Hello everyone! It is really late and I'm really sorry that I haven't updated lately. I felt really bad because I was so busy that I couldn't get the chance to type up everything that I wrote. I hope that you all can forgive me for being a little late. : ) : ) That's why I stayed up late tonight. I must thank you all for your wonderful reviews. I really, honest and truly, love them and enjoy reading them. Okay everyone, the dirty scene has been cut out. Sorry! But it's very important that you try to see it through my eyes. Lol! I think everyone was starting to think that maybe I'm some kind of perverted freak or something so I decided to change it. : ) : ) Sorry that the chapter is now REALLY short and what not. My bad. Lol. Well, have fun reading.

Caving In

'Sesshoumaru wants to mate with me. All this time, I've been denying him. Does he really love me or does he just want to use my body?' I could feel his warmth from his arms. His scent smelt good to me, like I'd never smelt it before.

"Lord Sesshoumaru I don't want… I mean I can't… Aw man what do I mean?" I said quietly, trying to figure everything out.

'His scent smells so good. I never really noticed hoe he smelt until now. Why does he smell so good?' I wondered, resting my head against the lord's shoulder.

"Why are your clothes wet?" Sesshoumaru wondered, noticing the dampness of my clothes.

"I went for a swim. It's no big deal. I showed that elder who was boss," I laughed quietly.

My heart was pounding so hard within my chest. I wasn't sure if I was afraid or if it was something like love that I felt towards him. 'I can't kill him. I'm sure that all this time I've truly loved Sesshoumaru. But is that why I caused so much trouble for him? Was it all just to get him to look at me or was it because of what I was really meant to do?' Closing my eyes, I slowly started to drift off into sleep. That was until the lord decided that he would not have me in wet clothing.

"Fox, take off your wet clothing. You will wear my hoari until they are dry," Sesshoumaru said calmly, practically taking off my shirt for me.

"What are you doing? I can wear my own clothes even though they're wet. It's not like I'll get a cold or anything!" I said with an annoyed tone towards his actions.

"Do what is asked of you Fox. I do not wish to punish you outside the castle as well," he said with a calm voice, holding me where I was so I couldn't run away.

'Punish me outside the castle? He said that if I went with that old man than I wouldn't be forced to stay at the castle! Wait. I'm still in his company, which means that's only until he leaves!'

"No!" I growled with refusal, wanting to see how far he would actually take it.

A content growl could be heard from his throat as he pulled off my shirt with one quick movement.

"You really want to be with a woman right now don't you? Asking me to mate with you. Have you not noticed that I was meant to kill you?" I asked, jerking out of his hold and standing up with my lack of clothing.

At this Sesshoumaru stood up as well. He didn't look at all happy at my words. 'Yeah, I guess I do love Sesshoumaru, but what could it hurt to make him mad at me on last time?' With a small smile on my face, I didn't' turn around to look at Sesshoumaru. Something heavy fell to the ground and then the lord's hoari was on my shoulders.

"I see that you do wish for me to punish you. Fox, you desire for me to have you," Sesshoumaru growled tauntingly in my ear.

His warm breath went against my neck and it sent a chill down my spine. 'I guess I pushed it too far. Now I'm really in trouble.'

"What are you talking about?" I laughed nervously.

"You said that you could not kill me. You become aroused by my touch. Fox, you have heat coming from between your legs. You are calling me to claim you."

With one movement, I was pinned to the floor with Sesshoumaru's knee in between my legs. I was surprised by his actions as I looked up at his face. Sesshoumaru's eyes were gazing down on me. 'I can smell it. I can smell his arousal. It's strong, not like his scent usually is.' It took me a minute to realize that Sesshoumaru's chest was bare and that his hoari was under me, not covering my own chest. With a blush on my face, I tried to lift my arms to cover myself for obvious reasons. It was then that I realized he was holding me down by my wrists. 'He's gunna look at me. Sesshoumaru is going to look at my bare skin and I can't stop him. He's too strong for me and I want to know what he plans on doing with me!'

"Lord Sesshoumaru what are you doing? You're not gunna mate with me are you?" I asked with some worry.

"Struggle against me if you want. Your body tells me that you desire me to claim you. My ears have heard that you, Fox, have feelings for this lord, like I have for you."

Those words made everything freeze. 'Sesshoumaru loves me! Is that why he really wants me to mate with him? If he really loves me, then why would he harm me all the time? Like the time he almost killed me.' I remembered how it felt to have his claws dig into my back, ripping my shoulder blades.

