Disclaimer: all HP characters belongs to J.K.Rowling, I'm only using them for fun:-)...and song I've used is "Story of my life"by Kristian Leontiou...

A/N: I had nothing to do, so I wrote this one...there's nothing special in this chapter. But I still hope you've liked it. So, push the little button in the end of page, and let me know what you think,ok:-)

In the next chapter:will be explained the reason why Voldemort want's Hermione and "Little Devil" so desperatly...What did Draco wrote in his letter...and Hermione's thoughts...

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You say it was like this
I was torn between 2 worlds

Draco sat on his bed just thinking about the past. He really did meant that he respected Granger , he wasn't lying. Every day of his life he was pressed to do what his father wanted, what his father's Lord wanted .He never was allowed just to be himself. Even Hogwarts walls had ears, and everything that he done was immediately send as report to his father. Sometimes, he even forgot how it was to feel freedom. To be free….

He could be himself only, when he was alone. He had no friends, he could hardly call Grabbe and Goyle in this word. When he was at school, he tried to play without shoving his real emotions, surrounding himself with an ice wall. Shoving emotions, was shoving his weakness. He had learnt this lesson by heart.

One full of promise
And the truth I knew would hurt

Granger had it all. She had her friends, their friendship was so strong that they could easily die for her, parents that loved her. She had only one little problem…she was a mud blood. He knew, that some words had a great power on people. Just as everybody were afraid simply of word "Voldemort", somebody was feeling miserably if someone called him a "mud blood". But she wasn't like them. She wasn't like every scarred muggle-born runnig away from him in the halls, she wasn't crying after his insults. She wasn't shoving emotions…she was strong. Even if she was hurt, she remained strong…and that's why Draco always admired her. She was smart, probably smarter than all pureblood pulled together…and fought for her place in this world. With or without being mud-blood, Draco knew, that she would always be a challenge for him.

You say I'm no angel
Tryin to put the past behind

She was the one , who ever talked honestly with him.

"I don't need your pity."

"Who said that I'm sorry?"

Maybe even sometimes, he was feeling guilty about telling those terrible things to her…but only for her.

"I'm not an angel Granger…"

"And not a demon…"

He never new, how she managed to always find a right words. That was a mystery for him.

So now I try to find
A place to leave all……
Memories in my mind……….

They were together in all this mess now. But he gave a promise to himself, that he will survive...she will survive. Their bondidng meant more than he could even imagine. Thanks to her "tainted" blood, he had a new life with her. He had to leave his past life for good. And yet, he knew, his old mistakes will always hount him.


We try, our lives away
Then stumble into the grave


She needed time to forgive him, maybe she already had…..but not them. His old reputation spoke for himself. That's why he didn't even tried to spoke civilly to Potter and Weasley.

He couldn't go on without her forgiving him. He didn't really cared about about her friends …maybe just about Weaselette…..maybe just a little…

We cry, and still they stay
The past won't go away


Granger was the only one who ever seen him crying…that was couple of days ago. They have talked about their families. She decided, that they have to learn about each other as more as possible, just for their own good. And when he just broke…..memories of his mother filled his mind, filled his soul…her image lying on the cold floor of Malfoy Minor…He loved her, she was the only one who cared for him . His father was only interested in Heir…Draco never was good enough for him…

..he never wanted to come back there anymore. He showed his weakness to Granger, but she accepted it. He was thankfull for this.

The story of my life

He had to accept, that his life had changed. For good or for worse, he will know later, but now, he had to begin his new one, new from the clean piece of paper.

See I was just thinkin
Now my life is on the road

He had this feeling for a couple of days now. Everything is only the beginning. And final destination- was still a mystery…

The straight and the narrow

One day, you're a member of a high class pureblood family. Everybody respect you,and afraid of you.You're rich, you're powerfull. What else you can ask from life?

On the route that I've been showed

Within a second, you live somebody's else life. Maybe you remained rich, maybe you remained powerfull….but you changed…you feel the things, you shouldn't feel, you see the things you shouldn't see….

You know its not easy
To try to change your ways

For them, he will always stay the same, but he will try, at least for her.With her, he didn't need to pretend to be a good boy.

I am what I am.

It's not easy to change you habbits, if you was grown up with them. They all are still inside you.

So now I try to find
A place to leave all
Memories in my mind

Pureblood, mud-blood…..nothing mattered anymore…..He was bonded with Granger now, for the rest of his life. But this bonding gave him not only some strange powers, he never knew could even exist…this gave him a family. Maybe not a real one…but still…someone cared about him…..and now,he cared someone about ,too.

His five senses were working overload these past few days. Granger gave him this chance...or maybe he did it for her.He still preferred to call her by last name, although he understood that this was simply ridiculouse, he couldn't help himself. By the wizarding Law she must call herself Hermione Jane Granger-Malfoy, the second heir of Malfoy fortune by her blood. Dumbledore said, that male blood was dominant in the cases like their,so, she had to take his last name.But she said, she wasn't ready for this , at least not yet. He wasn't sure, how the things would go when they will be back in Hogwarts...Dumbledore said, he would told them later.

Main problem--> Potter of course. Draco couldn't wait to see his face when they'll tell him about this. He would feel very miserable…Draco was so damn sure about this. She still couldn't understand why Potter was acting like this. Hard for her, easy for Draco. Simply…Potter was jealous. He fancied Granger, maybe even loved. Draco wasn't sure about last one.

Male thing. Draco walked on his territory, but not in the way Potter thought and Draco couldn't wait to shove this into Potter's face.

Another one----> Weasel…..One thing Draco knew for sure…he will hate himself for this little incident with bludger….but you can't turn back time. And for sure, Weasel-bee fancied her ,too.

We try, our lives away
Then stumble to the grave
We cry, and still they stay
The past won't go away

But the problem was…something, that Draco couldn't understand….All five senses or maybe even six, told him about upcoming danger. He could feel it in the air…Someone was watching. Not Aurors, not Order of Phoenix ….he could sense Dark Magic with his skin, and wasn't sure what to do about this….and the worst thing…..Hermione wasn't with him. He wasn't afraid like this in his life. And this was only beginning….

The story of my life