 'I can't just swap between the two back and forward like that.'
"Then chose Omote," Inner Moka spoke up seriously
Moka looked shock for a moment, 'What?'
"I said chose Omote," Inner Moka repeated. "Chose which one you want to be with for the rest of your life and just don't choose because of what are friends thing of one of them."
Moka fidget for a moment, not knowing what to do with herself. 'I don't know if I could choose between them.' She said honestly, 'I loved Ichigo for a long time and even though I was with Tsukune I would always remember the time we spent together. But Tsukune as been with us for so long and help us out through some of our toughest times. I just don want to...' She trailed off not knowing how to finish what she wanted to say
"I know what you're saying Omote," Inner Moka said honestly. "I respect Tsukune greatly for the things he has done for the both of us, I can even say that I actually do hold feeling for him. But..." She also trailed off
'But what Ura-chan?' Moka asked
"I still love Ichigo," Inner Moka answered truthfully without a once of doubt in her mind. "I still want him even though he acts this way to us, I want the same emotions I use to feel so long ago when he held us, protected us, smiled at us with that carefree smile of his. I want the Ichigo back that use to love us, do those silly little perverted things that made us annoyed at him and love him even more."
Moka smiled fondly at the memory, 'He was a little pervert wasn't he?'
"He was our little pervert," Inner Moka corrected. "And I want him to be that again for us, but I want you to choose what you want. Don't choose who you want just because of what I say or what they say, chose what you want for what you want."
'I'll try Ura-chan,' Moka said. 'I promise you that.'
Her alter ego hummed in acknowledgment from within the Rosario, a second later it stop glowing indicating that Inner Moka and went to sleep. Moka sighed to herself, thinking about the thinks that her alter ego had told and felt about the two men. Even though she respected Tsukune greatly and admitted that she had feelings for him, she still loved and wanted Ichigo back. She herself didn't know what she was going to do between the two, she was a bit happy to know that her alter ego is giving her a chance to choose for herself. She looked over towards the two to see Ichigo looking at Kumiko with a confused look on his face, but the small smile was still there.
"Kumiko," Ichigo spoke up cutting the little girl off.
Kumiko paused and looked up at him with huge brown eyes. "What is it Tou-san?"
"I need you to go eat our break feat that your mom made for you ok," Ichigo said. "I need some alone time with your mom so I can talk to her about something important."
Kumiko pouted a bit, "Can't I stay and listen Tou-san?" She asked poking her lip out a bit
Moka watched in amazement as Ichigo eyes widen a bit and he began to twitch a bit, looking like he was trying with all his being to resist Kumiko's eyes that always worked on her. She watched as his eyes soften a bit and he chuckled at her a bit before placing his hand on top of her head.
"You know Kumiko," He said. "Your aunt Yuzu use to do the same thing to me when she wanted something from me you know."
Kumiko's eyes widen a bit, "Really?"
"Yes," He picked himself up from the ground and stood up to his full height. "But this time I asking you to go eat your food for me. I need to talk to your mom about something very important ok," He said to her
Kumiko nodded before hugging his leg, "Okay Tou-san." She chirped, "I'll go eat and then after we finish we can go play like you promise."
Ichigo smiled at her, "That's my girl."
Kumiko giggled before turning to face her mother. "I'm going to eat now Kaa-san," She said before rushing towards the kitchen
"Don't run in the house Kumiko!" Moka order with a smile, even though her dorm room wasn't actually a house it could almost be called one at how big it was.
"Moka"
The pink haired vampire turn her gaze back toward Ichigo to see that his kind smile and shifted back to its cold look. She sighed sadly at that, wishing that he didn't look at her like that. "What do you need to talk to me about Ichigo?" She asked, "I thought that you said you never wanted to talk to me again?"
"Be grateful that I am talking to you right now," Ichigo stated coldly.
Moka flinched a bit, "What is it that you need to talk to me about."