"I know this is the wrong time to ask, lord Sesshoumaru, but why did you heal me four years ago? Why didn't you just kill me for my act before I could cause you anymore trouble?" I wondered, looking to the right to avoid his eyes.

My body wasn't aroused yet, not fully aroused like it usually would have been by the time he had me pinned under him. 'I should be dead. Sesshoumaru just should have killed me before I had the chance to remember my task.' Sesshoumaru's grip on my wrists tightened slightly. For four years he had desired to claim the troublemaker that played tricks throughout his castle. Why he hadn't done what should've been done was his reason, and his alone.

"Even then I had wanted to claim your virgin body. I healed you because the rage I had felt towards your act caused me to lose myself and it was unnatural for me to do so."

Sesshoumaru's face came closer to mine, closing off the space between us. I hadn't noticed since my eyes were distracted by the darkness. When he released my left hand from his hold, he placed it on my chin to make me look at him.

"Your scent will become aware to you. Though, I don't scent your arousal as of now, I will make you aware of it," he whispered before pressing our lips together.

Sesshoumaru caught me in the middle of a breath and took what air I had left. 'I can't breathe. I can't regain my breath while he's kissing me!' Placing his hand back on top of mine, he tried to find a way to get his tongue into my mouth. I could feel it against my teeth, demanding to have its way. 'I've never done this willingly before. I've never felt what it's like to be truly loved by someone. I guess I'll never know what it's like to be whole until I allow someone to have me. As long as I have these feelings for Sesshoumaru, I might as well let him have me.' Opening my mouth for the lord, I felt his tongue touch mine. My body slowly started to give off heat, and Sesshoumaru deepened his kiss. I tried to lift my hands to his chest to make the heat stop but Sesshoumaru wouldn't release my hands. 'Maybe since my pants are wet, they'll make the heat go away.' It was then that Sesshoumaru left my mouth and slowly started to kiss down my neck. St the point where the curve of my neck reached my shoulders, he stopped and gently sucked at the flesh.

I couldn't help but gasp slightly when I felt him do so. Then Sesshoumaru started to move lower. My mind froze when I felt his lips touch the side of my breast. With that action, more warmth was sent through my entrance. 'Is this worse than him looking at me? But I feel so… different. My body desires this feeling, this pleasure and I don't know why.'

"I've almost pushed you over your edge. Let's see how long you can last before you call my name," Sesshoumaru said with a taunting growl in his voice.

I could feel his warm breath against my skin and it sent a tingling sensation through my body. 'What does he mean…' Before I could finish the thought, I felt Sesshoumaru's fang gently touch the nipple of my one breast. Wincing slightly, trying to ignore both the heat that surged through me and to prepare myself for what would happen. Sesshoumaru placed his mouth over it and gently started to suckle. My back arched toward the lord slightly, but he only used his weight to hold me down. 'I can't take this for much longer. My body feels like it's going to burst if I don't do something soon.' I thought as I found it hard to breathe. Every breath started to become heavier than the last. As if sensing my somewhat discomfort, Sesshoumaru stopped his actions and looked into my eyes with his golden ones.

"Do you wish to rid yourself of your lust, Fox? I can do so, but I must claim you in the process. Those feelings that we both feel for one another can merge into one."

"Lord Sesshoumaru, why do you wish to mate?" I asked with confusion.

My words caused a small smile to form on the lord's lips.

"To mate would surely be a fulfillment. I've realized that you, Fox, desire one who seems to be opposite to me. Those were your words then, but after I've mated with you, I'm sure that you'll think differently.

Sesshoumaru got off me, releasing my arms from his hold and allowing my body to move freely. Getting to my feet, I looked at the lord curiously. 'I thought he wanted to mate with me. Why would he say such words and then release me from my arousal?' Sesshoumaru slipped off his boot like shoes and started to walk towards me. I slowly backed away from him, not knowing that he was trying to get me onto the bed. Before I could figure out what was going on, Sesshoumaru had hold of both my wrists once again. With one swift movement, I was pinned underneath him once again. 'I guess he's already made up his mind about claiming me. He knows I have feelings for him and that my body only responds to his touch.' Sesshoumaru slowly slid my pants down my legs with one of his hands. I didn't push him away while my arm was free and felt my arousal come back with a vengeance. I hadn't noticed that Sesshoumaru had already become hard through his actions until he untied his sash, allowing his pants to fall from his hips. My heart was pounding and I was slightly afraid that this would end up happening more often. 'Will the other villagers hear if we…' Sesshoumaru placed his hands in the palms of mine.

