Cherry Petals 3 (sasusaku POV)

By: kohana28

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Heartbreak

We both grew older

We both became stronger

Through those years of training

Our eyes never meeting

I thought I could just settle my heart

All the time that we were apart

How wrong I was for when I saw you

I stopped in my tracks … so did you

My calloused hands longed to touch you face

Envelop you in a tight embrace

My eyes grew wide as I realized

Longing was evident in your eyes

The cold façade I made when my clan died

Emotions I feel inside it cannot hide

I took a step back in confusion

My lips quivering, full of hesitation

Eventually, I have grown weary

This kind of burden I cannot carry

You are so near, yet so far away

You were never meant in my heart to stay

I know I have been foolish before

Now, I am hurt all the more

Seeing you in just a distance

Is enough to put me in a trance

When will that day come?

When all my undoing comes undone…

I should have been long over in waiting patiently

It's time to move on, live freely

Her sudden change took me by surprise

Her usual warmness turned cold as ice

I tried in vain, to stop my heart beating so fast

Recede my feelings, is a must

I tried to think this is for the best

Turn everything into a jest

It breaks my heart, but I must fly

Away from him, or else I'll die

The hope I had was broken apart

Shreds of my dream, beneath my heart

How could I have fallen for him?

When there are better men waiting…

Jealousy consumed my mind

Although I did try to be kind

I still chose him above everyone

Never even regretting what I had done

She had swiftly stolen my heart

And forever to be her part

His harsh words didn't matter to me

For I have always believed in my fantasy

I would have willingly given anything

To erase the times I called her annoying

Every word that he had uttered

Pierced through me, battered

What else could I do?

Start something anew?

Will he even accept me?
And love me truly…

It's absurd how our lives go

So much changes in one blow

The choices you take

The decisions you make

May be the reason of our heartbreak