I'm so happy that you all enjoyed the review special, I have some things to talk about that last chapter

Gohan's Blackout:

Well there are about 3 reasons why Gohan blacked out in the last chapter that I think I should tell you a little about.

All his emotions and flashbacks came at once that he just went a little crazy and blacked out. Happiness, sadness, anger, and loneliness.

It was more of a sign of the future of anything. Threw out the story you will find out what I mean, I put some key words in the black out that you will understand it later.

Gohan isn't ready to enjoy himself, I am a very mean person. So just putting Gohan threw hell is something that I'm good at.

I hope you understand it a little more, please tell me if you want something or me to answer some questions about this story, if you get confused.

I do not own Dragonball Z ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hidden Bars

Golden Form, Black Eyes

During the way to the dinner, Gohan seemed to be even more pale then he usually was, and got a fever. Once Gohan and AJ made it to the dinning room, Mikia ran up to Gohan.

"Are you okay?"

Gohan shook his head, his face still lowered.

"I'm fine."

"What happen my boy."

The King walked closer to his daughter's caretaker and lift up his chin.

"You look awful, what did you do to him?"

King Tuzie looked over at AJ and smirked. AJ was about to say something, but stopped, and looked away.

"He was kidding Oneechan."

AJ looked over at Gohan, he was still red in the face and sweating. What happen in her bedroom really hit him. What was that? What has made Gohan break into tears every minute of each day? It seemed that the poor child never got a break.

Yet, child doesn't seem like the word. It has been very clear that Gohan never really has been a child, she could tell after this short period of time meeting him. It was more like, the minute she met him. She could see something in his eyes, she just didn't really know what yet.

"Why don't you lay down Gohan."

Mikia said as she hugged Gohan.

"I don't want you to get sick."

AJ and King Tuzie looked up at each other, and then over at Gohan. He looked down at Mikia, but didn't say anything. King Tuzie sighed.

"I agree, why don't I get a maid to look after you tonight. AJ can watch Mikia for you."

"Father, why don't I take care of Gohan. Have a maid watch over Mikia."

Mikia and the King looked over at AJ.

"You have to stay here with the guest, what will they think if the future queen didn't show up for dinner."

AJ sighed.

"Please father, Mikia will greet the guest. I think it would be better for Gohan that I took care of him."

Mikia looked up at her father, waiting for his answer. AJ had a point, Mikia thought that it would be better if Gohan was taken care by her, and yet, AJ could make it worst.

"You know this is going to cost me."

"Father, just say I'm out helping out a friend."

Gohan didn't lift his head, but his eyes wondered over to AJ, her friend. Was Gohan her really friend? For once in his life, did Gohan have a friend his own age? Gohan wanted to believe it, serious he really did. But just couldn't. Who would want to be his friend? After everything his has done, but yet, AJ nor Mikia knew about Gohan's past. How could they? Why would they even look at him if they knew?

"You may."

AJ ran up to her father and hugged him.

"Oh thank you father."

The king hugged his child back. Gohan looked up at AJ talking to her father, her mouth was moving and so was her fathers, just he couldn't hear what they were saying. He was just tired, to out of it to care any ways. All he wanted to do is to lay down. AJ started walking toward him. He didn't do anything. She walked up to him, telling him something. First Gohan didn't hear her.

"Gohan, are you ready to go?"

Gohan shook his head.

"Yes."

AJ shook her head.

"Let's go, need any help?

"No."

AJ and Gohan walked together down the hall. Mikia and King Tuzie looked over at each other.

"How old is Gohan?"

Mikia looked away from her sister and Gohan and looked up at her father.

"I'm pretty sure he is 16 daddy, why?"

"Well, the legend."

The king stopped, watching the teenagers walking together.

"What a minute, that."

King Tuzie smiled down at his child. A maid walked in telling that the guest were ready.

"Let's greet the guest."

