Chapter 4

By the time Kurama got back to his car and fought traffic, the sun had sat. Keying into his apartment, he met darkness. Thinking he had beat Hiei home and in a way glad, he was quite surprised to see the fire demon sitting on the couch when he turned on the overhead light.

"Oh you are here." He said, placing his briefcase by the door and walking over to the couch. "You must be hungry then, I will start dinner." He had already taken his suit jacket and tie off when he went back to get his car. Placing them on the back of the couch, he proceeded to fix his rolled sleeves, while walking towards the kitchen.

Hiei followed the red head to the kitchen and watched as he took out various pots and bowls before digging in the refrigerator.

"You're late." He said.

"Sorry." Kurama said, not stopping what he was doing as he continued to open packages and mix them in the pots.

"Rough day?" He asked, staying closer to the doorway, out of the way, as he could see the fox had a plan for dinner and seemed to have everything under control.

"Yes, you could say that, but I have a three day weekend now." The red head said, stirring the contents before finally looking to the smaller demon. Even though he had left work after lunch, he had managed to get enough work done, so he could take Friday off, if he wanted. There was no need to tell Hiei that he took a half day or that he went and saw Yusuke.

"Sounds good, want to make some plans?" Hiei asked, staying in the doorway.

"What do you have in mind?" The red head asked back, taking a hot pot off the stove and dividing it up into two bowls, then doing the same with the other pot.

Taking the bowls and placing them on the table, Kurama turned to get them drinks, but ended up walking right into Hiei's opened arms. "We could just stay inside all weekend." The black haired said, lightly placing kisses on the red head's neck, where his shirt was unbuttoned.

Pulling away and continuing to the fridge, Kurama remarked with a soft laugh. "Though it sounds interesting, I do believe we will need food and I do have a few other errands to run."

Hiei thought he heard nervousness in the laugh, but shrugged. "It was only a suggestion." He said, taking a seat.

"Well, we will see." Kurama said half heartily before placing two glasses down and taking the other seat. The two began eating and after a few bites, he said. "We could go sparing tomorrow."

"That's sounds good." Hiei said, after swallowing. "Now that I think about it, I should spar with Youko sometime." He suggested, picking up his glass to take a drink.

Kurama's head was down, so he didn't see the red head flinch. He did however see the hesitation with the fork.

"What?" Hiei wondered, placing the glass down. "Even though we haven't had a good fight in awhile doesn't mean you should let Youko's skills deteriorate." When Kurama didn't look back up, or even acknowledge that he had heard. He added. "I'm sure as vain as Youko is…he would say he didn't need to train."

Kurama put his fork down then looked back up as he replied. "That will be fine, if that is what you wish."

Knowing now that the fox wasn't paying attention and seeing a blank look in those green eyes, Hiei asked. "Are you alright?"

"Yes." Kurama said with a quick nod. "Like you said, it was a rough day." He added then got up and took is bowl to the sink. Getting into one of the cabinets, he got a container and put the remaining food in it.

"You didn't eat much." Hiei said, walking over to put his empty bowl in the sink.

"I had a late lunch." Kurama lied. He had worked through lunch and then took his walk. He'd only had the tea at Yusuke's, but he still wasn't hungry.

Waiting until Kurama put the food away and was back at the sink to do the dishes. Hiei again wrapped his arms around the slim waist, from behind. "Well, if you want, I can make it better." He said, running his hands up the chest and again nipping, this time on the shirt.

Kurama tried not to tense and closed his eyes as the fire demon continued his torture.

Realizing he was not going to be able to persuade the smaller demon otherwise, the red head turned around and kissed the covering over the jagan eye. "Shall we?" He said.

Hiei smiled and grabbing his hand, led him out of the kitchen towards the living room. Taking off his clothes, Hiei was naked and had started in on the red head's clothes by the time they'd reach the couch.

"Let me get the light." Kurama managed to say between his shirt being pulled off and the kisses to his lips and neck.

"Forget it." Hiei said, tossing the shirt and attacking those pale lips again. He couldn't understand why the red head wanted the light off. Over the past several months they had only made love in the dark and had no mental connection either, as they had in the beginning. He would admit he'd been finding the images erotic in a way.

"It will…only…take…second…" Kurama managed to get out as his lips were attacked and he was pushed on the couch where his neck and nipples started being tortured.

"Don't worry about it." Hiei actually growled. He didn't mean too, he was just frustrated at the way the stubborn fox was acting. Seeing a scared look in the green eyes, he didn't say sorry, only apologized by kissing the red head's lips softly.

Moving to get the fox's pants off, Kurama managed to roll over as the pants met the floor. "Please take me from behind." He tried to say with passion. Inside his mind though, he was pounding on Youko's door, wanting the spirit yoko to come out and at the same time, Shuiichi's door was closing, leaving him alone.

"As you wish." Hiei growled again as the pale behind was presented to him, not paying attention to the slight fear in the voice.

Realizing he needed lubricant, Hiei reached over and opened the trunk, which served as a coffee table. Grabbing a tube that they had stashed awhile ago, from their previous romps, he placed a large amount on his fingers and then began to prepare the gorgeous creature under him.

When he felt the fox was ready, he pulled the red head off the couch and pushed him over the trunk where he sheathed himself quickly, before pausing and waiting.

Kurama gasped, this had become the fire demon's favorite place and position to take him. The gasp was followed by a sharp hiss, followed by a moan as he felt his body relax to the intrusion.

Taking that as his cue, Hiei proceeded to pound the red head. His climax building as he took the fox from behind, most of the time he was on his back, the red head riding him, but he'd always preferred this position. Now that he was the one taking control this time, he wanted his way. Grunts and groans, from both, started to fill the room.

Reaching around and grabbing Kurama's cock, he realized the red head was not that hard. Well, he would have to fix that now, wouldn't he? Pumping the member with his hand, he felt it get harder as he squeezed and stroked.

When he felt his cock taken, Kurama's mind went wild and he began to gasp. He could not deny the feelings and sensations his body was going through. Hating himself for not having control, his climax peaked as he felt his spot being hit. Jerking and spilling his seed on the trunk and Hiei's hand, his eyes watered and went out of focus as he bit his lip.

That was all it took, when he felt the fox jerk and the heat of his seed, Hiei let out a grunt and climaxed.

Pausing for a moment to let them both reclaim their breathing and to let their bodies settle. Hiei then closed his eyes and leaned over, placing soft kisses on the sweaty back.

Inside Kurama was having a panic attack. His mind was in chaos, he had no control since he could not turn to Youko for encouragement. Wielding his body to relax and regaining his focus, he waited till Hiei pulled out, trying not to wince.

Sitting back on couch and preparing to cuddle the red head, Hiei was surprised when Kurama leaned over, grabbed his shirt and wiped the trunk with it before moving to the other end of the couch.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Hum…yes…shall we take a shower?" Kurama suggested between trying to control his breath, he then went to stand, but caught himself as the room spun. Hiei jumped up with worry as he saw the red head wobble, but the red head held up a hand, motioning he needed no help and headed to the stairs. Hiei hit the light before following.

End Chapter 4

Lyrics to the song: Somewhere I Belong - by: Linkin Park

(When this began) I had nothing to say and I get lost in the nothingness inside of me

(I was confused) And I let it all out to find, that I'm the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all that they can see the words revealed, is the only real thing that I've got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck, hollow and alone and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

(Course)

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real…I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long (Erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm close to something real…I wanna find something I've wanted all along

Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face

(I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity….Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own.

I will never know myself until I do this on my own…And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed…I will never be anything till I break away from me, I will break away…I'll find myself today

I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong…I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong…Somewhere I belong.