Sorry this took so long. I've been winging this entire story off the top of my head and I finally got a plot going. This may seem confusing, but one, I wrote this at 5am, and two, i'm meaning to explain it as the story goes, not just all at once..
Anyway.. thank you for being so patient. Again, i'm sorry. Now that I have an idea of what I want to do, I think I can produce more often, that I can. So let me know what you think. I always enjoy your comments so much.
Warning: shounen ai, and a little soft core implications. I think.. Uh. If you don't like two guys kissing, go away. Because this one has a lot of that...
Note: I don't own these boys, or girls at all. Still. Like I ever will..
Chapter 5
------------ Give Your Body
Kairi looked absolutely disgusted, her face twisted in what one would call a woman scorned. Though scorned from what? Wasn't it Kairi who scorned Sora? Riku could only stare back at her, as if waiting for her to make some sort of dire comment or start screaming.. or whatever it was women did when they were pissed. Frankly, Riku couldn't stand how girls reacted towards these sorts of situations.. which is why he was gay in the first place.
Sora however, looked back at her in a rather calm manner. He seemed more or less placid, and very quietly awaiting her first words as well. Riku could still feel it.. it was so strange. Sora was still Sora.. yet he felt like someone else. Someone who was also Sora.. kind of like, an alternate Sora? Riku's brain was about to explode...
"Kairi, I thought you weren't coming until tomorrow..." Riku started, since the woman wasn't saying anything. That glare she had on her cute little cherub face was kind of creepy.
"...Yeah. No kidding. What the hell are you two doing?" Kairi spat out, nearly throwing Riku back at the sudden change in the girls personality. She was normally so sweet and kind..
"...Uh.. Well.. I guess we were kissing..." Riku said shyly.
Kairi just narrowed her eyes even more. "Oh.. Kissing. Well. Excuse me for interrupting. Far be it for me to get between you and a battered and rather -vulnerable- young man!"
Now it was Riku's turn to narrow his eyes. That was the most horrible, and WRONG assumption he'd ever heard! "Excuse me? I'm not taking advantage of anybody!"
"Oh, really? The guy was practically ready to kill himself, and here you are making out with him! What next Riku, wanna screw his brains out?"
Sora almost giggled at that, hiding his face in Riku's chest. He figured it best not to actually say anything.. Riku just frowned though, looking down at Sora. That.. definately wasn't a reaction he was accustomed to from his spikey haired friend..
"Look, Kairi, this is none of your business. You've been avoiding Sora for years, you should just go." Riku's gaze returned to the reddish haired girl, who in turn just clentched her fists.
"Riku, you bastard! I've been avoiding him because i'm still in love with him! The last thing I need is you turning him into a fag!"
Oh that was it. Riku just pushed Sora aside, walking up to Kairi rather quickly. The last thing Kairi seemed to feel at that point, was the hard, hot hand of the silver haired man, slapping her across the face with force he'd normally hold back on a woman. Riku didn't say anything at that point. Just stared..
Kairi was also speechless, as well as staring up at Riku, shocked. She rose a hand up to her own cheek, as if it confirm it was actually her he'd slapped.. that stinging sensation wasn't a lie..
Sora just watched them, his eyes calm and cool. They reflected almost nothing, no emotion at all. It was very strange for Sora.. The normally happy go lucky, smile until it hurt boy who brightened everyone's day. Though that expression changed within seconds, before anybody could see it, back to that normal, worried look he should of had in the first place.
"Riku! Kairi! Stop it!" Sora suddenly yelled, running up to stand between them. "Please.. guys, we're all friends! The three of us, remember?"
"I hate you Riku!" Kairi suddenly screamed, tears threatening the corners of her eyes. Sora took one look at her and his face fell. The poor girl.. walking in on something like this. After how she felt for him, it was only natural. "Kairi.. you don't mean that. We're just.. angry right now. That's all. Calm down alright..?"
