Ch.15 A Hidden Love, An Unspeakable Act
WARNING: Some Hyuugacest in this chapter…sorry but it is unavoidable and imperative to the story. If you don't want to read it, wait and skip to the next chapter.
"Actually…" she whispered, feeling him tense beneath her, "I have an early breakfast with my family tomorrow morning…" Sasuke's mouth twitched, as he chuckled. But unable to have her lips so close to his without feeling them, he tilted his head to capture her mouth. Sighing into his mouth, she melted once again in his arms. Ending the kiss, he could see her eyes once again fill with desire.
"But…I can stay at least a few more hours." She whispered, kissing his smirking mouth.
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Hanabi opened the door to the compound tiredly, and shut it as softly as she could. Just getting back from a week long mission, she was exhausted. Her feet felt like they were weighted down with lead as she slowly walked through the dark hallways. Seeing a light still shining in her cousin's room and remembering something she wanted to talk with him about, she changed her direction to head towards his room instead of her own. Knocking lightly and hearing him call for her to enter, she slowly opened his door and walked in tiredly. Neji looked up, mildly surprised to see Hanabi was the one knocking on his door. He watched her tiredly walk in.
"Just got back from your mission?" he asked her, curious. Nodding her head, he signaled her to take a seat on the foot of his bed. Nodding her head again, she plopped her tired body on his bed, grateful for his invitation. Comfortable silence grew between them as she tried to pull herself together to talk with him, instead of falling asleep. Groaning softly while her muscles protested to her movement, she sat back and leaned against the wall his bed was next to.
"Where's nee-chan?" she asked, not exactly sure how she was supposed to bring up what she wanted to bring up. Neji looked up from the scroll he was reading.
"She's at Ino's remember?" he reminded her. She nodded her head and looked away.
"Oh…yeah." she replied distractedly, not able to come up with a tactful way to bring up the subject she wanted to talk to him about. Hinata was always a lot better at tactfulness than her, so she resigned to ask him in her normally blunt manner.
"Did you have to give her so many hickies?" she blurted out, remembering when Hinata tried counting them all. She was about to smile, to show him that she knew their secret, but the half formed smile froze on her face at his shocked and utterly clueless expression. Wait, so it wasn't him that gave those to her? Uh oh. Hanabi audibly gulped seeing his first expression give way to a furious look.
"What!" he growled at her, his face turning into a snarl. Hanabi felt like she looked like a fish, her mouth opening and closing with nothing coming out.
"Uh…I uh…did I say hickies?" she asked with a squeak, "I…I meant stickies, you know, stickers. Did…did you give her stickers?" she asked him in a rush. Throwing his scroll on his bed, he suddenly shot up and ran out of his room, leaving Hanabi as she dropped her head in her hands guiltily.
"Shit!...Shit shit shit shit!" she cursed to herself. I'm sorry nee-chan.
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"How are you feeling?" Sasuke asked her tiredly. Hinata's body stirred slightly, too tired to move off him.
"A little sore…but other than that…just really tired." Hinata said sleepily, cuddling her face deeper into his bare chest. Sasuke smiled, his male pride satisfied, thinking about their full night of lovemaking. He felt her snuggle closer to him, and he wrapped his arms around her tighter in response, letting his fingers play with the silky strands of her hair. His eyes landed on the clock in his room, and as much as he wanted her to stay, he didn't want to get her in trouble with her family.
"It's three, you better start heading back if you want to catch at least a couple hours of sleep." He told her with a small smile. Hinata whined softly as her arms around him tightened.
"I don't want to go." she whined, her eyes still closed.
"What about breakfast with you family?" Sasuke asked. Shaking her head, she whined again, only snuggling closer to him.
"I don't want breakfast." She pouted, as she opened her eye and lifted her head to look up at him, watching him chuckle at her response. "I want to stay with you." she said softly, her ivory eyes pleading with him. Sasuke lifted his hand to cup her smooth cheek.
"Don't look at me like that, or else I just might never let you go." he whispered to her, passion and love mixing in his eyes. A smile tugged at her lips as she reached up to kiss him sweetly.
"I wish I really could stay." She whispered pulling back and sighed deeply as she slowly rolled off of him. Heedless of her nakedness, Sasuke watched her with hooded eyes as she searched for her clothing and putting them on as soon as she found them. When she remembered that she left her jacket in the kitchen, he sighed and reached for his shorts, going after her.
