I sat in the black SHINee tour bus behind my blonde haired boyfriend, my hyung, my Jonghyun as I tried to control myself ...
When I tell you trying not to ravish him has been hard, it definatly has been hard. It's been a whole week without getting a taste of him and it's been hell. I, will somehow, and I promise it, that no matter what happens, I'll get what I want tonight.
Or so I thought. I had been so sure that once we got in this got damn tour bus that Jonghyun would pull me by the waist to the nearest corner of this touche' glammed of a mobile and kiss me all over. Grope me and feel me up until I let out a moan that was nothing short from unmanly till I begged him to stop, but no~- every damn girl that squealed 'Jonghyun-oppa!' seemed to snag his attention faster than I could just saying 'I'm horny' or some cliche bullshit any under-attentioned boyfriend would say. I have to say I'm so sick of it!
Just as he is busy, so am I, but that doesn't mean that it would kill him to glimpse at me. Even if it was just once. Just once couldn't kill him. As said before, I sat behind him in our black SHINee tour bus with the windows tented to a dark black shade, yet I could see the many fangirls piling up around the retangle bus. Signs held high and squealing and fangirling at 110%. I was tired and hoped we didn't stop to sign, but~- we stopped. Slowly as I saw our driver rise from the front seat of the bus, I saw him give us a look. One that was mixed with somehting that looked like a smirk and a face of exasperation, like all hell just struck Earth mixed with an 'I'm getting some tonight' face. Actually, me trying to mix those two thougths made me feel grossed out. I shivered in disgust.
"We're doing signings guys" He said, speaking in a low voice with a bit of exictment attached to it. I, for one was not happy at all. That's all we've been doing sense we left the performance for our big hit 'Dream Girl'. Not that I didn't mind signing a few shirts, albums or even books for a couple of SHINee crazed teenage girls, it's just that: Fangirls + My Jjong= Less time with him, which is why I absoultely dispise that equation itself. But I got to brush it off for now I guess.
Getting up from seat on the far left right behind Jonghyun's seat, I fixed my hair with a small swift comb through it with my long fingers, sweeping it back out of my single lidded eyes to let the ladies get a better look at me with a smile for the cherry on top of my dazzling looks, and slowly proceeded to the front door of our mobile. The other member did the same, not wasting time to get to all the beautiful ladies. Sadly, with Jonghyun being bi, him being in that no wasting time to get to the ladies. I didn't mind him looking, because he knew not to cross bounderies, which I was gladly greatful for and my smile itched higher at the thought, but was immidiately put back into a thin line of aggrevation. There was one girl who rushed to the front of the messy clutter they called a line infront of our bus and immidiately went into a complete happy fit-screaming Jonghyun and Minho's name in the most high pitched voice that seemed to peirce through sound proof doors.
"Minho-oppa!" She chitted as my raven haired member gave her a hug, making all the girls behind her go wild. "What's your name?" Minho asked the girl, and so on and so forth, signing her up and all that jazz. Then another girl went to my boyfriend. Just great. The damn idiot had the biggest grin even cheshire cat couldn't compete with as she flaunted her big breast all over him. Ugh- I think my stomach churned just a bit. Then there was me. Yeah- I signed, I took pictures, I even gave a kiss to a few girls foreheads, but that still didn't lift my mood with all the attention I was getting... sadly.
And so, the signing went on for about 30 minuets straight. The huddle of fangirls never decreasing even after we got back on our bus and ready to pull off. We were, once again, more than a little tired... but not only was I tired, but I was seriously sexually frustrated.
"Aish~" I heard Taemin mumble before he yawned, pulling Minho's hand and going to the closed off area where the beds where "We're going to lay down, let us know if there's any new news"
"Don't break the top bunk!" Onew yelled as the two dissapeared behind the red velvet curtain, but not before Minho's head peaked out again. "Who said we were doing it on the top bunk?" The room went silent for a moment before I let out a childish 'Ewwww', getting sheer laughter from all the members.
"Just for that, were gonna' do all our dirty business on you and Jonghyun's bed!"
"Ya!~ You wouldn't dare!" I heard my boyfriend finally speak up. Even when he wasn't talking to me, his voice was heavenly. And I'd like to hear it say more than just what he was saying now. I grinned once again, thinking of all the little dirty things both me and my blonde haired hyung could do. Picturing of all things possible. Then I saw a black blur take my vision, snapping me out of my erotic fantasies. Jonghyun was currently standing infront of me.