"I want to know why this Fairy Tale group wants with Kumiko," Ichigo said darkly. "And tell me how they found out about her in the first place."
"I really don't know why they want Kumiko," She answered him truthfully. "A Rajiuu showed up while you were fighting father and came to us saying that his leader wanted him to test my strength and if it wasn't up to their expatiation to kidnap Kumiko."
Ichigo's glared darken and a snarl passed through his lips at the threat to his daughter's safety. He didn't know what this Rajiuu was but he was damn sure going to make that bastard pay for even uttering the words to say he was going to kidnap his daughter. This time he wasn't just going to lose his arm and a hole in his gut, he was going to lose his whole life for that. The other thing he needed to worry about it how did this Fairy Tale find out about Kumiko? They had to have some lead to know about her but who or what was their lead?
Just the other day he did think it was Aizen or Alexander who had told the group about his daughter, but he through that out of his mind when he knew neither Aizen nor Alexander knew about his daughter. They probably knew now but someone had to tell them and this Fairy Tale group who knew Moka had a child, but who could it be who would tell them something like that? Could that bastard Issa had been the one to tell them about her? He scoffed at that thought, even though the bastard was arrogant to the core he showed some kind of loving towards his family from what Kumiko had told him. So who could it had been?
"Ichigo," Moka called out to him
Ichigo eyes snapped up to meet hers in a glare. "What?" He hissed out
Moka fidget a bit at his heated glare, before gathering her thoughts and will. She had to control herself, she could be afraid of him now when they needed to sort out what was after their daughter.
"I think I know who it was that probably told Fairy Tale about Kumiko," She said
Ichigo narrowed his eyes, "Who?" He asked darkly
"I think it was my sister Kahlua," Moka answered him, all traces of the uneasiness in her voice gone.
If Ichigo was confused, he did an excellent job at not showing it to her. His glare only seems to darken as he looked at her. "I thought that little brat Kokoa was the only sister you have?" He asked her
"I have two other sisters other than Kokoa," She told him. "One is Kahlua, she a klutz and the best assassin in our family."
"And how is she the best assassin in your family if she's a klutz?" Ichigo asked her, his eyes still narrowed in anger
Moka looked at him seriously, "She might seem klutzy, naive, and mentally innocent but that's all an act to make her target believe that she can't fight. That same reason is why she's one of the top assassin in our family."
Ichigo mentally scoffed at that, what kind of assassin was mentally challenged? He seriously doubted if she was even an assassin. But even with that she was still going to die if she ever crosses paths with him for telling those bastards about Kumiko.
"What does she look like?" He asked
Moka looked at him confused, "Why do you need to know that?"
Ichigo gritted his teeth in annoyance, "Just tell me what the mentally challenge bitch looks like!" He snapped at her
Moka widen her eyes a bit, "Okay I'll tell you what she looks like." She said and took a deep breath, "She has light blonde wavy hair that's held back by a tiara with bangs framing her forehead. She dresses in flowing white dress with snow white gloves and white boots, she has tanned skin and red eyes."
Ichigo snorted, "She wants' to be a princess I see," He said scoffing at the thought. "What about this other sister of yours?"
"I don't know much about my other sister," Moka answered him truthfully. "Her name is Akua Shuzen and she's the eldest out of the four of us. She has pale skin, black shoulder length hair which she prefers to keep in two pigtails and she has glowing red eyes. She likes to wear traditional Chinese cheongsam; she prefers black attire along with knee high combat boots over anything."
Moka laughed a bit remembering her sister which Ichigo instantly picked up on. "You seem fond of her," He said
Moka smiled, "Yes I am." She said truthfully, "I haven't seen her for a long time now."
Ichigo scoffed, "Well you better pray that it was the retarded sister other then this one that told those bastard about Kumiko." Ichigo said darkly, his dark ruby eyes glowing slightly. "Because if it was her; she will die for her mistake."