"No, I wont calm down! What right does he have? He's a man! He's your best friend, Sora! I loved you!" Those tears were falling now, seeming to strain tracks over her pale complexion. Sora turned towards her, ready to say something before he suddenly felt two strong, firm arms wrap around him. When he looked up, he only saw Riku's hair hiding his face, in the crook of his neck. Riku was.. Shaking?
"Riku...?"
Kairi also looked surprised. Riku didn't normally give into his emotions so easily. Even when he was acting like a normal person, he still was shielding himself in one way or another, keeping so calm..
"Riku.." Kairi said quietly, taking a step back from both of them.
"I love him!" Riku suddenly belt out, only holding Sora tighter.
Sora could of sworn he felt a wetness on his shoulder. Riku was shaking more now.. was Riku.. Crying?
"I love him..." He repeated, refusing to lift his head. His hair hid his face quite well, though it was obvious how he'd felt at that moment. Sora's eyes softened at those words.. They were hot, and passionate. Desperate almost. Gently he slipped a hand over one of Riku's, giving it a loving squeeze. Riku flinched a little at that, possibly surprised at the reaction, but relaxed almost immediately.
Kairi could only watch as her two old friends, simply stood in embrace. It was hard not to stare.. it was like watching a soap opera. Sora was staring so beautifully at Riku, who wouldn't show his face but gripped the boy for dear life.
With a soft sigh, and much reluctance, she took a few more steps back and made her way back the way she came.. Maybe another time she could speak to them. Right now.. she couldn't put into words how she loathed Riku for stealing away her only happiness. Her divorce was final.. She'd come to tell Sora this. Only to find them in warm embrace.. She felt as if she'd lost something very special, just now..
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"Riku..." Sora whispered, running his thumb over the taller boys hand. They still stood there, nearly a half an hour later, unmoving. Everytime Sora seemed to make any sort of move, Riku gripped him, burying his face deeper into the nape of his neck. "Riku.. Come on..." He tried again, touching his nose to the side of Riku's head. "...Hey.. Still have to take in those clothes..."
Riku gave a slight sigh, very slowly slipping his face up to meet Sora's. His eyes didn't look like he'd been crying. Apparently the guy was really good at hiding it. Riku just forced a small smile before he began to pull away, though it was Sora this time, who gripped his hands so that he wouldn't.
"Riku..? What you said.. Before..." Sora looked up at Riku with pure innocence in his eyes. It was a task for Riku to not just throw him down and ravage the smaller boys body until he screamed...
"...Sora.. About that. Look I--"
"I love you too."
Riku blinked, stopping in his sentence dead in it's tracks. "...What?"
Sora just smiled, that beautiful, wonderful smile he'd lost for so long. "...I said, 'I love you'. You're listening to your music too loud.. You're going to end up old and deaf!"
Riku blinked again, once more shocked. Sora was.. Sora again. The real Sora. He couldn't help it.. that cute face, and those quirky comments.. Riku just spit out a laugh, hearty and clear. Which made Sora smile even more. 'Ah.. Riku. There you are' He thought, gently slipping a hand over Riku's pale cheek, leaning up to press his lips against his friends.. lovers...
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"Sora.." He whispered over Sora's lips, but this time he couldn't say anything else. Sora covered his mouth in a deeper kiss, wrapping his slender arms around Riku's neck. Sora's tongue slid across Riku's lips slowly, begging entrance and gaining it quickly, as Riku opened his mouth to allow Sora the pleasure of exploring the contours. Their tongues met, sliding over one another lovingly. The searing passion behind both of them grew, and grew, and before Sora knew it, the larger boy had over powered him, almost hitting him firmly up against the front of the house. Who needed an open door? Riku was perfectly willing to do it right here in plain view!
Sora gasped for air between their heated kisses, only to have his new found lover laving at his ear and neck relentlessly, only causing the brunettes face to turn red and moan. Sora's hands slowly slid up Riku's waist, pushing up the rim of his shirt with his thumbs as he moved the palms around his stomach, the warm palms only more welcoming than that kiss he'd shared with his love.
