Wing's of a Butterfly

Chapter Four Episode Butterflied

CH1 Sara is attacked by Dr. Lurie and Grissom decides it is time to tell her a few things about his feelings about her. So yes GSR,

CH2 Sara's in hospital, what happens now Grissom? GSR

CH3 They go to her in tears but one,GSR

CH4 I can see and hear you, but I can not say

I'm glad that so many people like this story. This is not a re-write I've corrected a few things, nothing major though, Enjoy :)

Slumbering sleep claimed Grissom in the early mornings but soon he was dragged by his feet when his dream became a nightmare.

"SARA!" he yelled louder than he wanted to, his gaze fell to the sleeping form of the woman who single handedly shook his life, 'just like a snow globe' he thought with what little humor he had left. Seeing his hand laced fingers along with hers, he hadn't let go in fear she would slip away with out him.

5:47am the clock read, and Grissom gave a sigh, gently brushing Sara's hair with his fingers. Each strand of hair fell between his fingers and slipped away like silk. Grissom looked out of the window of the small single room, he closed his eyes at first to protect his eyes from the brightness of the early sun rise.

"It's a wonderful day Sara, I wish you could see it, I wish you could hear me or can you?" he paused and once again looked at her motionless body, " I wish this didn't happen, not to you or anyone" as the suns rays glared through the window and casting a golden glow upon her body Grissom could not hold back the tears, "I want you to be okay and" his tears broke his voice and rendered him soundless, the suns glare became lighter, "I won't give up on you, I'm I'm here for you Sara" the tears were hard as he brought her hand up towards his face, his head nearing her bed he quietly cried, Nicky's way to release pain and worries, it seemed to work, each tear cleansing his soul for clear thought.

"Grissom, is is that you?

I feel the warmth of the sun and your hand.

Are you crying?

If I could move, I would catch your fallen tears, can you hear me?"

Within her condition of constant slumber and her injuries she could feel her body begin to warm with little life, her sight was that of a shimmer, she hid in the suns flair of golden richness of its rays, she saw Grissom by her side, hand in hand and she placed a hand on his shoulder and whispered in his ear.

Can you hear me Gil,

I do not intend to lose this battle, if I do, I will lose you,

Gil, the others are at the door,

dry your tears honey

I WILL fight and be with you again Promise

Grissom felt the presence of a hand leave his shoulder "Sara?" his voice barley above a whisper, and looked towards the window, seeing the light dust glitter in the rays of the sun. Grissom stirred out towards the window as the figure disappeared, He did hear something, was it Sara?

"Gil, you okay" Catherine spoke, "Did you get any sleep?" even when he nodded, she knew his answer was not entirely true. Warrick walked in shortly behind her with Nick, "Hey Griss, I got you some coffee" Nick spoke as soon as he entered the room,

"Thank you Nicky" Grissom spoke and stood to retrieve the coffee, "Um guys can I speak to Gil alone for a sec" Catherine asked, the two men shared a look but walked out of the room.

"Cath?" Grissom was beginning to get confused as Catherine walked further on in to the small room

"Gil, are you okay, you spoke Sara's name to the window as I came in, and you look dreadful" Catherine's eyes shone with true concern and Grissom noticed

"I, you won't understand Cath" Grissom tried to avoid the conversation,

"Try me" Catherine was now sitting on the edge of Sara's bed, ready to listen,

"I, I thought I heard Sara, I felt her touch on my shoulder" he shook his head, "Silly I know"

"Well, maybe not, it could be she is sending you a message that she will not give up, look Gil, we all know you have feelings for Sara, and she feels the same"

"Catherine" Grissom tried to interrupt but she continued

"No Gil, you and Sara have some kind of link trust me, look go home and try to rest, tomorrow or later we'll make a time table to fit this in, work and sleep"

"But if she.." Grissom yet again was interrupted, Catherine was very pushy when it came to her friends.

"No Gil you are a mess, I will phone if anything changes or when the doctor comes in with news, also keep your phone on because Brass has been interrogating Lurie"

All Grissom could do was nod, he finished his coffee with haste knowing that Catherine wanted him to get some well needed rest. He placed the plastic cup in the small bin by the door and looked at Catherine once more,

"Okay but promise to phone me no matter what the time is" and with that Grissom made his exit, saying his good byes to Warrick and Nick, they were just about to enter the room.

"How did you manage to do that" Warrick asked, while he walked through the door,

"Hey I've been his friend for years, and he knows that I'm right" Once again silence smothered the room, it was almost deafening.

"You know Gil said he heard and felt Sara behind him, is that possible?" Catherine was the first to break the silence,

"What, how" Nick asked and his gaze fell upon her sleeping face,

"Never mind" and silence took over like a blanket as Warrick held Catherine within his warm embrace.

Grissom gave a long sigh of frustration, he fumbled around for his keys which ended up falling to the concrete floor out side the hospital, "Damn it" he spoke, listening to the sound of his keys, they sound like wind chimes as he held them up by the key tag.

Grissom sat in the drivers seat, silence enveloped him until the sky gave in to the tears and started to rain, each rain drop echoed in the car, then Grissom sprung with shook, his phone rang loud and and disturbed the blanket of soundless thought like a knife.

"Grissom" He spoke in his usual tone

"Gil, Lurie's going down for attempted murder of Sara, he also confessed to Debbie's murder" Brass paused waiting for a response

"Gil?"

"Finally" Brass could hear the relief in his friends voice and smiled

"He's not going to see the light of day so I'll see you later bye"

"Thanks Jim, bye" both hung up the phone

Hope you like... ch 5 soon