Several hours later,
Tony arrived at the hospital. He had briefly considered buying
flowers, just to wind Jack up, but had decided to give him a break
considering he'd just had a heart attack. He had, however, picked
up a bunch for Michelle, although he hadn't quite worked out if he
should give them to her or not.
Not quite managing to hide the
smile created by his daydreams, he wandered into Jack's room. Jack
didn't actually look that bad, considering he'd been tortured to
death. His daughter actually looked worse than he did, cuts and
bruises lining her face, her eyes red from crying. He greeted them
both and sat himself down when a blonde woman appeared. Tony
recognised her as the woman from the other day, the one with the
terrorist sister. Kate beckoned to Kim, leading her out of the
room.
Once they were gone, Tony shook his head and muttered,
"You're in hospital, and you still manage to pull. I'm
impressed." Jack laughed at this, the effort causing him to double
over in pain. Tony looked on with fear in his eyes, he really didn't
want to lose any more of his friends. As he went to get the nurse,
Jack called him back, insisting he was fine, still with a smile on
his face.
"So what about you? How are things between you and
Michelle?" Aware that he had been stumbling block between them,
forcing Michelle to act against Tony, he hoped that they'd been
able to work it out. Since Nina had been revealed as a mole, Tony'd
had a hard time trusting anyone when it came to relationships. Jack
hoped he hadn't destroyed any chances Tony had at trusting a girl
again, he deserved a break.
"She spent the night at my place."
It wasn't exactly a lie. Besides, it had been ages since he'd
been able to brag about a girl, any girl, and Michelle was
spectacular. He watched with amusement as Jack's eyes widened in
disbelief.
"Was that a good idea…I mean after what you'd
been through…" Jack trailed off, unsure of what to say. He hadn't
seen Tony in a while, but even so, this was totally out of
character.
Tony laughed, "It wasn't as good as it sounds. She
fell asleep in the taxi and I couldn't get her to wake up. Then she
spent the entire day asleep." He didn't add details about
anything else, they were moments he didn't want to share.
"That
is priceless, wait till I tell everyone." Jack enjoyed winding Tony
up as much as Tony enjoyed winding Jack up. Tony punched him lightly
on the arm and they both laughed.
"So is there anything there?"
Jack asked.
Tony looked at the floor, "I think so, I hope so.
But she was pretty messed up by what happened. I don't know… I
get the feeling that she's been burnt pretty badly before."
"She's not the only one," Jack murmured quietly. This
surprised Tony. He'd not gotten on with Jack when he was the boss
of CTU, but the day that Teri died had forced a bond between them, a
link made up of guilt and betrayal. Even so, they'd never spoken of
Nina before, it was too difficult a subject for them to discuss.
Tony
nodded in response, then looked towards the women who were having
coffee just outside the room. "No, she's not." Jack nodded in
reply, his eyes following Tony's. That was the closest that either
of them would ever get to having a conversation about Nina and the
damage she did to their lives. The conversation quickly turned to
less painful subjects, and it wasn't long before Tony excused
himself, saying goodbye to Kate and Kim as he left.
He
spent the next couple of hours fretting over what to wear for the
evening. It wasn't exactly a date, and he still wasn't entirely
sure how she felt about him. Although she'd kissed him twice, she'd
been in floods of tears on both occasions. He couldn't work out
whether she actually liked him, or if she'd just needed comfort.
The damage caused by Nina was clear, before becoming involved with
her, he'd trusted his instincts entirely; but now he was suspicious
of the motives of anyone who professed to like him.
So he spent
an hour trying to decide what to wear to a non-date with a girl he'd
spent six months fantasizing about, but barely knew outside of work.
He wanted there to be contrast with the Tony she saw at work, but at
the same time, he didn't want it to look like he was trying to
impress her in case she only saw him as a friend. But then again,
what if she had made a real effort, and he looked like he couldn't
be bothered, he couldn't bear the thought of hurting her like that.
In the end, he settled upon a pair of nice jeans and a tight fitting
t-shirt that looked presentable without making him seem desperate or
over- confident.
Finally ready to go, he glanced at the clock and
was surprised by the time. He was going to be late. He considered
phoning to let her know, but somehow it seemed too pushy.
Michelle
was in pretty much the same predicament. Having spent the majority of
the day catching up on missed sleep and food, she had spent the last
few hours cleaning up. Upon leaving, her brother had decided to take
all of his stuff, making her apartment seem empty. She tried to
rearrange her stuff, but it still looked empty.
She'd set out
some food and had been slightly embarrassed by the amount of alcohol
she had. Her brother didn't like it when she got wasted, and so
she'd been slowly accumulating a variety of drinks.
Having done
this, she realised she'd left herself less time than she would have
liked to get ready. She took a rushed shower, but decided to leave
her hair as it was, it took far too much effort to get it to do
anything. She was less than pleased by her appearance, her face
looked drawn and her eyes had a haunted expression about them. She
briefly considered caking herself in makeup to hide it, but dismissed
the idea quickly. Tony had seen the way she looked, so she wouldn't
be fooling anyone. Plus, the faint shadow of bruises had started to
appear on her face from where she'd been hit in the explosion, and
she didn't think she could bear to put makeup on these, they were
fairly painful.
Tired and uncomfortable, she selected a
comfortable pair of trousers and a nice top that she knew suited her.
She looked nice, but not like she was expecting anything. She could
also be comfortable, which with the way she was feeling, was very
necessary.
It wasn't until after this that she noticed the time.
He was already ten minutes late. From this, her mind immediately
leaped to 'What if?' Tony had been right when he guessed that
Michelle had been hurt in the past, she had been hurt far worse than
she would ever care to admit. Although she trusted Tony, it didn't
take much to convince her that there was nothing between them, that
he had just been trying to comfort her, and that she had taken it
further than he wanted. Why else would he stand her up?
