By Iselin89 (Iselin)

Even though it was the middle of the day Kate felt like it was darker than most days. The sky felt grayer than usual and the wind blowing in the trees sounded melancholic in Kate's ears.

She had cried. She'd cried her heart out. A mixture of anger, regret and jealousy had come over her with Jack's revelation. She felt like Sawyer had betrayed her in some way. This was what scared her the most. The fact that she had no real reason to be mad at him. He hadn't betrayed her. But he didn't tell me, she thought while changing her direction and walked to the left without even thinking about it.

After her breakdown she'd got out of her tent and walked into the jungle. Her eyes still wet with tears. She was still walking. Not paying attention to where she was headed or if she'd find her way back again. She needed to get away. To be alone. She needed to run.

Kate stopped suddenly. She had to catch her breath. She didn't know for how long she'd been walking now. It must have been hours, she thought to herself. She knew she should be heading back. Sawyer is probably worried about me...

"Hey Freckles!" ...Or maybe he's come looking for me.

"What happened to you?" He came up behind her. "I'm gone for like 30 minutes and when I come back you're nowhere to be found!"

"Sorry... I just needed some time alone. To think."

"About me I hope?" He said and Kate could feel his grin even with her back turned to him.

It started raining. All was suddenly darker and the sky cried down at them and making them soaked to the bone in just a few seconds.

She was afraid of having another breakdown if she looked at him. "About you and Ana Lucia actually."

The raindrops hitting the ground was all that could be heard. Sawyer didn't answer.

Kate wanted to see how he reacted to her words and turned around to find, for probably the first time since they met, that Sawyer had no response to her words.

"What? You thought you could keep it a secret forever?" She continued while holding back her tears.

"Well... Yeah." He said a little annoyed. "Don't see any reason why I should have told you anyway."

Kate couldn't believe him. He wasn't even gonna say he was sorry? "I trusted you Sawyer! I gave you my heart and you lied to me.And here you are acting like it's no big deal." She was shouting at him.

She could see that he was torn between her need to hear he was sorry and his pride.

"Hell Freckles what do you want from me? You want me to say I'm sorry? Well I'm not sorry! And if you think about it this is all your fault really!"

"You wanna put this on me?"

"Well it never would have happened if you hadn't been out all night with Doctor Cinderella, and for all I knew, doing the exact same thing!" Sawyer could see it in Kate's eyes that she realized something in that moment. She looked down to the ground. He was afraid she was gonna cry for a few seconds. But to his suprise Kate did the exact opposite. She laughed. They were having a serious fight in the middle of the freakin' jungle in the pouring rain and the thing Kate did was laugh.

"Well I'm glad you're having fun Freckles."

Kate took a few moments to calm herself before responding. "You know I hate you for this, right?" She said with a smile on her face. Sawyer couldn't help but smile at her. Had she any idea of how beautiful she was when she smiled? In that moment he realized he'd never layed eyes on something so beautiful before.

He took a step towards her. Their faces inches apart. "I know" he whispered before putting his lips on hers.

Kate felt the urge to push him away at first. She wanted him to suffer for hurting her like that. But when she felt his lips on hers she gave up, knowing it was pointless. She wanted this too much.

Kate placed her hands on the back of his neck as Sawyer stroke his hands down her arms to rest on her hips, drawing her as close to him as possible still kissing her hard and passionate. Both of them placing all their emotions into the kiss. Both holding on to each other like they would fall if they let go.

Being trapped was Kate's worst fear. The feeling of not being able to move anywhere. Now here she was. Four stone walls and a metal door was all that surrounded her. Yet she realized that it wasn't what she thought most about now. She was scared for Sawyer and Jack. It felt like she'd been there for days now. Maybe it was just a matter of hours. Were the others allright? Were they also trapped like herself? Suddenly the door was slammed open and a sharp light from outside blinded Kate for a moment.

"Morning sunshine." Kate recognized the voice. It was the beard guy. Tom. "Now I have some good news and some bad news about your friends..."

"Where are they?" Kate asked. Her voice was weak, barely beyond whispers.

"Well, the good news is your friend Jack is allright. The bad news is James, or 'Sawyer' as you call him, is not."