6 (Warning…lemon in this chapter…yeah…)

A whole year has passed by since I left the Titans. I've spent these 365 days doing cross-word puzzles, spying on the team, hanging out with Daniel and other things. I do spend a lot of time spying though. When they battle, I still have the urge to jump in and help. There has been a trail of incidents of stealing. All of them involve me. I search the police files sometimes while I'm alone waiting for Dan, and I see most of them have had a person with a blue cape and I am the main suspect.

My reputation has gone down the drain, and if I ever show my face to Robin, he'll put me in jail for sure. I love Beastboy and I know he'll believe me, but I'm still not sure. I'm flying right now through the clouds. A storm is coming I know it. A huge creature is flying towards me right now…unbelievable! It looks like a dragon!

Amazing…

I fly towards it, but it's tail flies at me and sends me soaring into a cave. I don't know why, but I am compelled to go inside and check it out. It looks extremely familiar to me, but I also wonder what the fucking dragon is doing…

Well, the Titans will have to deal with it…

I walk inside and I hear crying. I walk further, making sure to keep myself hidden, and I see someone very familiar. A green boy dressed in a purple and black suit…

"Beastboy…" I whisper. I can barely hear him. He's by himself right now and part of me wants to run in and give him a huge hug.

He's talking to Terra…well her statue.

"Terra, I really don't know what to do." I hear him say, "I know Raven isn't the cause of it. She is too nice. I am still really sorry Terra, but I really do like Raven. I haven't given up hope of your return, but I think I know how Raven feels. Maybe even more than you. She has an inner demon inside her, and I do too. Now I know she wouldn't steal those items, but the police reports all say she did. I don't know…I see her all the time in the city, but I keep quiet because I don't want Robin to know."

That's all I have to hear. I walk inside slowly, "Beastboy…" I say louder and he turns around fast. Now I've changed a lot since he last saw me. I've died my hair black, I wear more foundation, to give my face a more normal look. My hair is a lot longer, and I probably have changed anyways in the past year. But he says he's seen me in town…that means he not only cares about me, but he'll recognize me.

"Raven? Is that really you?" he screams and runs in to hug me. I hug him back.

"I don't know what to do either." I say.

"You are being framed, Raven."

"I know…the thing is I need to clear my name before I'm caught in public."

"Raven, I've missed you so much." He hugs me tighter. He's a lot taller and more muscular. He's really handsome.

"I've missed you too."

"Then why'd you leave!"

"Because I thought I needed to."

"You've been staying with Daniel, huh?" now he says 'Daniel' is such a harsh way.

"Yeah."

"Can I ask you a question…"

"Sure."

"Where was he yesterday at 5?"

"I don't know, but I wasn't with him."

"And the day before at 4?"

"I don't know."

"I think it was him."

'WHAT!"

"Yeah, I think it was him, because I think he is trying to frame you so you'll stay with him."

"But how?"

"He probably made a cape. We have yours at the tower. And at 5 yesterday, a pair of very nice sunglasses was stolen, and the day before at 4, about 2,000 dollars was stolen from the bank…"

"But…"

"NO! Raven, I miss you so much, and if you don't want to come back, that's fine, but I'll regret it if I don't do this now."

"Huh?" now I'm confused.

He grabs me behind my head, he leans in, his head close to mine, and his lips meet with mine. Oh my GOD! We kiss…I feel horrible yet wonderful. Guilty but not. I want to leave Daniel but I don't…

"Please." He says when we part, "Come back, Raven."

"I wish I could…and if you were a year earlier, I would've…but I can't. I'm with Dan now, and the Titans are out to get me."

"Let me tell you something. I am going to follow Daniel…I am going to make sure he isn't the one ruining your reputation. Raven…I want the best for you, even if it isn't me but it is Dan. I don't want you with a selfish jerk. Please."

"If you will feel better…sure, have a blast. Just DON'T tell the Titans."

"Can we meet again?"

"Definitely. I missed you so much." I answer.

"Really?"

"Yeah man. Starfire too…I know she feels compelled to listen to Robin now, but if she didn't have to, she would be on my side."

"Yeah…they're dating now."

"Really? What happened?"

"Ha…do you really want to know?"

"Yeah!"

"Cyborg and I…I went to Starfire's room, and started talking to her. Then, Cyborg brought in Robin, well, just to the door. And when I was sure Robin was watching, I kissed her smack on the lips." He's smiling now…a lot, "And he walked in, more like stormed in, punching me away, and yelled at me. When I asked him why he was so upset, he got all red, and finally fesses up to liking Starfire. Star was in the plan too…she knew all about it first…we were so sick of those two hinting to each other, complaining to us, and not doing anything. So that worked."

"Interesting…so I should've kissed Robin while I was back at the tower, in front of you…" I smile shyly.

"Why would you do that!" sheesh, guys…so oblivious!

"Because I loved you, Beastboy." Then I stand up, walk to the edge of the cave, turn around and smile softly, "But it's too late now. I'll meet you here, Monday at 6:30."

Now I jump off the cliff, flying as fast as I can to Daniel's house.

"Where were you!" Dan practically yells at me when we return. Now I understand why he is so goth. His family is full of money, and they pay no attention to him. The most interaction they get is during the occasional family dinner. And when his mother comes in, swearing she heard a girl…

"I was out for a walk, why?"

