A/N: Bonjour audience! Ca va? A new chapter and sadly, this is next to the last chapter. I loved writing this piece, I'm just sad that now I have to move on to another piece. At least I will have more stories up my sleeve and I will make sure I write the whole story instead of writing along the way. It gets sooo damn boring that way. Anyways, enough of me. Enjoy the last chapter and remember to please review once your finished.

Three times turned
And your gone,
And your gone.
You are free,
You are free,
And It's a long way home

What have we done
Is it wrong
Is it wrong
Is it me, can't you see
It's a long way home

Remus cornered Lily the next morning; she was washing the dishes and she would occasionally look out the window. Dah-jah voo hit him hard in the back of his head. It was strange to be here and just to make sure he wasn't dreaming, he pinched his arm with his fingernails. Rubbing it, he grimaced. Defiantly not dreaming.

Hugging her from behind, he placed his head on her shoulder. She smiled as her hand came out of the soapy water and touched his left cheek. "Morning," Lily said, pointing to his birthday package that she gave to him last night. Evidently that was the small thump that had fallen off the bed. "Thank you," he said before kissing her cheek and reaching over to the package.

"Need any help with the dishes?" Remus offered, placing the gift aside.

"Not until you open your gift," Lily said, crossing her arms.

"Lily…"

"Remus, just open the damn gift already. Accept something for once. It's a present from me to you." She gave him an irritated look, showing she wasn't kidding, but Remus tried to distract her.

"You already gave me a gift last night Lily and I enjoyed it. Now as for the next scheduling…" Lily rolled her eyes at him and hit him in the arm before Remus went after her hand and pulled her closer to him, kissing her roughly on the lips. Lily placed a hand on the nape of his neck and ran her nails upwards into his hair and patted it down, making Remus soften the kiss, and soon enough, her head was resting on his chest as his arms encased her in his semi-lank frame.

"How about we forget about the dishes and head back upstairs to my bedroom."

"Don't think about it mister," Lily said as she parted from their hug and placed the package on his chest. Huffing a little before taking the package into his own hands and off his chest (no pun intended), Remus gave her an irritated.

Mocking her words, Remus opened the gift and to his surprise, it was an Olivander's wand box. He had forgot that he had lost his wand in the fire of his apartment. Amazing how she knew he needed one. "Thank you Lily," Remus said, smiling before hugging her.

"Now you can help with the dishes," she said, handing him the washing towel.

"Sneaky," Remus stated before drying some dishes manually.

"No, just evil thank you." She laughed like a mad scientist and Remus rolled his eyes.

"I'll give you evil. Meet me in the cellar at midnight." She slapped his arm, knowing what he meant.

"That reminds me, Dumbledore told me you needed a place to change and so you get a wonderful place located below this house. And don't give me that look. It's safer down there rather than being in a cellar in the woods." She handed him the last of the plates that needed to be dried.

"I think it would be safer to use the cellar in the woods far away from here."

"Have you never heard of charms and jinxes before Remus?" She gave him a serious look as she rinsed the bubbles from her hands and the basin.

"I just think it would be safer if I used the cellar."

"I think it would be safer if you used the dungeon below the basement."

"Oh, that changes everything!" He threw his arms into the air in mock happiness. Lily cracked a smile and Remus scowled at her. "Stop that, it's not funny!"

"No, but your behavior is." She laughed a little before a twinkle in her eye changed her look dramatically to an impish stare, the smile on her face implying sex. "I wonder: what feelings do you feel the day of the moon?"

Seeing the look on her face, Remus put two and two together and got the equation. "It changes and varies."

He placed the towel beside his wand on the counter and decided to walk away from the kitchen, leaving Lily just standing there with a look embarrassment and unapproval.

And I won't make your dreams come true,

It's all you.

You got to change your lonely ways,

To make it through.

Lily pounced on him sometime after dinner when they had reserved themselves to reading commonly difficult books. James had rang up five times to ask Lily out for the night, but she responded that she was sick every time.

Remus didn't let her know that he had been listening to her calls in the living room.