Moka shivered a bit at his cold voice, still not use to him talking to causally about killing someone. Even thought she was fond of her sister, she also wouldn't forgive her if she told Fairy Tale about Kumiko. If Ichigo didn't deal with her, she would make sure to deal with her personally. She suddenly snapped out of her dark thoughts remembering something, she looked over towards Ichigo to see him walking towards the kitchen.
"Wait Ichigo," She called out.
Ichigo stopped in mid-step and turn his gaze back towards her which was filled with annoyance. "What do you want Moka?" He asked
"When I fought the Rajiuu for a couple of minutes before you arrive he ha-" She was cut off before she was able to finish
"What is this Rajiuu and did he have a name?" Ichigo asked her
Moka nodded, "His name was Raika." She said, "And a Rajiuu is a powerful youki able to wield lightning to fight with and move at extreme speeds."
Ichigo nodded, storing this Raika ability away for later if he ever came across him again. "What did you need to tell me?"
"Raika or to be pacific a Rajiuu as only used it's abilities over lightning and their speed to fight others." She told him, "When Ura-chan fought Raika he possessed a Katana in his hands that he was able to summon and channel his power through." She explained to him, "I was just wondering if you know what it was." Moka looked him in the eyes to see that Ichigo was looking at her with narrowed eyes and his teeth were clenched tightly. She was confused at his sudden behavior. "What's wrong Ichigo?"
He didn't answer her, he was thinking about what she had just told him. If what she said was true then there was no doubt that what the Rajiuu was using was a zanpakuto. Then if that was true ten there was no doubt that Aizen was amongst these Fairy Tale bastards. There was no stopping him at going into Soul Society and receiving the Hogyoku, but that thing was destroyed or sealed tight by the most powerful kido masters in Soul Society. Old man Yama, Hat-n-Clog, his dad, Yoruichi and the soutachio seal it up themselves. So there was no way he would be able to break it out, he had to somehow use some other method to be able to give youkai zanpakuto's. Unless-
"FUCK!" Ichigo growled out
Moka's eyes widen, "Ichigo!"
Ichigo snapped his eyes in her direction in annoyance. "What?" He snapped
"Kumiko is still in the other room, so can you please not use bad language while she still in hearing ranch?" She asked him kindly
Ichigo said nothing but knew what she was talking about; he didn't want Kumiko to suddenly start saying words like that. His thoughts shifted back towards Aizen and he growled, 'So since he couldn't get the Hogyoku that Hat-n-Clog created he made himself a new one probably using youkai in the same way. Youkai are very similar to Hollow's and shinigami so the process he probably uses might have worked for him. If he did mange to create one he's probably testing it out and making youkai/Arrancars.' Ichigo scoffed, even thought youkai were strong they were a lot weaker than hollow's and shinigami so taken them out would be no problem for him. He just had to focus on if they went after Kumiko when he wasn't around
"Ichigo are you ok?" Moka asked, snapping him out of his thoughts
"If what you said his true about this Rajiuu having a katana then it might cause problem for you and your group of annoy friends." He explained to her
"What do you mean by that Ichigo?" She asked him
"You'll find out when you fight him or another one that might have obtained one." He told her
"What about you Ichigo," She said. "Why want they cause a slight problem for you."
Ichigo scoffed, "You don't need to worry about me." He told her coldly, "They want even be a problem for me."
Moka just looked at him, wondering just how strong he was. "Just how strong are you Ichigo?"
Ichigo just looked at her with a cold look in his eyes. "I can take on these three Dark Lords of yours and kill all of them with utmost ease if I went all out at the beginning."
Moka's eyes widen in astonishment at that, what he just said to her should be possible for anyone in this world. She knew Ichigo was strong but she didn't know if he could take on every Dark Lord by himself and come out the victor. But looking into his eyes, she could tell that he was telling the truth and not lying about nothing he was saying. But if that was true, then just how powerful was Ichigo? She had to somehow find out how he became so powerful to say something like that and know he could do it.
