More than friends?

One night, we were sitting and gazing at the heart-shaped moon together. If I had known that this was the last night we would be together... I never would've let him go.

"It's not really my style to say this, but this moon is kinda pretty. Not like fire, but good enough." I said and leaned back against the wall.

"Yeah... Not as pretty as fire..." Roxas whispered and leaned back next to me. Our arms were touching, and my hearts was beating faster. I'm not sure what to call this feeling, but I loved it. Wait... Love? Do I even know what that feels like?

"I like the sky to you know... Not the one here, but the one in other worlds. The blue one with the same color as your eyes." I continued, trying my best to carry on the conversation.

"You think?" Roxas looked at me with a serious face.

"Gee, why so serious all of a sudden?" I wanted to look back, but it was difficult for me.

Roxas leaned closer. He stroke my hair with his fingertips. "I really like this shade of red..."

I felt how my face started to match my hair. Only Roxas made me feel this. Like I had a heart full with emotions, emotions I wanted to explore with him. Roxas rested his hand against my shoulder. His face was pretty close now.

"Man, you're close today..." I said and tried to get him to back down... Not because I didn't want to, but because I was afraid that he would hear my heart pounding.

Luckily, Roxas was stubborn and leaned closer. I felt his heart beating, his chest was pressed against my arm.

"Uhm... Roxas?" I asked, wondering what he was up to this time. We had been, kinda, in this postion before but it felt different tonight. Roxas face was right next to mine now. Those blue eyes was so close, and I saw something... something nice in them. I blinked for a second, and the unbelievable happened. Something I had only been dreaming of.

His lips pressed against mine. His hand on my neck. My hand in his hair. His tongue softly exploring my mouth. My tongue answering, falling into a rhythm with his. We broke apart for a few seconds, panting but holding on to each other. I wanted more. I wanted all of him. He kissed me again, this time even more eagerly. He pushed me down, or maybe I dragged him down. It all happened so quickly. His lips left mine, and I felt featherly kisses on my neck. I placed my arm around his waist, pressing his body closer to mine. He stopped for a while, and looked straight into my eyes in a way he never had before. I saw that sadness in his eyes again. The one I saw when we first met. It had been gone for months, probably because of me.

"I'm leaving tonight." he whispered. My eyes widened. "There is something I have to do." he continued. "but before that... I want to be with you."

I was shocked. Roxas kissed me again, and I responded with my bodily desires. My mind was puzzled.

If he left I would be all alone. Like I had been before I met him.

Roxas pulled back, and whispered in my ear.

"I love you."