Just as a note I don't own twilight New moon or any of Stephanie Meyers characters but I do own, most of the humans and new additions to the wolf gang so yeah… This is a pre view of what I want to write…. It a fan fic about Edward, Bella, Jacob and Keith(he's mine got it? MINE!!!!!)

I lay tangled in jakes arms for what seemed like hours. We just lay there. Not moving or speaking. Just resting in what to me seemed like the safest place right now. What we had done was a big mistake, not to say I didn't enjoy it, no I found it quiet nice, but all in the same a mistake. But I would have to live with it no matter what because the deed was done and there was no way to turn back the clock. I felt a rather large finger stroke my face, "Bella," a voice whispered " we have to get up", I remained still.

"I don't want to." I whispered back

"we have to, Charlie and the others are going to be back soon." I felt a light trail of on my ear, I shivered, even though I was lying next to the ultimate warmth, he shifted and the cold came.

I came down from my shower all refreshed. Jake was talking to Charlie down stairs, I heard them, Charlie's deep and gruff voice contrasting not so much with Jakes equally deep but considerably less scratchy one. I had my PJ's on and lightly walked down the stairs to say good bye to Jake without arising suspicion in Charlie.

"Bye Jake see you tomorrow." I hugged him.

"yeah.. Call you." I could feel his smile through my hair.

I turned to see Charlie staring at the answering machine. And looked puzzled at us. "did the phone ring?" Jake and I looked at each other at little on edge.

"we didn't hear it if it did, I was playing Bella my new CD I got I put it in my car if you want to hear it?" Jake said looking at Charlie, his head at an angle, I snickered, he looked like a puppy.

Charlie looked thoughtful, then replied "no thanks anyway, they didn't leave a message though, I don't get it, why bother hanging up if you want to talk to some body leave a message so we can get back to them." He sighed exasperatedly, "Bells I have some Pizza in the kitchen if you and Jake want some."

"No thanks Charlie, I got to get back to dad. But rain check?" Jake ruffled up my hair then stepped out in to the down pour that had started a few minutes before. I watched him go a little saddened. My mind flipped back to watching another boy walk away, and I quickly shut the door, and cleared my mind, he was the last person I needed to be thinking about. And then I remembered Alice. OH MY GOD. What if she saw? Or figures it our. And tells… Carlisle? Oh my god. My mind raced, and my body felt like lead. But I was to tired to give that cliff diving another shot.

Friday one week later

I got up and dressed normally, school you know, it's a pain but I had to go. I opened my door and nearly had a heart attack right then, after I thought that I felt a wave of guilt and send an apology to Hennery Clearwater for my over exaggerations. But standing right there was a very angry looking Alice. She pushed my into my room, then stood back. "What do you thing you were doing?" oh god she knows.

I stammered "I-I don't know what your-"

She cut my off "oh you know damn well what you did. How could you? Did you know how dangerous that was? Or even.-"

Now I cut her off "I don't have to explain my self to you."

Now she looked coldly at me "oh really?" she sounded exactly like Edward at that moment it almost hurt, almost.

"Yes. You.. Well, Edward left so I could live a normal, Human life and that's what I'm doing." I tried to walk past her, but she stopped me.

"oh really, and sleeping with werewolves is human? Did you even use protection?" I just looked at her, a little stunned and hurt but she continued "no Bella I wasn't spying, but I did see some things that make me have to leave."

"don't" I begged her "don't leave again, please." I was going to cry. Her face softened. And she pulled my onto my bed and hugged my, stroking my head as I cried into her shirt. " I didn't even mean to, it was an accident, but don't tell anyone please." And by anyone I meant Edward and we both knew it.

She let my cry a bit longer, then said, "Bella you are going to have to face facts, and I hate to tell you this but I feel like I should," she paused looking very uncomfortable, then continued "I didn't see James.."

"Jake" I whispered

"oh right Jake and you… doing anything… I saw something else. Bella." She looked away having to say the hardest word she had ever had to say, "I saw you giving birth, to his child." I fainted. Holy crap did I faint, and would you. I mean look at my life, I fall madly in love with a vampire who wants to suck me dry, he leaves me to be human, I sleep with my best friend who is a werewolf and am not with his child, if this isn't for the si-fi Jerry Springer I don't know what is. When I came to, Alice was holding me like a baby, and I felt big wet spots on my shirt. She was whispering more to her self than anything "its going to be ok, everything is going to turn out ok."