Sitting there vulnerably, he couldn't help but get distracted by the looks she kept on 'sneaking'. Turning pages that he hardly remembered the text to, he heard her impatiently drum her fingers on the back of her book and finally she got up and disappeared into the kitchen for what felt like a life time.

Remus decided to place his book away for the night after a long wait when Lily came back out, evidence to her change in clothes. He couldn't help but sneak a look at her in the silky clothing that he remembered not to be in her possession before.

Sitting back down in the chair she had been in earlier, he looked at her and noticed that her hair was up in a messy bun. Their eyes met for a moment and he quivered out, "The sun is getting dangerously low."

"I know,"

"I think I should go down to the dungeon now."

"I know," she whispered impishly.

Their eyes met again and Remus felt a surge of passion and control, domination and worship, erotica and … oh, so many other wolfish things.

"Should I get a blanket for you?"

"No, I haven't taken any wolfsbane tonight. I wouldn't want to rip your blanket."

"I have some… in the kitchen. Wolfsbane. Severus sent it earlier."

"Oh? And why are you telling me now?"

"Because you have to go down into the basement soon."

"I would rather not take it."

"Why?" Lily asked a little too quickly.

"Because I," he stammered out. Remus didn't want to tell her he liked the beast controlling him at those times. He never told anyone that he would sometimes 'forget' to lock the door and let the beast run out into the darkness.

Her eyes leered on him and he wanted to tell her but he couldn't; the purple silky cloth that wrapped her body was making her look alluring. The gown was hitched a little too high on her thighs and he could tell that she was wearing lacy undergarments. He knew she didn't care for thongs and so the next best thing was female briefs made out of lace. Remus could feel himself grow at the sight of her.

"Maybe you should get a blanket."

"Okay."

Lily sat there a little longer before getting up, moving past him instead of going around the back of the couch like she normally did. He noted that she smelled of pears.

When she came back, she was holding a thick comforter he also noticed she was holding a cup. Lily held out her hand to him and he took it obediently. She led him towards the kitchen and let go of his hand momentarily to open the door, but soon she was leading him to the cold basement and to a trap door, down another set of steps leading down to a room small enough room where he would stay.

She turned a lamp that was noticeably beat up and evidently worked by magic. A table was placed in the middle of the room, though Lily moved it easily to a corner and placed the blanket on top. Remus heard her take in a shaky breath before she faced Remus, holding out the cup she had carried down. "Drink up."

"Lily-"

"Remus, just drink, please."

Looking at her irritated, he shook his head.

"Remus, so I know that you'll be safe." She held the cup out a little farther and Remus took it, inhaling deeply before drinking the nasty liquid. Lily took the cup from him and turned slowly towards the table, placing the cup down before turning back to him.

Her actions were quicker this time as she stepped closer to him and started to lift his shirt up and over his head. Remus allowed her to do this, but couldn't help but shiver as she let her cold hands touch his old scars on his chest. She looked up at him and he said, "Your hands are cold."

"Really?" She lifted an eyebrow as her hand moved lower down his chest to abdominal and teased him at his waistline. "Still?"

Remus looked at her eyes and noticed how dark they looked in this light, even as bright as green as they were. He nodded and she stepped closer to him, their lips a little shy in distance. Lily looked into his eyes and could see everything he wanted in that one gaze. She let her tongue peak out and lick his lips. She noticed him shiver again; she smiled as he took control.

"I can kiss you without ever touching your lips."

Lily lifted her eyebrows at him and questioned this challenge. "Oh really?"

Remus nodded as he placed a hand around the backside of her waist, pulling her near him. She placed her own hand on his arm and tilted her head as he came in to kiss her, but veered left of her lips and instead kissed her neck, nibbling softly. Her eyes fluttered open in surprise and she made a sound, close to a moan. She felt a strong pulse pass through her groins, but she couldn't let it pass unnoticed. "Remus…"

His right hand cupped around her right breast and she felt another pulse pass through. His kisses traveled up her neck, nibbling along the way. She let her eyes close, but she moaned out Remus name three more times, each time he kissed her neck and each time he placed his hand somewhere new on her body. By the time he reached her lips, she had uttered out his name about two more times and her inhalation become rushed.

