What is Love

The…. 7th Chapter

The never ending Fluff!

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Last part of the last chapter

I could feel his body tense up. I needed to let him know before he went crazy and ran away from me. I didn't want him to think that I was crying because I didn't want to marry him.

I grabbed his slightly warm hand and held it in mine. I opened it and lightly wrote with my small finger on his palm….

YES.

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The fireworks brightened up the sky again.

"Bella, really? You will marry me?" His voice was shaky but in the same sense strong and he waited for me to speak. I could swear that I could see his face turn shades of lighter white.

"Yes Edward Cullen, I will marry you…and be with you forever." It still to me wasn't clear what was going on, but I knew that this was the answer that I had thought and dreamed about for months. I knew that it was to be this way. Edward and I; Together and forever.

He leaned his head down beside my face and I turned into his kiss. His lips pressing against mine slowly but more intensely then I had ever felt before. The touch of him brought blood to my face and heated us both. When I needed a breath of air I opened my eyes and got lost in his stare. I could still see the reflection of the lights in the sky in his eyes. The colors of the sky circling in Edward's topaz colored iris and dancing freely. I smiled.

I watched as he smiled too and felt him kiss me again but this time on my hot cheek. His smile grew as he felt the heat of my skin and I could feel the smile growing almost at the same rate as my temperature rose.

Then my body rise as his did also when he took in a deep breath of air. The grasp of air that was filling his lungs flew in so slow that I could hear it with my weak ears. The touch of his chest on the back of me brought small electrical shocks up and down my spine.

Then Edward picked me up in his strong arms without any problem. He cradled me tightly to his chest so my face was very close to his cool skin. The scent spilling from his body filled my lungs causing me to feel dizzy. Edward stood up slowly from the blanket on the floor and began to run with me in his arms. I made sure that this time my eyes were shut securely so I wouldn't get sick.

Soon after I could hear the loud crackling and booming stopped I felt a slight cool breeze on my face. I knew that I could open my eyes. I opened then to see where Edward had taken me.

Just then another smile crossed my pale face. I could feel my skin lifting when I saw it. I opened my eyes to my and Edward's beautiful Meadow. This was the meadow that I had first seen Edward glitter in the bright hot sun. And the first time that I had really understood what kind of pain I brought to Edward whenever I was around him.

My smile disappeared when I thought of the pain that I brought to Edward every time I was barley close to him; the pain that was caused by me being human and him thirsting for my blood, and my blood specifically.

I began to look around and saw that nothing had changed about the exotic place that I was standing in right now. The tall dark green trees still swayed in the wind, and the sound of the birds and wildlife was just as strong as the last time I was here with Edward.

"Bella, come sit next to me." I hadn't noticed that Edward was now sitting by a dark brown large fallen tree pushed down by what looked like the strong winds. I walked over to him and sat down between his legs and allowed his arms to wrap around my body. Once I was settled he talked again.

"Bella?" He asked.

"Yes?"

"Do you know why I asked you to marry me tonight?" The words made me freeze and my heart stop beating. I felt it start back up like an old troubled car and it began to beat uncontrollably by the thought of what really did happen. Did it really happen? I told myself to answer him.

"Tell me." I said quietly trying not to disturb the soft peace all around us in the woods.

"Bella, I asked you to marry me tonight because you make me want to live forever, before the thought of forever was devastating and I didn't want to think of any sort of thing. The thought of forever now…well it's different." He stopped slowly and began again, I knew his mind was filled with thoughts I wasn't able to hear. "Every day that I see you smile, just like when I let you down from my arms, I think about if your smile will ever have to leave me…and how much I couldn't live without it…"

"I will never leave you Edward." I said interrupting him. I felt his light cool touch to my ear.

"Shh… Bella." I stopped talking

"Every night I watch you sleep, and every night all I can do is think…think about how horrible I am for loving you as much as I do and every single night I argue with myself to let you free from my grasp." He loosened his grip around my body. I didn't want him to let me go so I pulled his arms tightly around again. The thought of Edward just thinking all and every night made my body feel colder in the wind. And the thought of me just sleeping and him being up all night thinking about leaving me killed me in every way.

"But then there are times when I think about how much that I would truly miss you. Not just like missing a dog when it gets lost but a different and sort of pain of lost. Like, I would lose myself again after all of these long years if I lost you. I think about how much pain that I would bring to you if would ever to leave you." I stared out into the trees listening to every word he said very clearly.

"I now know that the pain that I would feel if I or we left from each other would be more difficult and intense than I ever thought it would be. Bella, I can't stand to be away from you, the thought of it hurts me." He stopped and struggled with what he was saying. I kept quite knowing that it was his time to talk and not mine.

"I love you and only you more than I have ever loved anything in as long as I have and always will live." He spoke very slowly. Having each and every word that left his lips drag on speaking with passion from the depth of his non-beating heart. He bent his head down close to my face and rested it on my shoulder and wiped away the single tear that fell from my eye.

How did I get to be so happy? Why am I so lucky to be loved by the most wonderful and loving person that there was on this earth? Did I deserve him? And who would know that I could ever find love so deep….so deep that I began to be able to swim in the pool of the love from him?

His touch was freezing on my cheek. I knew that I couldn't speak now because of what he said. My mouth was dry and I forgot how to talk. I opened it searching for words but nothing came out so I quietly mouthed to him "I love you too." I said just as slowly as he said it to me.

He kissed my cheek where the tear was once before and closed his eyes and breathed in deeply……I sat very still knowing that he still could forget and crush me. But fear wasn't in my vocabulary any more now that I knew Edward. I didn't fear of being in danger even if the danger was him.

"Are you ready to go back now?" My arms felt lie popsicles and had small goose bumps all over them. I knew that if I stayed out any longer I would surly freeze.

"Yes." Edward once again swooped me in his arms and I dug my face into his chest again. Knowing what would happen if I didn't. I felt my hair start to fly and I knew that he was running now.

A/N- My new computer is up and running now so I expect to have chapters up quicker now! I'm sorry for keeping you all waiting and that this chapter is soooo short but I thought something was better than nothing! So? What did you think? PLEASE I beg you to review! I love reviews! Ohh and thanks to all of you who did review! You're a life saver!

Jessica