Chapter 4

Tasuki's perspective

I heard the door slam, a while after that my sister came upstairs and said, "What did you do to him?" I looked at her upset and said, "What do you mean?"

"Don't play dumb with me you ass,"

"Wha-"

"Shut up! And listen to me….Kai left here crying….well not crying but with tear's in his eyes... now my question is what the hell did you do to him?"

"Nothing,"

"I'm really doubting that, you know ever since we moved here you've been nothing but an ass and honestly it's really annoying…now what did you do to Kai?"

"NOTHING, NOW GET OUT!" My sister looked at me in shock and then left my room without another word. I then sank to the ground and started to stare out the window again. I touched my lips and felt the kiss that Kai had planted on me just a while earlier. I think he actually is in love with me... but why? I thought about it quietly for a long while, and then I went outside and started to walk towards Kai's house.

I don't know why but I felt like I had to apologize to him for what I had done. I finally reached his house and he was sitting on his porch…..crying….I stared at him for a moment then I walked over and said, "Hey," he looked up at me with red eyes and then said, "What do you want?"

"To apologize,"

"For what! I'm the one who made an ass of myself….I never should've kissed you,"

"You can't help who you like, can you?"

"I guess not." He started to dry his face, from the tears he had cried. I knelt down beside him and helped him wipe his face as I said, "I'm glad that there are no hard feelings though,"

"Yah…I mean….just get away from me Tasuki…next time I may not be able to stop myself," I didn't move…I mean, I never had a girlfriend and maybe what I needed was a boyfriend so why not try it out. What am I saying I don't like either…what is wrong with me. So I got up and said, "Well I'll see you around," Right then Kai seemed to get courageous, he got up and kissed me again this time he pinned me to the house and it wasn't just lips this time it was tongue too. "Mmmm," was all I could get out.

Kai finally ran out of steam and let go, "I'm sorry," he said quietly.

"It's okay…I kinda liked it," I stared at him and then I said, "I know that may sound weird but it's true I've never been kissed before and well you know," Kai seemed to be lost for words, finally he managed to speak, "I'm such a dolt."

Then he ran off again but before he could get away from me again I chased after him yelling, "Why do you run from your problems, Kai?"

"I don't… I save others from myself," He yelled back as he continued to run. Finally I caught up to him and pinned him to the ground breathing heavily. It felt a little kinky to be lying on top of a guy but then I finally said, "What is wrong with you?"

"I…love…..you….that's what's wrong with me…I can't stop myself from pouncing you," I stared at him, totally and completely speechless. He couldn't see my face because he was under me facing the ground and I was on top of him, holding him down. I got up slowly then when I was standing I helped him up and Kai stared at me, half expecting me to say something but nothing came out.

Kai leaned forward, and then paused as if waiting for me to come closer to him. I stared at him and then something came over me and I leaned forward and grabbed Kai's shirt, I brought his face inches from mien and then said, "I don't know why…..but…I want you," Then I kissed him on the lips long and hard. Kai seemed surprised but then he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me back.

After a couple minutes of making out I heard a gasp from somewhere near the house and it seemed so did Kai and we immediately pulled away and saw the person who made the sound and let's just say it wasn't just any innocent by stander.