Disclaimer: No, I still do not own Degrassi, or any of their characters.

Quick a/n- Hey guys! So I originally planned on this being a Semma fic, then it was gonna be a Sean stands alone, but I couldn't do that. He's much too hot to end up alone. So, I dunno, what do you guys think? Let me know. I will take any idea into consideration.

Chapter 4

I wanted to call her. I wanted to tell her that I was sorry for leaving her. Or her having to leave me, or whatever. I guess I left her, because I neverwent back. I never called. I didn't even have the balls to go and get my shit. She boxed it all up and sent it here. I wish that I could talk to her face to face. Em told me that she hasn't seen her since school let out. God, I hope she isn't cutting up her fucking arm again. No, because I remember her saying she was in some therapy group for that now. I wonder what she's doing. Maybe I will write her too. It's not like I'm in love with her or something. I just want to make sure we're alright. You know, get closure.

About a week after I mailed Ellie's letter, I got a response. I tore the envelope open and unfolded the letter. Imagine my shock when I saw that it only had six words written on it. "Dear Sean, FUCK YOU. Love, El." She wasn't over it.

I had to come up with another plan. I decided to call. I knew the first few times she would probably hang up on me, but I knew I could wear her down eventually. I went to pick the phone up, when I heard my Mom yell, "Sean! You have company!"

'Was it her? Did she come here?' I got up and walked into the living room. No. It as only Jen. "Hey Jen, what's up?" "Not a damn thing. Came to see if you wanted to hang." "I looked down at my sweatpants and bare chest. "Yeah, sure, lemme get some clothes on first." Jen sunk down onto the couch, while I turned and went back into my room. I needed to get out. It would give me a little time to think about what I wanted to say to Ellie. When I came back into the room, Jen stood up and began walking out of the house. "I'll be back later Mom." My Mother just nodded her head at me. "Okay, what's going on?" I asked Jen as soon as we got outside. "I just needed to talk to someone." "What about?" "Stephen."

I should have known. Jen and Steve had a relationship type thing going. Lay being the key word. She wanted him for more than that, but you know how us guys are, young, dumb, and full of..."Sean! Are you listening?" "Yeah." She went on and on about how much she loved him, and yadda yadda, blah, blah, blah. All I could think about was getting in touch with Ellie. When I heard Jen pause a while, I asked her, "What would you do if you had a boyfriend who deserted you, didn't call, acted like he never gave you a second thought suddenly decided he wanted to apologize?" "Is that why you're so spaced out today? Thinking about the golden girl you left behind crying, you little heartbreaker?" "One, she's not a golden girl, two, aw shit. Give me your phone Jen." She handed me her cell. I walked off a bit.

Not really knowing what I would say, I dialed Ellie's mother's number.

"Hello?"

"El?"

"Hello..Who's this?"

"Ellie. It's me."

"Sean?"

"Yeah."

"What the fuck are you doing calling here? I thought I made my feelings clear in the letter I wrote."

"I got the letter El, if that's what you want to call it, but..didn't you read the one I wrote you?"

"Sean..."

"No, seriously El, I need to talk to you."

"Why, Sean? So that you can make yourself feel better about the horrible shit you did to me? Or so you can try to make up for four months of my heartbreak and crying spells and urges to slice my gotdamn arm..."

"I...can't...make up for that..."

"Hell no, you can't. God knows, you're such a fucking asshole Sean Cameron..."

"Hey! Wait a minute! I called to tell you I'm sorry El, and you're treating me like I gave you the plague or some shit."

"Too little too late Sean. Go straight to hell. And take your sorry ass apology with you."

She hung up on me. Had to have seen that coming.

A/N- Okay, I'm sorry if this chapter seems dumb or something. It's really late and I didn't exactly write it out first. Better next time I swear. Please review! I will totally accept burns if necessary!

Kristian