"Key-ah"
And there goes that seductive tone. The one I couldn't be mad at all no matter the reason; It always made every hair on my body stand straight. But then I rememebered exactly why I was so upset with the blonde. He'd been acting like I didn't even exist, along with the fact that we've been so busy he hasn't even bothered to look my way. So why the hell should I have iknowledged the fact that all of a sudden he wanted to talk to me? 'Hmph' I turned my head to look back out of the window and folded my arms over my chest, ignoring my boyfriend, trying to give him a dose of his own medicine.
"Key~" He said again, now bending down on one knee so he could be eye's length with me instead of hovering over me, me slowly feeling his hand creep onto my thigh. "Key~, what's wrong honey?". Sooo tuning him out right now. But then his hand began to move. My glare at the outside world softened. "Why would you care?" I asked rather roughly, trying to hint I was pissed. That hand now creeped up to my face; well under my chin to be more precise, and turned my head his way. His beautiful brown eyes putting me in a daze. "Key-ah~, what's wrong honey?" He asked me again, this time rubbing the back of his palm against my cheek, making it harder to keep that glare. I didn't want to tell him what was wrong, neither did I want this bullshit to continue.
I debated on rather if I should have gave in or not, but picked the latter and gave in. Placing my hands in my lap and looking at him pouting like a kid who lost his candy, I began to explain.
"Jjong, you know that we've been busy all week, correct?" He didn't answer me, knowing that what I was asking a retorical question, waiting for me to continue "- And that we haven't been able to... you know.. do it or anything right?" I flushed a bit, realizing how those words made me feel uncomforitable saying it, even though I was just thinking about them not to long ago. A nod. "- And you haven't even glimpsed at me, even though we are pratically together all the time-" I began to ramble. Naming and listing all the reasons it seemed for Jonghyun to be ignoring me, not realizing that a smirk had grown wide on his face. Placing a finger on my lips, he shushed me. "You miss the attention don't you?" Aish! I wanted to punch the damn bastard in the face, clearly stating my exactly feeling and emotion. "Duh, Captian Obvious" I said, placing my arms across my chest again, feeling the need to pout. And he chuckled! The damn blonde haired hottie chuckled! "Don't laugh!" I said pushing his shoulder, roughly yet playfully.
"Calm down, calm down" Jonghyun said patting my shoulder, raising himself from his knee so he could once again shadow over me. "I'll give you all the attention you want", my hyung saying rather seductively as he closed the distance between our lips, leaving only a few millimeters of space between them for his breath to ghost over; his korean rather sexy and a octive lower now. My eyes instantly lowered, feeling like I was just drugged off the pure sound of Jjong's sex laced tone.
Without thinking another thought, I closed the space between us, kissing the blonde passionately. It going from a closed mouth kiss to a full on french kiss in seconds-our tongues mingling in a exotic tango. Jonghyun was a great kisser, which I loved. I moaned as I felt the other wrap his hands around my waist to pull me up from my seat; switch places, and sit in the seat I once sat in and pulled me down so I'd be straddling him. Gaining a delicious friction from the mere change in positions. I loved it when it got like this. Us in a heated kiss, in a position something erotic.
I grinded against him once; his hands leaving my waist to grip my ass in the tight floral print jeans I had on, giving it a light squeeze every now and then. And then we parted. Gasping for air in short breath's as we tried to recover our flustered state. He looked into my eyes, and I looked into his. Doing nothing more than enjoying the view of one another. "J-jjong" I stuttered in between uneven pants, feeling a bulge press against my own, once again, making my boyfriend smirk.
"What's funny?"
"You're hard just from a kiss.."
"Y-you are too! Plus, that's not the point" The blonde beneath grinded against me softely, electing a moan from my throat.
"It's not?" I shook my head, which was the wrong move. No, I didn't want to be loud because of our setting, but with that action, I couldn't help the semi pitched moan. I didn't want to waste time teasing anymore, not only because it's been practically a week to two weeks since we've done this, but also because that I knew no matter how I argued back, I wouldn't win this battle of 4-play, so I dove in for another kiss... or atleast I tried to before I felt a tap on my shoulder.
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