"If you don't have anything else to say to me," Ichigo started. "I will be taking Kumiko with me."
Moka paused, she still had so many things that she wanted to tell him. She wanted to know what happen to him to make him become like this, she knew he told her because he lost everything but she wanted to know why these people would kill everything close to him. She also wanted to know why he was still acting this was towards her, she had given him Kumiko and told him that it wasn't her fault on why she had to leave so long ago.
"Wait Ichigo," She called out to him again
Ichigo glared at her, "What do you want now!" He snapped
Moka titled her head down; her bangs cover her eyes form view. "Why are you acting this way towards me?" She asked
Ichigo's glare darkens considerably at that, "You know damn well why I'm acting this way towards you." He growled at her, "Don't you dare stand there hand act like you suddenly don't know."
Moka snapped her head up and stared directly into his eyes. "But why? I gave you back Kumiko and I told you that I had no choice but to do what I did four years ago."
"Bullshit," Ichigo spat. "You had every damn choice in the world that day; you could have helped me stayed by my side like you said you would. But you didn't at all," He chuckled bitterly at her. "You stood there and watched as you're damn cowered of a father and bitch of a mother almost beat me to death!"
Moka's eyes narrowed, "Don't you dare call my mother that!"
"FUCK you AND your mother," Ichigo snapped in anger
"Kaa-san, Tou-san?"
Both Ichigo and Moka's eyes widen and they quickly turn to see Kumiko standing at the kitchen front way clutching onto her teddy bear.
"Kumiko," Moka gasped out. "Do mommy a favor and go in your room okay?"
"Why are you and Tou-san fussing at each other?" The little girl asked
"Just please go in your room for me princess," Moka asked her, slightly pleading as well
Kumiko nodded towards her mother before looking at her father to see him looking at her with a small smile on his face. Ichigo nodded and the small girl nodded before racing towards the other room that was in the large dorm room, after the door was close Ichigo narrowed his eyes darkly and turn back towards Moka.
"I have all the reason to act the way I'm acting," He said darkly. "The only reason I'm even talking to you right now or even in this damn room with you is because of Kumiko."
"BUT WHY?" Moka screamed, tears now flowing from her eyes. "Back then you use to love me so much! What made you change your feeling's for me so much that made you hate and despise me so much."
"You just said it," Ichigo spat. "Four years ago I used to love you! Those feelings I had for you have been gone the moment you walked out on me and took Kumiko with you." This time he chuckled darkly at her, "I bet that love you said you held for me was just fake so you and your damn family of bastard's could just walk all over me and take my daughter away."
Moka's eyes widen before she glared at him, her eyes boring into his darkly. "Don't you dare fucking stand there and say my love for you was fake!"
Ichigo snorted in disgust, "I seriously doubt that with a passion you lying bitch!" He snapped in anger, "You knew that I care deeply for both you and Kumiko and you walked out of my life along with Kumiko after spending three longs years with."
"I HAD NO CHOICE ICHIGO!" Moka screamed
"WHAT FUCKING CHOICE?" Ichigo shouted in rage, "Why are you still standing here sprouting that you 'had no choice' on what you did that day? Everyone have their choice!"
"Not if their child was threaten."
Ichigo's eyes widen before they narrowed, "What the fuck do you mean by that?"
"On that day four years ago when you were coming to pick me and Kumiko up to spend time together at the park, my father and mother arrived unexpectedly." Moka explained, "I didn't tell them about me being pregnant or having a baby. My father was enraged and he knew something about you that I didn't, saying that you were a danger to the entire world and me and Kumiko if I stayed with you."
"And you stood there and believe that bastard?" Ichigo asked angrily
"NO!" Moka shouted, "I didn't believe a word he was telling me about you. Even with everything he was threating me with I didn't want to be away from you or take Kumiko away from you." A sadden look suddenly cross over his face. "But then..." She trailed off
"But then what?" Ichigo snapped
"My father threaten to take Kumiko's life in front of me," Moka said
Ichigo's eyes widen before utter rage was replaced in them, that bastard dare threaten his daughter life. Ichigo shook his head, throwing the thoughts out of his mind and glaring at Moka with rage in his ruby eyes. He wouldn't believe a damn word she was saying, she had to be lying just to cover up for the things she had done. There was no damn way he was going to believe in that predictable lie no matter what she said.
