Alexzj18 - glad you like it so far and do you have any ideas on what could happen.
Biminigirl15 - I'm sorry but I think that Jude and Speed are meant to be but if you prefer her with Tommy than that's your choice.
Duddley111 - glad you like it/ thanks for the review!
Daray Durus - I so agree with you there aren't enough Juderman fics! I don't understand why cause they are such a great couple.
blueyes8907 - I'm glad you liked the story before and this one.
Criminal Insanity - I'm glad you like the story twist! I wasn't sure if it was a good ideal but now I think it was. thanks for the review.
Hopeless Sarcastic - thanks for the review and I'm glad you liked the song.
I do not own Instant Star.
Now the question is what to wear tonight?
Okay what can I wear?
Why do you care I thought you didn't like Speed! Oh my god! Not again! Brain just shut up! And by the way I don't care about Speed I just want to look nice. oh sure you do and I'm really Matthew Perry in your head. oh that's sooo mature! Sarcasm, like no one can do that. like you can talk! You're the crazy person having a conversation with their mind! Hey! You're the one that started talking to me!
Yeah sure I did! I don't control what I do, you do! Idiot! I swear to god! If you don't shut up I will kill me which will kill you! damn it! That's not fair. Just because I'm a brain! Well that's what you get when your cheeky.
Crap!
That wasn't make believe I just had a conversation with my brain! Could this day get any worse!
Oh crap! Why am I sooo nervous about meeting Speed? I see Speed all the time so why the hell am I nervous about meeting him tonight?
Okay breathe Jude, breathe!
See that's it I knew you could do it! Now stay clam! What are you in the name of hell going to wear tonight?
Well I do know one thing and that is that it won't be heels!
: That night :
How long is he going to be? 5 more minutes and he is going to late! Shut up brain! Now is not the time!
He'll be here soon! At least I know I look good! In case you want to know I'm wearing my jeans that have holes at the knees and a nice strappy brown top with my blonde hair curled tightly. It took Sadie forever to do it!
Oh look it's the door! So anyway it ….. Hold the phone! Oh no! it's the door what should I do! What should I do! Breathe Jude breath! answering it would be a good start! Very good point!
Come on Jude! Walk to the door! Do it! Yes, am there, now open it! Oh my god!
Oh my god!
OH MY GOD!
He looked sooo fine! I think I almost die on the floor! Right pull it together Jude!
"Hi Speed." I smile slightly. Man I'm sooo smooth!
"Jude can I just say I'm sorry for what happened and I need to do this!" Speed kinda nodded.
What the hell is he on about now? Do what?
"Speed what the hell ….." sorry about that but I was cut off on the account of Speed kissing me and me kissing him back and boy did it feel good. He finally broke away and looked at me and smiled.
"I knew it! You still love me Jude! How else could you kiss me like that!"
Oh crap!
Now he knows! how the hell am I going to make he think we can't get back together! Well maybe I should just get back with him yo….. NO! Jude stop it! You can't trust him remember!
Oh bloody hell!
I do trust him!
Crap!
"Speed I don't know what the name of god you are talking about!"
"Don't play dumb with me! I know you still do and I love you too!" and before I could say anything he silence me with a kiss.
Now I don't know what you are thinking but I'm not that easy! So he stopped that on the account of me slapping him around the face.
"Bloody hell! Not again Jude!"
"What?" I said pulling my innocent face.
"What do you mean 'what?' you just slapped me around the face!" Men! They are sooo touchy you slap them twice round the face and your branded for life!
"Fine! I'm sorry." I pulled a pout.
"I forgive you only if you kiss me." Speed smirked. So I did what any sensible women would do! I slapped him round the head!
That's it!
R&R Naeneh xoxox