Mikia sighed and followed her father, what he said before, she was wondering. Could AJ and Gohan be part of THAT legend, the most important one of their world?

~~~~~~Gohan's Room~~~~~~~

"Gohan, do you want anything?"

Gohan sat down on the couch in his room. He sighed before his eyes were widen opened as he started breathing hard.

"Gohan?"

AJ walked closer to Gohan, but he did nothing, he was staring into nothing. It was like what happen in her bedroom. It was as if he was seeing something.

Then, tears started forming in his eyes and he blinked a coupe of times. Gohan finally moved his head, looking at his hands before putting his face into them, crying.

AJ stood there, she had no idea what to do. Just unexpectedly, he started crying like that. It was so sickening the way he cried. He sounded so hurt, but yet so empty, like he had no feelings at all. She just stood there, staring at him, he started claming down a bit, breathing slowly. Finally, which seemed like forever to AJ, Gohan leaned against the couch, closing his eyes.

What was wrong with him? That's the question Gohan keeps asking himself. He tried so hard to fight them, he really did. At times in his life, he put his life across the line just not to feel this. But every time Gohan tried, he failed, ha, like there was something new about that. Gohan shook his head and sighed, his eyes still closed.

He didn't want to see AJ, after all these flashbacks and dreams, how could he look at her? He could sense her fear and pity for him. He hated others feeling like that around him. He understood the fear part, but the pity, oh he just wanted to crawl under a rock and die. He hated others feeling pity, they had nothing to feel pity about, not even his wasted life.

AJ moved closer to Gohan, slowly but surly she made it right in front of him. His breathing was a lot calmer now, but she could tell he was still tight and his eyes were closed. AJ sat down next to Gohan, she heard him sigh as his eyes reminded closed.

*Is he afaird to look at me? *

AJ placed her hand on Gohan's. Gohan's eyes widen as he turned his head over at AJ. He was very red at the time, sweating falling from his face, and pale. Gohan had some hair in his face, covering his eyes. AJ pushed the bangs off from his face.

"Do you want me to do something?"

Gohan was shocked by this question, it truly meant nothing. Gohan knew this, but his brain wasn't taking it the right way. Tears started to form as Gohan mouth opened. AJ blinked, what did she say?

"You can't do nothing, no one can? I'm just a failure okay! Stop it! You cannot do nothing!"

"What?"

AJ blinked again, confessed. What was Gohan saying, it made no sense.

*He must still be out of it. *

AJ sighed, putting her arm around him. This was a big chance, Gohan seemed at a state that if she got too close, he would take that the wrong way. But yet, she knew that he would not do anything to hurt her. She trusted him, heck, that's the first person she had ever trusted in a long time, and she barely knew him!

"No honey, I mean would you like a cup of water?"

Gohan's eyes widen again, he started blinking a couple time. AJ sighed deeply, he was out of it. She could tell, his eyes were a lot softer and not so much fear upon them. Gods his eyes, they were so him, yet, it was the only true thing that she was afraid of.

Gohan looked over at AJ, he wanted something from her. He wanted a hug, a tap, a slap, something then rather looking at him! Gohan titled his head, waiting for her to stop staring at him. Worst, she was staring at his eyes, some have done that to him. In and out of his super saiyan form. When he looked in his eyes, he saw nothing, but others, they saw something.

AJ blinked, getting out of her daze she looked at Gohan. His head was now bent, looking down at the ground. AJ thought that she should repeat herself.

"Would you like a glass of water?"

Gohan looked up, shaking his head slowly. AJ sighed, her hand leaving Gohan's, and she got up. She didn't turn around to look at Gohan as she closed the door behind her.

Gohan deeply sighed, glad that she had left the room. He looked over at his left hand, and touched the scar that lied upon it. He sighed again, not knowing what to do until AJ got back.

Then it hit him, he had ask her how she knew about him, and if she knows everything about him. It scared him deeply, if she knew or not. But he couldn't do anything until she returned.

A few minutes passed, and AJ returned with the cup of water. She handed it go Gohan as he started drinking it. After when he was done he set it to the side.

"Do you mind if I ask you something?"

AJ turned her head over at Gohan, waiting for his question.

"You said you were going to tell me how you knew about me. Can you tell me?"

AJ eyes widen, she forgot about that. She sighed, shaking her head slowly.

"I'll be right back and show you."

AJ left the room again, Gohan leaded against his hand, waiting for AJ to return. He was waiting for this moment. He just had to know how much AJ knew, and how she knew.

AJ returned with a lab top with her. She sat next to Gohan an lifted up the top. It was just like a lab top computer. There was a little mouse in the bottom middle of the keyboard. AJ took the mouse and popped up a screen. One she was there she clicked on names. AJ looked threw different peoples name until one said Vanlash. She left the mouse there.

"When I was younger I wanted to learn as much as I could about different races. So some how my mother got me this. It has a file for each person alive, it updated every day and a picture every year. I could find anyone. My father hated the gift, he said it was invading people's space. I still agree with him, so I only look up people that I know."

AJ clicked on Vanlash.

"Vanlash came here two years ago. I could sense a evil force in him. I tried to tell my father but he wouldn't listen. So I showed him his file, he has done some pretty sick things over the years."

Gohan had to agree, but didn't say anything while AJ looked at his picture.

"Well any ways, after I showed my father Vanlash's file, I started looking around in it. I came across his crew and other listings of slaves they had before. Your name was the only one I could click on."

"Why?"

Gohan whispered as the mouse button was on his name, ready to be clicked.

"You're the only one that has ever lived before."

Gohan shot his head away, he only one who ever lived. Gohan always felt that he was the first, but the only one. It made him sick that people have been with those sick animals longer then him. Gohan now felt like a baby, there had been many before him.. It just wasn't human.

"Are you okay?"

