Wing's of a Butterfly
Chapter Four Episode Butterflied
CH1 Sara is attacked by Dr. Lurie and Grissom decides it is time to tell her a few things about his feelings about her. So yes GSR,
CH2 Sara's in hospital, what happens now Grissom? GSR
CH3 They go to her in tears but one,GSR
CH4 I can see and hear you, but i can not say
CH5 Settling the mind
CH6 With me, With you
Wow, I did not know so many people like this one fic I am truly happy now Thank you all - oh yeah and now I got my word office working, I'll be updating and fixing my capitals lol.
I know this chapter is up quicker than I usually do them, its just I have an idea that I need to get down quickly before I lose it :) and everyone who reviewed so far don't want Sara to die... first off I want to thank every one who made a review and who read this fic. Second, the poll is tipping n your favor..
On with the story then, so what happens to Sara, and to Grissom? You'll see...
The room seemed to spin, Grissom had to sit down quickly, his knees were given in. He knew what the doctor was going to say, he's seen that face made too often within his own job.
It was a look of bad news, bad news that you do not wish to speak. Whether or not you know that one person who's life is slipping away at your finger tips, you still do not wish to speak of their misfortune. His pale ashen face, shaken hands and distant eyes were enough to tell the truth. Sara was slipping too far away to hold her any longer.
Catherine stood up abruptly shaking her head in disagreement. Warrick who took the seat next to Greg who finally returned to the hospital with nick, stood up and walked towards Catherine, holding his arms out as he approached her, intending to pull her into a hug of comfort till she moved around and faced the doctor.
"No! You- you dare say she's..." Catherine found she couldn't finish her sentence as Warrick came up behind her placing his hands on her shoulder,
"Miss Willows, I'm sorry but.."
"This is Sara here, she- she does not give up so easily" She countered, stopping the doctor in mid-sentence, She began to shut down and let her sobs flow along with her tears that came quickly down her cheeks. Catherine's body began to shake. She can't lose another friend, not like Holly Gibbs no another.
"Cath, Cath please every one has limits, Sara well her limit is..."
"Not now thats for sure, Sara will fight" Catherine was about to have another go at the doctor but Grissom stood up.
"Catherine please, enough. Dr. James how bad is it" He tried to keep his emotions inside but that bottle within his stomach began to crack.
"Her heart has weakened, probably because of the ordeal she's been through, maybe stress or some other reason" The doctor paused, letting Grissom have time to let this sink in, once he saw the shattered man before him take his seat once more, he continued.
"She has no activity of her own, Sara's heart is being pumped artificially including her breathing, Theres really nothing else we can do for her now"
Greg sensed that there was something else unsaid, he had to find out, but did he really want to know what it is?
"And" was all Greg could manage
"And we believe she will not wake up either, also I need to make sure that you are aware that you may need to switch off her life support" The doctor shook his head.
Everyone was shocked, turning off her life support was wrong, it could kill her...
"Can we see her please" Grissom asked calmly, hoping that they could, they weren't family but they were close enough. Seeing the doctor nod his head, the gang followed him out the door.
Again down this same corridor, again some thing is wrong with Sara. What if she dies? What will I do then? A life with out Sara, God I don't want to think of it... Sara please I'm still here, I'll be with you but not till the end, no forever, when you wake up
"Um, the swelling has came down a lot from within her head, I'm sorry but thats really all the good news I've got, Dr Ket is in there with her now you can get more information from him" Dr. James spoke hoping that maybe some good news is all they needed to keep their strength up to walk down the halls. Grissom just nodded.
Again silence covered like a blanket, and tension in the air could be cut with a knife. They approached the lift to take them to the floor where Sara lay to sleep. Catherine was still in Warrick's arms with her own tears coming down harder as they came closer to Sara's room, Nick and Greg, those two are like brothers to Sara, they too were allowing there sobs escape even Brass. Brass knew that he too should stay strong but looking at his best friend of years let the single tear cruise down his rosed cheeks made it hard to. ' What is on Gil's mind? I know we must stay strong but if she... Cath's right, Sara is a fighter you'll see Gil you'll see '
Brass continued to watch the lift door as it closed, still lost in thought as the gentle pulling of the lift began. His train of thoughts was derailed as was everyones thoughts and silent cries when Grissom punched the inner walls of the lift with a frustrated look upon his face. Another tear fell from his crystal blue eyes as he slumped into the corner.
"Gil its okay" Brass tried to reason with him
"No its not Jim its not, Sara should not even be here" The lift doors opened with an regretting hush. Brass helped Grissom up to his feet and they both followed the others down the hall.
Sara's Room
Beep, beep, beep was the only sound besides the almost silent sighs of her breathing. The room was cold now, and only a few rays of the afternoon sun pierced through the thick hospital curtains. Flowers still stood proud on the nightstand besides her bed from the last visit from the gang, fallen petals dominated on and around the nightstand.
"Dr. Ket" Grissom spoke first
Ah the pager guy, watch it Griss, he may make his pager go off Warrick thought to himself, he was still convinced that if this doctor got in a tight spot, he made his pager go off just to get out of it 'medical emergency'
"Oh Mr. Grissom, I take it you've heard about the bad news?" He looked at everyone in front of him, seeing nods all around. "Right then, theres been no change yet but we're not expecting any though, I am sorry, swelling has gone down within the skull but unfortunately not enough, and the bruises around her mid section and along her spin has subsided slightly so if she actually did wake up, she'll be able to walk and such" The doctor placed the clip board back at the end of the bed "I'll leave you alone for a while but you have to consider the fact that she may never wake up, the machines are keeping her alive, and you may..."
"We know Dr. We know of the decision" Grissom whispered, trying to stay strong once more.
The Doctor nodded and noticed that the present company are not in the mood. So with Grissom's last statement, he left them and exited the room.
Grissom stepped forward, afraid to see her face as it did not look like Sara, His Sara at all...
'You've been there for me Sara, please don't leave me alone
You have been with me, now let me be with you'
Because I don't want to be alone, not any more'
A/N Okay so far the poll is at Sara live 4 and Sara die 0
her odds are living are looking good and I'm not a doctor lol
I'm really glad that so many like this story.
If theres anything wrong like spelling and punctuation in this story don't be a fool, tell me :) , it'll be good to see if people will like it or not :)