Ron's Worst Nightmares
Regrets and Decisions
By Pat Squared
"I never want to see you ever again. I trusted you and you took advantage of me. It's Over, Ron!" Kim Possible snarled the worst possible verdict as she gathered her clothes and stormed off to the nearest restroom.
Fifteen years of friendship ... all the times he stood by her side when the chips were down ... it was all over.
Ron knew that he should have been stronger. He should have not drunk so much last night. He should have turned down her advances. He was weak; pathetic ... he was worse than the villains he once chased. At least they were honest about being bad. He was...
Losing one's virginity was supposed to be a fond memory. Last night when Kim hit her climax, shescreamed out monkey boy's name and Ron deep in rutt only kept on thusting himself into her until he spent his seed. He kept on abusing his best friend's body.
Kim wouldn't send him to jail. Then word would get out and she would lose her place in the college food chain. The criminals would laugh at the once high and mighty Kim Possible being raped by the buffoon.
However, jail would have been a relief to Ron Stoppable at this moment. Rapists were only half a step above child molesters. Some honest con would ensure that Ron would have died a fittingly brief, but painful death.
Ron gathered his clothing and got dress. He had taken Kim's trust, her friendship, and her virginity. The last image he had of Kim would be her naked, abused body.Ron's last memories of Kim would be the sound of her sobbing behind the bathroom door.
Ron walked to his dormitory room wondering how he was going to deal with his crimes.
The next week was proof that God hated him.
He was distracted with his guilt. Any situation he encountered, he only proceeded to make things worse.
Nothing he did since the Day of Betrayal worked out.
He couldn't even properly toast a slice of bread without setting the toaster on fire, let alone cook anything edible. He could never return to cullinary school. His dreams of making Middleton, Colorado a cullinary capital belonged to a future that he forfeited along with his relationship to Kim Possible.
Ron tried to end it all on one night.
Drunk, he took the specially modifed scooter the he used on that fateful prom night and drove off a cliff. Instead of crashing into the rocks below,Ron fell untoone of the trees, totaled his faithful scooter and spent two days under observation in the hospital. The only good thing was that another link to his past was destroyed and that the cops lost the blood alcohol test results. He didn't kill anyone or damage any private property, so they let him off this time.
Mrs. Dr. Possible treated him for his head injuries. She didn't know about the breakup and asked him why Kim has not been herself, lately.
Ron felt like a stepped on piece of dog turd for lying to a women he respected once as a second mother. However, he protected Kim's privacy the best he could. Dr. P knew that he was lying, but didn't press the issue to Ron's relief.
Ron could not return to chef school.
He could not bear to return to anything that reminded him of the trust he betrayed.
Ron Stoppable made the decision to forever leave his old life behind.
The choice was easy.
When he took Kim's virtue, he lost his right to be a force for justice. He would return the Lotus Blade to Yamanouchi Mountain before wandering the earth and seeking death, his salvation.