Gohan shook his head.

"Yes, just go on with the story."

"Oh."

AJ turned her head back to the lab top, with the mouse under Gohan's name.

"Now I'm not going to lie to you. But I clicked on your file. That is how I found out that you were from Earth and everything else. I also found some details on some of your battles."

Gohan turned his head over at AJ, eyes widen open. At this point AJ felt like running away. She knew Gohan was going to be mad at her. She shouldn't of been going threw his file, but how could she help it. Out of the many slaves that Vanlash had, only one living. She just had to find this person with that much will power.

Then again, what Vanlash and his crew did to this boy, he had no will power left. He was just a scared boy who cried every night over what happened.

"What do you know?"

AJ looked over at Gohan, he seemed so hurt, his eyes were still bugged out and sweat was falling from his face. AJ face tighten up as she sighed lowing her head from the floor.

"I know about your uncle, the prince, Frieza, Cell, and 3 battles after you were taken. The files say that you moved around too much to keep track. It says that a total of planets and races you destroyed over the years are 45, the ones on record."

Tears started forming in Gohan's eyes, he had lost track a year after words. He never bothered counting all the things he had collected after each battle. How could he, he never wanted to know any ways. How many millions of people he had killed. AJ even knew about most of Gohan's battles on Earth as well. The Cell Games..The one game that started all the games.

"I also found out about your father, mother, and little brother. I know I was being really."

Gohan's eyes opened as wide as they could as he turned his head over at AJ.

"What about my family?"

AJ sighed as she clicked on Gohan's family bios. AJ turned the computer over to Gohan, to see a picture of Goku. Above the picture said Kakarot, the document must go by his saiyan name, yet Son Goku was in Italics.

Gohan couldn't believe it, it was his father. A picture of his father. He was grinning happily like always, with this spiky hair going in every direction. He seemed very happy, the same old Goku. Never could be upset about anything, wasn't in his nature.

At the bottom of his picture there was a little button that says History. Gohan move the mouse and clicked it. The document was loaded and there was a picture of Goku in his super saiyan transformation. There was a list of things Goku has done in his life. Gohan went threw it all, trying to remember everything of his father.

AJ sat there quietly, watching Gohan reading his father's history. She wanted to leave the room right now, but yet, her legs wouldn't allow her.

Gohan got to the Cell Games part of his father's life. Telling the reader that he died saving the Earth. Gohan was proud of his father that day, yet was ashamed, why did his father have to get in the middle of his fight. Better yet why did he have to fight?

At the end of his history page, Gohan's eyes widen, making sure that he read the part correctly.

'After the kidnapping of his elder son, Kakarot was wished back to life by the Namk dragonballs, and ever since that day. He has been looking for his son.'

Gohan started forming tears in his eyes as all his dreams had appeared at him all at once. It was true, it was all true. Everything in those dreams, they have been looking for him. They all have not forgotten about him. But worst, his father would leave his little brother, just like Goku did to him.

Goku could never stay, he always had to do something. This was the lowest Gohan had ever seen him pull. What a waste, looking for something that couldn't be found. HIS little sweet Gohan that he knew was killed at the Cell Games. What a waste..

AJ sighed looking at Gohan crying, she took the lab top and put it at the side, putting her arm around him. Gohan's head shot up as he looked at AJ, AJ took her arm away from Gohan and looked at the ground.

"I feel like.such a baby."

AJ wanted to go on, she didn't want Gohan to yell at her. It was wrong of her to look at his file, any ones file. She only cared about herself, looking at others personal life for herself, not caring about the others.

"Here you, with your life.It makes mine sound so easy."

AJ tears started hitting the ground, Gohan turned away, trying to push his own tears away. He didn't want AJ to know about him, what she did was wrong, but yet, Gohan couldn't yell at her for that.

"You know."

AJ head shot up as she looked over at Gohan, who got up from the couch and started walking backwards.

"You know what I've done."

Gohan hit the wall, not moving as he looked at AJ on the couch.

"How could you LOOK AT ME!"

Gohan yelled as anger started to build up. AJ got up, sensing his power raising.

"Why would you even look at something like me."

Gohan whispered as he sat down on the ground. AJ was afraid to go up to him.

"I'm a killer, a murder, a devil is what I play in life so he can ruler the planets..."

"Gohan."

Gohan started to try to back away from AJ, she sat there, tears in her own eyes.

"You none of."

"DON'T COME NEAR ME!"

Gohan transformed into a super saiyan. AJ blocked her eyes as a gold being was in front of her. His hair was a little longer, his muscles have gotten a lot bigger. But his face.

His face looked angry, like he was ready to kill her. Tears falling from his face as AJ looked up at his eyes. They were black, it seemed that his eyes didn't change during his super saiyan upgrade. It didn't look right, black eyes in that form. AJ was scared out of her mind. She started backing up, afraid to do anything.

Gohan stopped right were he was, realizing the tears in AJ's eyes. It was happening again..He was scaring others, he was truly a monster, one that should be shot to death.

Gohan also just realized that he was in gold form. Not again, he hated this, the gold form. The demi-saiyan didn't even call it super saiyan any more. His father was a super saiyan, he was just the gold form.

"No."

The young boy whispered as he returned to his normal form. His black hair and his muscles more relaxed then before. AJ looked at him in fear. Gohan's eyes looked up at AJ.

"Don't care."

Gohan passed out, laying on the ground without moving. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ I hope that all made sense. It was kinda hard to write this chapter. I wanted to put something about AJ's life in this chapter, but it would not work. I already know what's going to be in the next chapter, so it might take 2 or 3 chapters to find out about AJ problems.

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