"You stand there and expect me to believe this bullshit?" He growled out. "Do you take me for so damn fool?"
"I'M NOT LIEING TO YOU!" Moka snapped, "Everything I said was true."
Ichigo blurred forward and before Moka could react she found the orange haired shinigami right in her face. She looked up to stare in his eyes to see complete and utter rage in his ruby eyes which were glowing slightly. Any other time she would have shivered looking into them; but this time she stood strong; not backing down from him this time. What she told him was the truth; she had to make him believe that she was telling him nothing but the truth.
"Don't fucking lie to me you bitch!" Ichigo said darkly, "Don't you dare stand here and tell me those lies."
"I'm not lying to you," She replied. She could feel tears falling from her eyes, "You once promise me that you would never change from the caring person you were back then."
"Do you REALLY think that anyone would stay the same after everything I have been through?" Ichigo asked her darkly. "My whole god damn family and town were wipe off the damn map! Everyone that lived there is dead because of me! Do you really think I would stay the same after that?"
"BUT YOU PROMISE ME!" Moka cried out
"DAMN THAT PROMISE!" Ichigo shouted in rage
Both of them looked at one another, breathing heavily and trying to catch their breath. Moka suddenly notice how close they were and felt something in her body responded to something. She raised her left arm shakily and grabbed onto Ichigo's school jacket and looked into his eyes. She lean closer and before she knew it she was kissing him, all those feeling that were buried deep inside of her were coming back out in waves. She kissed him for a couple more seconds and broke apart, she looked him in the eyes sadly and remove her arm from his jacket.
She was about to turn around but her arm was suddenly caught in a strong hold, she turn around and gasped in shock at seeing Ichigo no longer having dark ruby eyes but a menacing yellow. She didn't have time to think on it when she suddenly found Ichigo's lips crashing into hers, she through the thought out of her mind and instantly responded to him. They began kissing heatedly with each other, tasting each other after four years of being away from one another. Ichigo broke from the kiss and started to eagerly kissing down her neck, causing the pink haired vampire to moan in pleasure. Moka ran her hands through his hair and down his back before grabbing a whole of his jacket and ripping it completely off.
She threw the jacket on the ground and began unbuttoning his school jacket and tie, she suddenly hear a growl and stopped and watched as Ichigo ripped both of them of. She didn't stop to admire his body; she ran her fingers down each of his muscles before reaching for his belt buckle. A hand suddenly shot forward and grabbed a whole of her hand; she looked up just in time to have lips crashing back into hers. Ichigo began moving and turn her body completely around until her back was facing him and she was facing the wall. She felt a hand grasp onto her bra and a moment later her bra was ripped off of her body.
She didn't blush like she normally would have done, she was to in cross in what she haven't felt in so long from someone she cared about. She suddenly remembered what her alter ego was telling her just a while ago, was this what she was talking about? Was these feeling of love a pleasure was what she wanted to deicide on her own? She couldn't hold it any longer. She wanted everything that was Kurosaki Ichigo, she wanted to feel him again ravaging her body like he use to and being inside of her.
She moan loudly when she felt both of his strong hands wrap around both of her breast and gave them a from squeeze. She bit her lip and began grinding into him, feeling his harden member sliding across her ass making her pleasure increase greatly. She grabbed one of his hands and moved it right by her womanhood and showed him to stroke her. He applied to her and began doing just what she wanted; a small scream of pleasure tore from her mouth. Ichigo's right hand pulled her closer to his chest and his began kissing into the crock on her neck.
Moka was breathing heavily; her whole face was covered in sweat along with a stain blush. "Don't... stop," She breathes out. "Please don't stop!"