Turing around to see him partially clothed, Hinata smiled at him brightly, zipping her jacket.
"Well, I'm off." She said simply, her small smile still lingering on her lips. Sasuke nodded his head and then slowly opened his arms for her as she walked towards him, embracing him tightly.
"Tell me you love me again." He demanded more than asked, his face buried in her neck. But she only smiled, as she ran her fingers through his black hair.
"I love you, Sasuke." She whispered softly into his ears and smiled, feeling him shiver in her arms.
"I love you, Hinata." He sighed against her skin, holding her tightly. Pulling out of each other's embrace slowly, they kissed each other deeply, both wanting to delay her departure as much as they could. Then with a small smile, she slowly walked away from him and out through his door. Sighing, he felt as if the room dimmed and became ordinary without her presence to lighten it up. But his heart felt light as he turned and went back into the bedroom, to dream of his lovely lady.
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Hinata jogged back to the compound with a bright smile on her face, nothing could destroy the happy mood she was in. The stars in the night sky were beautiful, shining gently down upon her with their small light. He loved her. She had some difficulty truly believing that. He loved her…he's loved her for years. Those words just stole her breath away, never knowing how sweet words could be. She was shocked, he's love her since he came back? He's loved her all this time, the whole time she was with Naruto? Her heart squeezed in her chest at the thought of how he must have felt, seeing her walking down the aisle to Naruto instead of himself, how he must have felt when Naruto asked him to be his best man at their wedding, how he must have felt thinking that they would never be together. But they were together, fate destroyed her life, but in consolation, gave her Sasuke.
Her eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky, she had Sasuke. And he commanded her heart, healing it and winning it from her. Never had she ever imagined falling in love with Sasuke. She had never imagined giving herself to him. And now she couldn't imagine living without him. He was becoming everything to her; her joy, her happiness, her heart, her life. He had been so kind to her, so sweet, making her laugh and not allowing her to think of her broken heart while he mended it for her. He was so patient with her, and she had never thought of him as a patient man.
With her spirits high and her giddy mind on her love, Hinata quietly slid open her bedroom window, sneaking into her room silently. Sighing softly, her tired and slightly sore body made its way to her bed. Removing her jacket and pants along the way, she grabbed her pj's then gasped loudly at the sound of a deep voice behind her.
"The Uchicha?" she heard an angry voice behind her. Turning with startled eyes, she held the clothes in her hands in front of her, trying to hide her body.
"N-N-Neji-nii-san? What…what are you doing in my room?" she whispered, a deep blush staining her cheeks as she watched him walk out of the dark corner he was hiding himself in. Her blush soon vanished as her face became pale, seeing the infuriated look that marred her cousin's handsome face.
"You gave yourself to that fucking bastard?" he growled angrily. She shivered at the coldness and anger in his voice. She had never seen him so angry, not even when they fought in the Chuunin exams.
"Y-yo-you saw u-us?" she stuttered, her voice quivering. He walked towards her, stalking her as if he was a predator stalking his prey.
"It seems my pure and innocent little cousin isn't so pure and innocent anymore." He taunted, circling around her, then like lightening, he rushed forward, grabbing her bare shoulders tightly.
"Why him Hinata?" he demanded, "I'm the one who's been here for you! I'm the one who dries your tears! I'm the one who listens to your problems! I'm the one who protects you! I'm the one who loves you!" Hinata gasped as her eyes widened with surprise at his confession.
"All this time I've been waiting for you and you give yourself to the fucking Uchiha! Well it's time for me to take what I deserve, Hinata. It's time for me to get what I've wanted and waited to get for six years." He said, lowering his face and growling hotly into her ear. Her eyes grew wide and her body began to tremble at the meaning of his words. He…he wouldn't…he wouldn't!
"N-Neji" she opened her mouth but was suddenly cut off as his lips came descending down on hers forcfully, thrusting his tongue into her mouth. Her eyes widened with shock then shut tightly as she tore her mouth away from his.
"No." she said shakily as his arms drew her closer to him and his head came down to passionately kiss her neck. Her body trembled violently as she struggled against him, her hands coming up to push him away, but he was way too strong for her, capturing her hands into one of his. Fear and exhaustion made her clumsy, as she brought her knee up quickly to his crotch, but he just caught her leg with his other hand, and wrapped it around his waist as he leaned forward, causing them to fall onto her bed.
