Wing's of a Butterfly

Chapter Four Episode Butterflied

CH1 Sara is attacked by Dr. Lurie and Grissom decides it is time to tell her a few things about his feelings about her. So yes GSR,

CH2 Sara's in hospital, what happens now Grissom? GSR

CH3 They go to her in tears but one,GSR

CH4 I can see and hear you, but i can not say

CH5 Settling the mind

Wow, I did not know so many people like this one fic I am truly happy now Thank you all - oh yeah and now I got my word office working, I'll be updating and fixing my capitals lol.

It's been two days since the former Doctor Vincent Lurie was finally arrested, but still Sara sleeps in a dreamless slumber. Grissom knew that he could not stay, but he wished with all his heart just to be there by her side, to stay so when she woke, he'll be the first person she sees, but he also knew that could take awhile.

"Mr, Grissom I am curious as to why you have came to my cell before my trail" Lurie spoke, sheer satisfaction dripped off every word he spoke.

Grissom just walked calmly towards the other seat, almost feeling someone there other than Lurie and himself. Grissom was being monitored by Brass and two other police personnel, Brass can remember words muttered by a sleep taken man beside a bed of a sleeping beauty, ' police will have to arrest me for what I do to you'.

Silence filled the room like a heavy blanket, woven and cross-stitched with tension that could suffocate either man or beast. The smile of complete satisfaction upon Lurie's face sent cold shivers to race down Grissom's neck and through his body, but still, Grissom's eyes just focused upon this bad example of a human. "I'm just here to ask you why" the words came steady but if Grissom looked in the eyes of Sara's attacker, his words would betray him for sure.

Once again emptiness, silence as Grissom took the seat next to him, Lurie leaned in further, resting his hands on the cold steel table with a smile that made even Brass's face pallid.

"Did you see, Debbie" he spoke slightly above a whisper, Grissom looked confused "Her hair, eyes, body and lips" then Grissom remembered just how much Sara looked like Debbie, the victim. "Even I saw the whore in her just like I did with Debbie" Grissom was getting tense balling his hands into a tight fist making his knuckles turn white, but he knew it was best not to tip the boat and lash out on this inhuman object, Lurie sat back, tipping his seat slightly, watching the man in front of him spin through so many emotions and moods, almost enjoying the scene before him.

"Sara... Sara is not, you give me a good reason why I shouldn't hit you right now!" The anger was now creeping through Grissom's walls, and showing on the outside.

"She is Debbie, and she would of loved me in time, she does love me, but you are the one she calls" Lurie's face flickered with anger "She hit me just like her then called another lovers name" Grissom started to become more curious than before he entered this small room. 'Another lovers name, Sara?' Lurie paused in his ramblings and just stirred straight at Grissom, "She always thought she could get away but no, I made sure that she would never betray anyone again" Grissom then dared himself to look upon the eyes of Lurie. "Are we talking about Debbie or Sara, did you also kill Debbie's lover" Grissom asked hoping that he also went down for the two murders that he did not so long ago, Lurie just smirked sitting there enjoying the teasing towards Grissom, nodding his head he sat forward again.

"Debbie thought she could get away and betray me with that idiot, so I killed her and that idiot of a lover she had on the side, as for Sara Sidle, she was a fighter" "IS.. is a fighter, she is not dead, she will fight" Grissom interrupted, Lurie just shrugged his shoulders "Better off next time, she fought back but once she knew she would not win she screamed and called for you" That was it a full confession that is all the police needed, that is all Grissom needed to rest his mind of cogs.

The tow police men outside entered when Grissom nodded, giving the okay. Brass, still standing in front of the two way mirror, looked up towards the heavens giving his thanks that this scum bag with be put away forever. 'A silent pray I plead to you. Guide Sara to life and Grissom ' Brass never saw himself as a religious person but he thought that a pray or two wouldn't hurt.

Walking out of the interragation room into the next, Grissom came face to face with Brass. Knowing he witnessed all of this and possibly more, he just nodded and walked off along side Brass. Their next job was the damn paper work and write up on the confession.

Long hours passed and Grissom seemed to wonder off. Hoping Sara is okay even though he is not there by her side. 'Catherine would call if something is wrong, I'm sure of it'

Grissom awoke suddenly, he didn't mean to fall asleep but it was well needed. The sun was harsh, not even the blinds could stand in the way of its piercing rays. Grissom was not alone, across the room was Brass. He finished off his paper work along with Gil and now had his head hung over open folders. For a moment Grissom found the golden rays more interesting than anything else, dust glittered through it like a fantasy film full of magic. Through he fogginess of his mind, Grissom thought he could hear a whisper, and he listened.

''Griss, you didn't give up, none of you guys gave up, you all are very strong

thank you, but...

I must go, I'm too tired now

bye Gil'

"Sara Wait!" He yelled, now standing and holding out his hand as if he alone can grab her and pull her back, back into his arms safe.

"Gil?" Brass spoke quickly, He woke up after Grissom yelled out Sara's name. Seeing him standing there with his hand outstretched into the sun.

"Gil are you okay? Gil answer me" Brass began to worry, walking over and noticing Grissom's face was so pale.

"I... I keep seeing her Jim, we need to get to the hospital" Grissom muttered, placing his hand at his side.

"I think you need to go home Gil, please you don't look so good" A moment passed as Grissom tried to refuse, then his phone rang abruptly cutting off what ever argument he had.

"Grissom"

"Gil we need you at the hospital now, its Sara"

"Whats wrong Cath please tell me"

"I...I don't know Gil, the doctors just keep coming in and out with unsure looks on their face, and the consultant or someone said she's ..."

"Catherine?"

"Gil just get your ass down here now, your the only one who understands this stuff"

"Right"

"Jim we've got to go now, something is wrong with Sara"

"Right"

Brass not trying to go over the speed limit, drove Grissom to the hospital where they met Nick out side comforting Greg. They followed Grissom and Brass into the building silently. Brass new something big was wrong, Nick barely lifted his head from his shoulders, and Greg he was too busy suppressing his own cries to notice Catherine and Warrick down the hall way.

"Gil" was all Catherine could manage, before she turned into Warrick's arms for her own comfort.

Grissom and Brass along with Nick and Greg, Followed Catherine and Warrick to the relatives room where they were told to go.

They waited in the relatives room for what seemed like hours, then the doctor appeared in the door way,

"Family and friends of Miss Sidle?" They all nodded in reply, Grissom really didn't like the look on the doctors face.

The doctor closed the door with a silent hush, then fiddled with his glasses on the bridge of his nose as he sat down and waited till all was seated, the look upon his face was grim.

A/N some people know what that look on a doctors face after something terrible, but right now I'm trying to think what should happen to Sara, Die or Live?

I'll let the reviews help me on this... its up to you to influence me lol

If theres anything wrong like spelling and punctuation in this story don't be a fool, tell me :) , it'll be good to see if people will like it or not :)