"There was a huge dragon, I was worried."

"What was that all about?"

"I don't know. It just flew by, and the titans went after it…well, three of them."

Now he smacks me across the face, "I was so fucking worried about you!"

"That hurt." I say.

"I don't care; don't scare me like that or I'll do much more than this." Now, Dan never hurt me during the first 6 months we were together but these last few months…lets just say, I have an alternative motive for wearing long sleeves, sunglasses and extra foundation…

"Don't hurt me…or I'll hurt you."

"You wouldn't dare, Raven, you know it." He says, then punches my arm very hard on the arm. It wasn't a playful punch either…it really hurt, then he hits my eye and throws me on the bed. He's probably just gotten into a fight with his mom. This usually happens after a fight.

Then I notice a little green fly over by the window…shit…Beastboy knows I'm being abused…I know he'll bring this up on Monday. "So she really wants you to go to USC, huh?" I say, knowing this is probably what they fought about.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" he says.

"You are taking out the fight with your mom on me."

"No I'm not. I was just worried, and I don't want you to get hurt!" his expression changes.

"Well, you are hurting me…"

"I'm so sorry Rae." Then he gives me this really large hug and a kiss on the cheek. Then he hands me a pair of sunglasses. "For you." He says, "Please, I'm so sorry."

Now I remember what Beastboy said about last night at 5 pm. A pair of sunglasses was stolen. I look at the fly, giving him a warning glance. Beastboy followed me here…uh…I don't know what I'm going to do…

"Thanks Dan." I say. He hurts me so much, but for some reason, I still like to stay with him. He makes me feel loved. He's always giving me gifts, and although he's usually gone at school and stuff, he's always so kind to me when he's not fighting with his parents.

I smile and he puts his arms around my neck and pulls me in then kisses me. Once again, he kisses me, and all my worries go away. I actually forget that Beastboy is there watching. I love Daniel and would never give this up. I glance up and see that the green fly is gone. Good. I walk to the window and close the blinds, and Daniel and I continue our little make out session. Then he does something that he's never done before. He reaches down and unzips my pants. I feel them falling down around my ankles and my shirt is being taken off. Now, we've been together for year now, and it would seem likely that we would've done…it… But truthfully, we've never gone farther than the once or twice a day make out sessions. Usually before, when we are about to go further, we are interrupted, or I get nervous.

I tell myself…I wont get nervous this time. Oh, time, that's right…I push away and give Daniel a little smile, "Hang on a sec."

Daniel seems disappointed in me. I know what's going through his mind now. She's chickening out again…But that's not it at all. I want to do this right…

I hold up my hands, and I can even hear someone coming up the stairs, "Azarath Metrion Zynthos." I say, and time completely stops. I look around at the still room, and then touch Daniel's chest, pulling him back to normal speed. He looks at me curiously. "Thought I would stop time so we could actually have some fun without any interruptions."

Lemon starting here…in case you didn't realize

He doesn't say anything to that, he just smiles and nods, and continues with his work. I reach down and unbutton his pants, and pull them off. Before long, we are lying on his bed, and we are intensely making out. I pull off his shirt and he reaches around my chest. I know what he's looking for…the clasp to my bra. I help him trace his fingers along my bra until we reach the clasp, and he unhooks it.

I let it slide down my arms and he throws it onto the floor. He's gently massaging my breast now, and I feel like I can't breathe. Pulses of pleasure are rushing through my body now, and I want more. I love this guy, or maybe it's lust. I cant tell right now, but I really want him, that's all I know. I act on instinct since I had never done anything like this before, and I slide off my underwear for him. He slides his hand down my side and chills run up and down my spine. I continue to kiss him as his fingers along my pussy. It feels so good, and my hips are pushing against his now. I want more…and I know he does too. I let my hand slide down so it's touching something hard in his pants. I smile as I massage it, pulling it out and feeling it grow harder in my hand.

I know this is wrong, I shouldn't give up my virginity before marriage. My mom always told that, and so did the women who raised me. But I long to feel Daniel's love. I long for him, his warmth, and for him to whisper those things in my ear, those sweet words like that I'm beautiful and he loves me. Maybe…maybe if I do this…he'll love me and he wont hurt me.

Daniel then pulls off his boxers and brings his hand back up to my neck. We kiss more, but I feel something gliding along my pussy. I feel his hard dick brushing up against it, and I move my hips forward and he runs inside me. It hurts…I don't know why…I thought this was supposed to feel good, but it hurts…I know my virginity is now gone, so there is nothing else to loose. I continue. I kiss him harder, and he pulses in and out of me very gently. I start to feel myself getting wet, and jolts of pleasure are really running through my body now. I can barely breathe, I want to scream, but my voice is gone.

I can tell that Daniel wants to scream too as he and I rub our hips together in a similar motion. I start to feel tired, and I let out a little whisper, "Dan…" that's all I can say before my voice is lost again, and I throw my head back. It feels so good. He stops, pulls himself out of me, and starts kissing my neck. He kisses me all the way down to my breasts and stops there, then he brings his mouth back to mine, and we kiss some more, and then feel my eyes growing tired, so I fall asleep.