"Sora.. " He half-moaned, straining to even stay standing. Even such a simple touch like this seemed to throw Riku for a spin, causing his mind to wander, blankly, into absolute pleasure. Sora just smiled a little, and nipped the silver haired boys chin, running his tongue slowly down his neck.
Riku felt the smaller man run down his body lower and lower, and before he could register what was going on, as his eyes fell downward, they widened at the image before him.
Sora knelt before him, his eyes half closed and those bright baby blue iris' shining even through the slowly darkening sky. His skin seemed darker than his, in comparison, as he run his tongue over his stomach, his hands playing at the rim of his pants.
He couldn't deny that he wanted this.. And he also couldn't deny Sora seemed to want it too. But this, seemed different. It wasn't romantic.. It was almost as if they'd been lost in a heat of passion, and their minds weren't even functioning. Maybe he was thinking about this too much.. But he froze when Sora began to slowly press those spindly fingers against the cloth of his pants, began to slowly slide the button and holder apart.. began to unzip the front.. Riku suddenly backed away, panting, flushed and looking somewhat.. guilty.
Sora looked confused, and only stared at Riku who was no more than a statue at the moment. What had gotten into him? Sora thought as he rose to his feet. He brushed off the sand of his pants, looking Riku right in the eye.. "You don't want me?" Sora said monotone, and rather serious. Riku's eyes snapped back to reality. His clouded mind returning from the passionate haze it'd been trapped in.
"Sora.. I didn't mean that. I just.. "
"You just what? It's not like you to be so hesitant." Sora folded his arms. He should be angry.. or sad. He should be asking Riku what was wrong.. If he'd done anything.. If he was alright. Riku wasn't the type to make things all about him but.. this was the Sora he knew. The one he loved and adored. He just stared at Sora, his eyes trying to find some proof that this was all just his imagination. Something to tell him that everytime he'd seen Sora, it had always been -Sora-. Always.
Sora just narrowed his eyes, putting a hand on his hip. "...What are you looking at? If you don't want me Riku than just say it."
"Sora..." Riku started, at a loss of words. But then he straighted himself up, his eyes softening slightly. "Sora.. where did.. you go.." He said quietly. More to himself than his friend.
Sora's eyes twitched slightly, but the air was gone within moments. "...What are you talking about. I'm right here Riku." He said, smiling a bit. He slowly started to walk up towards Riku, laying two hands over the taller mans chest. "...What's wrong? Scared?"
"...You're not Sora." He said finally, putting his hands on his friends shoulders, pushing him back a little.
Sora frowned a little, his baby blue eyes, that shone so beautifully in the now pale moonlight slowly rising over the horizon, beginning to seem a bit cocky. "...Riku. What is it? Am I not good enough?"
"...Sora..."
"Riku.. Sora went to sleep." He said, grinning a little as raised one of his hands to cup Riku's face.
"...Why. Sora.. What happened to you? This feeling...Who are you!"
Sora just laughed a little, pushing Riku back causing the older man to fall onto the sand, bemused. "I am Sora. Well.. the part of Sora he ignored..The emotion welled up inside of him.. the fabric of his dark spirit.. the very being of his desire and wants locked away deep inside of him. The thing he ignored, and rejected the day he met that woman." He moved up towards Riku, kneeling down and forcing Riku's chin up to meet his gaze. "...It crushed him. He fought it, yes. But the day he saw you, Riku, was the day he fell apart. His heart weakened, and it lost all it's guard. The poor bastard.. He fell in love with you. And this is what he gets."
"I don't understand!" Riku yelled, looking hurt, betrayed.. possibly even more guilty than he had before. "I don't understand, Sora.. He'd never give up! He pulled me out of the darkness, he held my hand through the abyss. He went through hell to find me again.. He wouldn't just give up!"
"He would, and he did." Sora responded, pushing Riku's face away playfully. "Nobody will hurt Sora again. Ever."
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I hope that was okay.. I'm so sorry if it sucked. I know i'm a terrible writer! But please, be kind..