Moving her legs with his knees, he laid down on top of her, between her legs. Reaching for a scarf hanging on her bed, he grabbed it, wrapping it around her mouth quickly before she could react. Damn his ninja speed! But she was soon too scared with what he was doing to think about how quick he was. He lifted her captured hands above her head, using his other to unclasp her bra. She could feel the cool air on her suddenly exposed breasts, and she closed her eyes tightly from the lustful look on his face.
"Oh Hinata." He moaned as his lips went back to her neck and his hand cupped and fondled her breasts. She wriggled frantically under him, he wasn't Sasuke! It wasn't Sasuke's touch! His caresses left her cold instead of hot, she could feel disgust rising up in her throat and tasting it in her mouth. He wasn't Sasuke, he wasn't the one she wanted, the one she loved. Thrashing about wildly to try and get him off, her hips continually collided with his achingly hard erection. Suddenly feeling the budge in his pants, she stopped, laying perfectly still. But it was too late. She could hear his labored breathing, hot on her neck, his moan at her movements.
"Hinata…I want you so badly." He groaned as his other hand lowered his pants, freeing his hard hot shaft from its confines. Her eyes widened with panic and she screamed as loud as she could with the scarf in her mouth when she felt him lower her panties.
She wasn't ready for him, she would never be ready for him. Thrusting himself fast and deeply into her, she screamed with pain as it shot throughout her body, tearing her apart. He wasn't gentle with her at all, riding on top of her forcefully, pumping himself into her. She could feel the sweat accumulate on his body and hear him breathing deeply into her ear as she cried silently under him. Every time he plunged deeply into her, it killed her, tearing and destroying her heart, her mind, her soul.
Lowering himself, he buried his face in her sweet smelling hair while he continued to push himself deeper and deeper into. He frowned however, feeling some moisture in her hair. Opening his eyes, he tuned his head to see tears streaming, pain etching across her face and fear evident in her pale eyes. Shock and guilt coursed through his body, watching her cry under him. He froze as he looked down on her, feeling his blood turn as cold as ice as he realized what he was doing to her. Raping her. Filled with shock and panic, his eyes widened as he shoved himself off of her.
Stumbling back and falling to his knees, he shook his head from side to side, the weight of what he had done to her crashing down upon him.
"H-Hinata…I…I…I'm so sorry…I…" he was at a loss for words. How could you explain for something like that? How could you apologize for raping the woman you love? He covered his head with his hands and fell to the floor, he couldn't believe what he had just done to her. He couldn't believe that he had lost control like that. Finally free of him, Hinata slowly rose from her bed, wincing at the pain that tore at her. With scared and frighten movements she quickly grabbed her clothing, frantically putting them on, her eyes glued to him.
Neji looked up, hearing her movements. Raising his pants up to cover himself, he looked at her with guilty eyes, he could see the fear in her eyes, the pain that coursed through her body, the pain that he caused her. He promised to protect her, and instead he hurt her, deeply. Violating her body, destroying her trust in him, killing their friendship; every breath he took was a stab in his heart at what he had done to her.
"Hinata…" he whispered, his hand going out to reach her. He could see her body tremble as the fear escalated in her eyes.
"No." she cried softly as she turned to quickly open her window and fled. Neji's face scrunched up with agony as he lowered himself back to the floor. Then with a low growl, he raised his fist in the air, bringing it back down to the floor with a smashing punch. He was a monster, a repulsive demon. He only wanted to love her, he only wanted to make her happy, he only wanted her love, he only wanted to keep her safe. And now…she would hate him forever, scared of him, remembering the time that jealousy and lust had taken over him. He killed her, raped her. Neji curled up in a small ball on her floor, wishing to die as punishment for hurting and destroying his sweet and innocent little cousin.
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AN: I know short chapter and I apologize, but unfortunately I wrote chapter 16 before writing chapter 15, so…yeah I know I'm weird. But anyways, yeah I know this was really out of the blue. I'm sorry for all those who thought Neji's reaction to Hinata's relationship with Sasuke was going to be different. But this is how my story is going, and I like that direction, it was part of my original idea for this story. So yeah, since I already wrote chapter 16, I'll upload that maybe tomorrow, depending the response to this chapter. Anywhoo, you shall soon find out if Hinata's and Sasuke's relationship can overcome this certain obstacle. Till then, ja!