Chapter 9

Carly

I'm on a high. I smile at him as he sleeps next to me in bed.

Jason spent the last week here. I try not to think too much. I don't want to jinx the future but this has been the best week of my life. Because he loves me. He makes loves to me. And though he hasn't said the words I see it in his eyes, hear it in his voice , feel it in his hands on my body.

Never again will I be foolish enough to try to stop loving Jason. No matter what happens now I know that this feeling I have carried in my heart since the first time he kissed me is true and real.

Jason is meant for me. To be the one I can rely on for life and hold onto through the hardest times.

And, on some days, like now he is the one I get to feel this amazing sense of joy with. This flying without a net feeling of abandon that I only feel with him.

I'm safe. I'm loved. I don't mind the years I spent wondering if we would get here. Because, now that we have made it to the start of something new, all that time feels like a blink.

Jason opens one eye and catches me, sitting up in bed, watching him.

He smiles, yawns and says "Don't you ever sleep?"

"I'm too happy to waste time sleeping."

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing


Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away dreaming


I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever


Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Aerosmith lyrics

His sits up and his hand traces the outline of my jaw."You look beautiful when you're happy, Carly."

He kisses me softly. He pulls away.

I groan and whisper, "No, no, don't stop kissing me. Never stop kissing me."

He pulls me down on the bed and angles his body over mine. Looking down he says "Be careful what you asks for. You know I can't say no to you."

"Then say yes."

"You sure," he kisses my shoulder "you want," he kisses me lower "me to never stop kissing you?"

"I'm positive, Jase."

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby


And I don't want to miss a thing


Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do


I'd still miss you baby


And I don't want to miss a thing

Aerosmith Lyrics

He raises his head and our eyes connect. "Looks like your plan didn't work, huh?' he teases "The one to get over me."

The nerve of him to bring that up right now... I grin and say "They never do but I always get what I

want in the end. "

He kisses my body again and between kisses he says "Thank God, you do."

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss


I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this


I just want to hold you close


Feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here

in this moment


For all the rest of time...

I don't want to miss a thing

Aerosmith Lyrics

THE END

Like falling when you're trying to fly
It's sad,

but moving on with the rest of your life


Starts with Goodbye

Carrie Underwood Lyrics

Author's note- The next Jason and Carly story I will post is called And a Million Years Gone By. I warn you that is it the saddest J and C story I could ever write. It is very short, only 4 mini chapters.

After that I will post a Jason and Carly story that has romance, bold acts of loyalty and crushing moments of heartache. It is called The Last Mrs. Morgan.