It makes me very sad to type this but this will be the last chapter on this story so I hope you enjoy it and you all better review. I might make another third one but I'm not sure. I'll see how it goes but please people write more Juderman fics! We need them!
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Oh crap!
I actually can't believe that I'm running out of my own house! Because of him! I think that is sooooo not right! I have half a mind to charge right back in there and beat him with my shoe! But I won't.
I suppose.
Why can I go! What can I do? I feel like my heart got ripped out and then someone decided to boil it in a stew and then they alright! I think we get the picture. well excuse me if I'm a little upset okay! look there's not much we can do about it! We can't make her unpregant and we can't stop Speed lying. Sorry. I think that's what makes this the hardest.
Oh no.
I'm crying!
I hate crying I feel so weak when I do it. Why can't I stop? I hate it so much!
Ow!
I've just knock into someone!
Oh!
Great just great!
It had to be her didn't it!
The person I hate!
Why her!?
Of all the people why her?!
I don't know if you have guess or not but it Sandra! Oh joy!
I don't know why but I just did it. I slapped her right across the face. She stood there shocked for a moment and then did it back! I've got to say I think that was very unfair since she's the one who did wrong and not me.
"Bitch." she said.
What! I'm the bitchy coming from her!
"What! You're the bitch not me! You got pregnant of my boyfriend!" I screamed at her nearly crying. Her face was blank.
"What the hell are you going on about?" she asked.
What? What does she mean what the hell am I going on about! She should know! She's the pregnant one!
"You got pregnant and Speeds the father." I explained slowly so she could understand.
"No." she said.
What does she mean no? Huh? I'm confused!
"No?" I said back to her.
"What are you a broken record? I said no. yes I am pregnant but Speed's not the father. He was just being a good friend to me so I told him." she explained.
What?
Oh my god!
No.
I've just yelled at Speed and practically broken up with him because of something that's not true! I can't believe it!
How could I be so stupid! well let's be honest here you never been that clever have you! And just look at the way you're dress people can tell that ……hey are you listening to me? No I'm not brain.
I barged pass Sandra and ran all the way back to my house.
Please let him be there!
Please if there is a god! Please let him be there!
"Hello. Speed are you there?" I called out uncertainly.
"Jude. Is that you?" he said running down the stairs.
Thank you god!
"Look Speed I am so sorry. I bumped into Sandra and she told me the truth. I'm sorry that I didn't wait for you to explain. I'm so sorry." I said while sobbing through out it.
"Jude don't cry. Please. I'm glad that you know the truth but you obviously didn't trust me anyway because you looked at me phone and didn't even what to hear me out."
"Speed I'm sorry! I'll never do it again!" I told him.
"But Jude it's not just that! You hit me all the time and you jumped to the first thing that comes into your head. Not only that but I don't know anything about you. I have no idea what you have been through in your life because you never tell me. I want to know more about you. I'll love you forever Jude but I need some help on your part too." he kissed my check then left.
No.
How could this happen?
Me and Speed are actually broken up.
What does he mean he wants to know more about me?
I love him so much.
What can I do? Brain this would be a good time for you to help. I know it would but Jude … I hate to say it but I don't know what to do. I'm sorry.
Okay. Thanks brain. I think I might go to my bed.
: Four days later :
What more is there to know about me?! Absolutely nothing that's what! I can't believe it. I know what I could do! Yes that it! I know I'm so clever! Come on brain I'm going to need your help!
: G - Major :
I ran into studio 3 and straight into Tommy.
"Hey girl. Are you okay? I heard about you and Speed. Bad break." he said putting his hand on my shoulder.
What had Speed done? Gone and told everyone! Great that's just great!
"Look I'm fine but I've got a great song that you need to hear! Get the band in here!" I told him running into the recording booth and getting my guitar out.
After Tommy got all the guys in here I started to play.
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse psychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
I got out the booth and looked at Speed.
"Do you know enough about me yet?" I asked him.
He smiled.
: 2 months later :
"Bye mum. Bye Sadie, bye Tommy and Jamie and Kat. I'll miss you already! See you in a couple months!" I yelled to them as I got on my tour bus.
Yes that's right I'm on tour again!
I'm really excited.
I wonder if it will be as much fun as last time? Well I hope it will be because I wasn't mention last time! I'll make sure to mention you brain! You can count on it!
"Hey are you ready to go?" Speed yelled at me.
"Yeah keep your pants on!" I said and walked onto the tour bus and smiled at the look on his face.
"And what is so funny?" he asked.
"Your face!" I replied and run like hell but Wally and Kyle grabbed me and held me down.
"Stop it!" I giggled.
Speed tickled me until I took it back.
When they finally let go and let me get up I looked at Speed and said "let's check out where we sleeping!"
He smirked at me and we ran into our bedroom to see our cosy double bed.
Oh sorry did I forget to tell you? Me and Speed have been together for two months now without anything going wrong. It turns out that he did know enough about me.
That it! The very last chapter of this story! I hope you liked both story and please review to give me your thought on the final chapter and whether you think I should write another one! I am so going to miss getting all you reviews so I expect I will write another story but it might not be an Instant Star one. I'm not sure yet.
R&R Naeneh xoxoxox