30. Readily (Irukaka)

I push the door open with an almost violent force, and close it just the same. I can see the surprise written across his face, but I pay little attention to that now. It does not matter whether he is confused about my violence or about my bloodstained appearance. I know what I'm here for, and so does he.

Two long strides and I'm in front of him. There are words coming from his mouth; I cannot hear them. I should listen to him, respond to him, but I can not. Not tonight. The only thing I can hear now is the sound of my own blood pumping in my ears. Blood in my ears like the blood on my hands; there is no way to make it go away.

I sit down on his lap, leaning forward against his body, swallowing his words with my mouth. For a moment he is ridged with confusion, but that soon fades. He presses up against me, hungry for this, just as I am. There is still a subtle uneasiness about his actions; I know he does not think that I need this right now.

But I do need this. And I want it.

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please excuse the shortness... and the first-person-ness... and the no name ...ness. we'll just say that it is iruka and kakashi.

one day left!!! O.O I can't wait!!! it's almost over...