Looking at her eyes, the green orbs that pleased him so, she inhaled loudly, and shook her head. "You touched my skin."

"Not your lips." Remus slipped a cold up her gown and she shivered tremendously at the touch, her nipples hardening.

"Cold?"

"Very."

"Good."

Remus could feel the moon pressuring him, but he only wanted a little bit longer before he had to transform. He didn't even know if the wolfsbane was working, but he figured it was doing its magic as the feeling to transform passed over him momentarily.

His moves were quickened as he slid his fingers up her gown and caressed her breasts with his cold hands. She bit her lip and uttered out, "The table."

Remus kissed her collarbone this time, slipping the fabric off that clung to her bare shoulder. She moaned as he sucked on her skin, moving up towards her shoulder.

"Remus, the table," she moaned out louder. Responding to her cries and feeling the moon pressure him once more, he pushed her onto the table and as she tried to capture his lips, he wouldn't let her. Instead, she started to nibble on his skin but he moaned out, "Harder." She bit hard enough to draw blood and she soon felt his hands at her waist, pulling her underwear off. Lily reached between her and Remus and unzipped his pants, pulling them down along with his boxers. She stared at him point blank and took her gown off, throwing it to the ground. Lily wrapped her hands under and around Remus' arms, leaning him back onto her chest. She bit his skin softly, teasing him, but soon she was biting him hard in one place and then another.

Lily moved her hips underneath him and tried to get as close to the edge of the table as possible. It was unexpected, his first thrust. It was rough, hard and unexpected, filled with yearning. "Hurry," she whispered into his ear.

He obediently obeyed.

Thrusting harder and harder, cries getting louder and louder, the urge to transform, stronger and stronger…

"Remus," she screamed into the room, his body still moving like a wave; he wasn't giving up. He was going harder than before and Lily was climaxing along with him. The table and wall were meeting viciously as he drove harder into her. He was transforming more the closer he climaxed. Panting, he moaned with her, sweating just as hard, her nails driving into his back when at long last he drove into her once more, howling loudly. He let his head fall onto her chest, his now hairy and wolf-shapened head panting hot air on her breasts. Lily wrapped her legs around his hairy body and wrapped an arm around his back, the other musing with were his real hair had been at the back of his neck. The sweat disappeared, but his fur was wet.

Lily tried to let go of him at long last, but Remus still held onto her. She tried to push him, but he growled at her and his nails drove into her hips hard. She rubbed against him, arching and she could feel his hips reacting lightly, but she stopped him. "At least let me spread the blanket on the ground for us to lay on."

Strangely understanding, Remus lifted his head off of her and soon Lily had the blanket lying on the basement cement. She beckoned him towards her and he walked over to her on all fours; she laid down and he curled up against her.

Sometime in the middle of the night, the moon had shifted away into the clouds and the morning sun was climbing through the sky. Smiling, Remus hugged his hands around her tighter and he felt her legs crawl through his legs and wrapped herself into him like a little china doll.

You found a place

In outer space,

Where you don't hurt anymore

Awaking, Remus half expected to be alone, but found Lily wrapped in his arms. He smiled as he looked down at her clam face; Lily and James had gotten into a huge fight the night before and they were now separated. Smiling, Remus gently rolled his fingertips against the top of her skin lightly. She was perfect and she was his, just how he had always wanted her to be. He was sure his questions were answered.

Lily stirred lightly and soon enough, green met brown. They both smiled at one another and Lily lifted a hand to his left cheek, rubbing it softly. She kissed him lightly on the lips and placed a hand on his chest. Lily curled closer to his body and kissed his collarbone, nibbling a little.

"Lily…"

"I know, not today, but I just had the urge, you know—"

"I love you."

Lily's eyes flickered up at Remus and she blinked, caught by the element of surprise. Smiling, she replied, "I love you too."

Your lovely hand

Has slipped away,

And there is nothing left to say

And we were born

Of yellow sand.

There is no plan,

There is no end.