"Learn how much I love you Fox from these actions. Learn them well on this night," he whispered before I felt him touch against my now bare entrance.

'I'm about to learn what it's like to have mated. I think this is really the only other time I've been afraid!' I smiled slightly to myself.

Sorry, no dirty scenes. Scene Edit

The feeling that my touch gave the lord was warm and he had never noticed it before.

"Fox," he whispered into my ear.

The tone Sesshoumaru used sent a small chill go down my spine. He pulled out of my body and then tied his pants with his sash. 'I can't believe what just happened. My body feels so tired and I didn't really do anything.' My heart pounded as I tried to breathe full breaths. Even Sesshoumaru seemed to be having trouble calming his arousal. He lay down beside me on the mattress and pulled the blanket over both of our forms. The lord wrapped his left arm around me and then pulled me against him so my back was against his chest.

"Sesshoumaru, I love you," I whispered tiredly, feeling sleep creep up on my tired body.

"As I love you, Fox. Now that I have mated with you, you must not be as foolish as before," he replied, holding me in a protective embrace.

"I gave up my pranks a while ago. I already said that a few days ago, when Jaken hurt himself," I laughed slightly.

'The darkness has never felt so good. I'm tired, really tired all of a sudden.' Everything started to become dark in the warmth of Sesshoumaru's arms. He gave me comfort and I enjoyed his company.

"Sleep well Fox. When morning comes we'll go back to the castle."

With a small smile on my face, I fell into the silence of sleep.

"Fox, you now know how much you mean to me. Come nine months and you will be more than just my mate," Sesshoumaru whispered before falling asleep as well.

That night, I had a dream that disturbed my sleep. Everything was dark and quiet, but that was only for a few minutes.

"Kill him Fox. Kill Sesshoumaru while he's sleeping," a voice called from the darkness.

"Who the hell are you? Leave me alone!" I growled with anger.

"You want to. All those times he punished you for something Jaken done to himself. Kill him while he's asleep!"

"Leave me alone! That elder and Reiku can kiss my ass. There's no way in hell that I'm going to kill Sesshoumaru."

"Would you do it if I told you that you carry his child? That lord has done more than claim your body, he's made sure that you can't get away from him," the voice laughed through the darkness.

"I what? You're lying! I don't even know who you are!" I said with a laugh tracing my voice.

I knew that there was no way that I could carry Sesshoumaru's child right after mating for the first time.

"I am you. I am the one you forgot so long ago."

"I'm not you anymore. So if you don't mind, leave me alone and rot in hell."

There was a small laugh and then crimson red started to outline things around me, like the inside of the hut. It felt like my heart stopped when I saw the outline of Sesshoumaru and a blood trail coming from his body. At that moment I opened my eyes with shock.

Everything came back to me but I was still confused. 'That didn't really happen, right?' My heart was pounding and I knew I was scared. I didn't want to know if what I dreamt was true or not.

"Why are you afraid?" a calm voice came from behind me.

It was Sesshoumaru. The sound of his voice calmed me down slightly and I felt his left arm tighten its hold on me.

"Did you dream something?" he wondered with a slightly worried tone.

"No, nothing happened. It doesn't matter anyway," I whispered, trying to be calm.

'What that person said about me carrying Sesshoumaru's child, was it true? Could that really happen?'

"No lying," he said calmly, placing his hand onto my bare stomach.

I could feel the warmth of his skin against my own and it made me feel comfortable.

"It was just a dream, nothing has ever come from a stupid dream."

"Will you make me farce it out of you?" Sesshoumaru questioned with a taunting growl.

'I guess I'll have to tell him, otherwise I'll be more sore than I already am.' I thought with a small smile on my face.

"Just something that I'm trying to forget. A person wanted me to do my task but I refused and saw blood everywhere," I whispered, wishing that I never remembered anything.

"If you desired to complete your task, you would have not let me mate with you, or have allowed me to fertilize you so perfectly," Sesshoumaru whispered into my ear.

His arm was wrapped protectively around my waist and his hand on my abdomen. 'Fertilized? So then what was said was true, I do carry his child!'

End of Chapter 7

Hello again. Sorry that the chapter was short, and sorry if there were a lot of spelling mistakes and what not in it too. I know I'm apologizing a lot but I'm really tired and I want to have some ice cream before going to bed. Kingdom Hearts 2 is calling my name as well. Lol. Well thank you all for reading that chapter! I really appreciate it. : ) : ) So please R&R and I swear I'll try to update as soon as I can.