Suddenly, she felt Ichigo stopped fingering her and remove his hand from her womanhood. She then felt him move her panties to the side and began again only this time the pleasure increase ten fold from before. She was so close, she could feel it each time his finger would enter her and remove from her. She didn't know how long she could last if he kept doing what he was doing to her. She knew now what she wanted, all those lost feelings for the father of her child was back and she now truly knew what she wanted.
"I love you Ichigo," She said truthfully, knowing what she said was coming from her heart and soul
Suddenly Ichigo seem to stop what he was doing, she was confused for a moment and looked at him just in time to see him jump back from her. He seems to be holding his head in what looked like pain and was gritted his teeth in anger. She became worried; she fixed herself a bit before rushing towards him but stopped once the familiar dark aura surrounded his body.
"Ichi-kun what's wrong with you?" She asked
Ichigo open one of his eyes to see that it was back to it's ruby red color. "Stay the fuck away from me!" He snapped through pain
Moka rushed towards him but he suddenly vanished from where he was standing. Moka just stood there for a second before she crumble to the ground and wrapped her arms around herself. Freshly new tears were falling from her eyes, why was he suddenly acting like this? Why after almost going so far would he stop? Did saying she loved him take it a bit to far? That could be the only possible reason onto why he was acting like that all of a sudden.
'I messed up,' she thought tearfully. 'I took it to far when I said I loved him. Why am I so STUPID!'
"Kaa-san?"
Moka's eyes widen and her head snapped in her daughter's voice direction to see the little girl standing at the door. "Kumiko..." She stuttered out
Kumiko looked at her mother, "Kaa-san why are you crying?" She asked
Moka quickly wiped the tears from her eyes and quickly stood up from where she was standing. "I'm okay princess, just something happen between me and your daddy."
Kumiko looked around for her father and found him no where to be found. "Where's Tou-san?"
Moka smiled sadly, "He had to go hurry up and do something." She lied, "He said he was sorry and that he would come back to pick you up later."
Kumiko nodded sadly, "Okay Kaa-san."
"Go get dress for me okay," Moka said. "You're going to come to school with me okay."
Kumiko perked up at that and smiled at her mother before racing off into her room. Moka smiled a bit before she began to put back on her bra she then went into her room to put on her school uniform. She had a lot to do today, she couldn't go try and find Ichigo because he had told her to stay away from him. She frown a bit, even though she didn't want to ask that man for help she had no choice but to ask him for it. Maybe he knew something on how Ichigo gain his powers and what he had been going through over the passed four years she didn't see him.
'I sorry Ichigo for pushing you too far,' She thought sadly.
Boy's dorm room...
Ichigo growled as he entered his dorm room, 'You fucking bastard!' He roared in his mind. 'Who gave you the right to take over my body and do that with that bitch!'
He heard his Hollow chuckle darkly in his mind, 'I only took control of you for a instant to give you a push. All those other things that you did with the queen was your doing King.'
'She isn't my fucking Queen you bastard!' Ichigo shouted in rage
The only answer he received was a dark chuckle
Ichigo growled and punched the wall that was close to him, shattering under the force of his strength. He would not let himself fall for that bitch again no matter what happens! Those lies she told him was inacceptable for him. There was no way he was going to let himself go back to what happen between them for years ago. He would not let himself go to that place again! He had to focus on Aizen and Alexander no matter what the matter was. He had no love for no one on the planet expect Kumiko and that was the only person he was going to care for.
'That's what you think King, but deep down in your soul tells something completely different from what you are saying to yourself.'
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End Chapter seven
Author's Notes: I hope this chapter was filled with enough suspense and emotions for you! Some of you may thing that I'm a completely bastard for stopping the lovely lemon scene between the two. But I just had to do it! It's so fun to do that sometimes and I want to than everyone that as been reviewing my fic. Means much and thank you for it!
Tensa Zangetsu 17
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