"I hate you!" she screamed at him, her hands balled into fists. Tears were running down her face and her stomach was prominent with a baby. She shouldn't have been screaming, she shouldn't have been yelling, she shouldn't have this much stress placed upon her; it wasn't healthy.

"You know that's not true!" he yelled back at her. Tears were forming in his eyes as the words she had just screamed at him hit him hard. "Lily, your just stressed. Please, sit down and take a rest. I'll get you some –"

"I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I want you to die! Fall down flat and die! You made me hate; you made me cry! You made me have this… thing grow inside of me! I hate you! I want it to die! You just couldn't stay away from me! I was happy with James! Just die!" Lily finished screaming at Remus, her hands balled in frustration, her cheeks red from screaming. An outraged look was displayed on her face as she grabbed the bowl from the coffee table and threw it at Remus. He dodged it and instead leapt at Lily. She screamed at him as he climbed up her to get to her arms and hold her down. "Hermione, please, calm down! You'll hurt yourself and the baby too!"

"I don't care! I want you and the baby to die!"

Remus couldn't handle this anymore. He apperated her and himself to St. Mungo's where the healers had a hell of time calming her down to the point where they didn't have to use restraints, but they pretty damn close. It took fifteen tries to make her drink the sleeping potion and when she finally did, they set her up a room in the maternal department. Remus held her hand, his thumb rubbing over hers. She hated him and why? Because he loved her? He couldn't understand any of this, but as she fluttered her eyes, all the thoughts he had passed over and he held her hand tighter.

"Remus." Her voice was faint and she sounded so very tired.

"Shhh, you need your rest Lily." She shook her head and tears formed in her eyes.

"I can't.. I don't… I love you but –"

"Lily, just sleep."

"No, Remus, listen. What are we going to do with the baby?"

"Raise it like every other parent in the world."

"How are we going to keep it away from Sirius and James?"

"We'll move!"

"No… I can't… just please… don't make this—"

"Worse? Lily, I love you! Once you give birth, everything will fall into it's place." He smiled at Lily and kissed her hand as tears overflowed down his cheek. Lily placed a hand onto his cheek and shook her head.

"I don't want to upset you Remus."

"How will we raise the child? Living a double life is going over the edge, you—"

The look in Lily's eyes made him stop. She couldn't… would she? She was always so caring to children, why would she want to end a child's life? "Your too far along in the pregnancy."

"The orphanage works, you think?"

"Lily… I was as an orphan. I will not have a child of mine living like that."

"There is one other option Remus."

"What's that?" He could feel the anger bubbling up in him; it wasn't right for her to be talking about this to him.

"You could raise her and I'll help support her once I go back to work." He shook his head placed his head on top of the fist he had made with her hand between. Looking back up, his eyes were blood shot. "Lily, please, don't… do this. Your making a mistake."

Shaking her head Lily looked down at the sheet where the bump was at. "This one is going to be an early riser. She's going to be coming soon."

Remus smiled a little and asked, "Your sure it's going to be a she?"

Smiling back at Remus, she nodded. "Positive Remus."

Sometime later, a healer advanced Remus, smiling boldly. "You can go and see her now. She's just feeding her."

Remus smiled and walked into Lily's room and smiled. She had Lily's head, noise and hair but her eyes were brown like Remus' and he swore she even had his chin, but her lips were plump, like her mother's.

"She resembles you more," Lily said unexpectantly. Smiling up at Remus, she held out the little child. Being cautious, he sat down on the bed before taking her. Smiling down at the little girl, he looked back up at Lily.

"I called the orphanage they have contacted a couple eager to take her. All we have to do is sign the papers and she is theirs for the keep. The lady called back and said that the parents wanted us to leave a little mark on her, meaning name wise. They want us to give her one name." Lily's face fell a little, but when she looked at the baby she smiled.

"Hermione. It reminds me of the colour of her eyes and it resembles you. It meanseloquence, curious to learn." She smiled up at Remus and looked back down at her darling daughter. Remus couldn't help but smile with her and think about the resemblance of the name and the familiarity.

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