AN: I'm am so sorry that I didn't update for awhile, the next chapter might take a little longer too, just to warn you. Oh and I got a lot of mistakes because I'm half German and half American and I live in Germany so I talk and write more German than English. So here is the next chapter. Oh and thanks for the Reviews.

Heartbreaks and Decisions

Shiho POV

I was really scared the minute I was alone. I didn't wanna sleep all alone so I got up and went over to Akimi's room.

I opened the room and climbed next to her. "Akimi I'm scared I can't sleep."

Then a deep voice answered. "You can stay here but I'm not Akimi."

" Gin? What are you doing here? Where is Akimi?" I asked confused.

"Well this is my room, I guess you went into the wrong room. Akimi is in the other room." He answered. "Oh, I'm sorry. Did I wake you?" I asked. (Uh, she's asks a lot, doesn't she? grin)

"Oh no, not at all. I was just thinking about the days events." He answered looking out the window.

"Oh yeah about that, thanks for rescuing me. I would have been a goner." I said with a smile.

Gin looked at me with big eyes. "What's wrong? Do I have something on my face?" I asked looking for a mirror. "No but I was shocked the great and intelligent Shiho Miyano smiling, wow and I was the first to ever see it, I'm honored." I hit him playfully on the arm and we joked a little longer.

Normal POV

Next morning Akimi and Kazuha wanted to wake up Shiho with a pillow fight but she wasn't there.

So they went to Shinichi to see if she was with him, but she wasn't. Then they went to Gin.

There they found Shiho curled up next to Gin and they were fast asleep till Akimi threw a pillow at Gin and that hit him right in the middle of his face. "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?" Gin yelled and with that he woke up Shiho. "Well, why is Shiho in your bed, Gin?" Shinichi asked pronouncing his name. "Uhm, Shiho came in yesterday because she was scared and couldn't sleep so we talked a little and I guess we fell asleep after a while." Gin explained.

Akimi went over to Shiho and sat down. "But why didn't you come to me, that's what you usually did?" Shiho answered staring in her sisters eyes. "Well, I wanted to go to you," Akimi opened her mouth to say something but Shiho wasn't finished yet. "but because it was dark I went in the wrong room, sorry." Shinichi looked like he was going to kill someone but he just asked.

"And tell us why you didn't leave. Please enlighten me- uh I mean us." "I thanked him, we started joking around and talked a little and I wanted to go but I fell asleep, I'm so sorry."

Everyone was quiet and Shinichi gave Gin a death glare while Akimi looked at Shiho in a disappointment. Suddenly Kazuha had enough and exclaimed.

"Come on, the breakfast is probably ready so let's go down and eat." They all left the room but Shiho and Gin were left behind. "Just perfect, Shinichi is mad at me Akimi is mad at me, everyone is mad at me. We just totally fucked up." Shiho got up and ran in her room she got dressed and stayed in her room so did Gin.

So the whole went by just terribly, Shinichi sulked in his room and glared at his wall Akimi did the same, Gin stayed in his room sleeping some more, Shiho locked herself since morning in her room after a few hours Kazuha tried to get her back out while Heiji tried to get Shinichi out who by the way looked himself in his room too and it went like that the rest of the week.

"Shiho please it can't be that bad. You have to eat something. Oh come on at least say something so I know I'm not just talking to a door, PLEASE! Oh I give up do what you like, I'll try to get Akimi out of her room." So Kazuha went over to Akimi's room and knocked there and tried a few times but then she gave up too.

"Come on, Shinichi don't be a pussy. Get out here and fight for her say something to Gin and don't sit in there. Are you a man or a worm? Come on Shinichi say something." Then Heiji saw Kazuha coming up to him.

"So did you get them out? No?" Kazuha nodded. "And you? Any improvements?" She asked.

"No he won't talk to me or show any sign of even being in there."

"Same here." She answered.

Suddenly the door rang downstairs and the butler opened it.

"Yes? May I ask who you are?" He asked the two girls standing in the doorway.

"I am Ran and this is Sonoko, we heard that Shinichi was at his parents house so we wanted to visit, is he here?" Ran asked. "Yes, please come in, you can wait in the foyer, I will get master Shinichi."

Upstairs Heiji and Kazuha were still thinking how to get Shinichi out of his room as suddenly the butler came up. "What is it?" Heiji asked. "Two young women are waiting downstairs for Master Shinichi." Before he knocked Kazuha stopped him by asking who these women are. At the answer Kazuha ran downstairs and Heiji send the butler away and said. "You can go I'll get him out."

After the man left Heiji knocked furiously on the door. "Shinichi open this door right now. Ran is here what should we do?" The door was ripped open immediately. "WHAT? What the fuck is she doing here? Oh shit wait I got an idea, oh this is perfect. Heiji I need your help. You have to get Shiho down there somehow. Got it." And Shinichi ran down the stairs.

"Oh sure, I'll just walk right up to her door and knock and she'll come right out. Dream on. Oh great how am I gonna do this? Think think think… Come on Heiji you can do it." Heiji said to himself as he walked over to Shiho's room. He knocked and said.

"Uhm Shiho, please open the door can I talk to you please?" No response.

He knocked again this time with a louder and more demanding voice.

"Shiho open this door right now or I'll brake it down or I'll kick your ass." No response.

"Shiho please," he whined, "open this door. Pretty please with cherry on top." No response

"I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW, GOD DAMN IT!" Still no response. He sighed.

"Ok I came here because Shinichi wants to talk to you downstairs." The door opened.

"Really?" Shiho asked. "Yes he's right downstairs. Go on." Shiho disappeared down the stairs.

"I could have had it so easy. Why why does it always happen to me? This is what I do for Shinichi and what do I get from him, discrimination and slapped at with a fan out of nowhere."

Downstairs Shiho stood in the main hall looking for Shinichi because she couldn't find him in the library she went into the living room. What she saw there shocked her, she wanted to run away but her feet wouldn't move they were glued to the ground.

There in the middle of the room stood Shinichi kissing Ran and Sonoko trying to flirt with the butler. The two stopped kissing and Shinichi saw Shiho standing there with tears in her eyes then she ran up the stairs.

Shinichi felt as if his heart shattered into a million pieces that only Shiho could repair.

But he didn't follow her. He turned to Ran and said. "I'm sorry Ran but it won't work with us my heart longs for someone else. I am so very sorry but I would like to ask you to leave now."

Ran started crying. "What did I do wrong? Tell me Shinichi." He didn't answer but just said to John (the butler do you remember, I mentioned his name in the first chapter). "Show them the door please." John ushered the two outside. But first Ran refused to go but after Shinichi didn't listen and just went up the stairs she left.

Shinichi POV

At the top I saw Heiji and Kazuha looking mad. As I went over Kazuha slapped me. I looked shocked at her. "That was for Shiho. How could you, How could you? I thought you loved her. I don't understand you Shinichi Kudo. And she stormed off into her room. Heiji just looked at me with disgust and followed Kazuha into her room. So there I stood with a broken heart. I went over to Shiho's door and knocked. "Shiho I'm sorry. I didn't plan that to happen. Please let me in. I wanna talk to you." I tried to open the door but the weird thing was that the door was open so I stepped inside. I walked over to her bed and saw her laying under the blanket but she wasn't crying so I went over and sat down maybe she was still awake. "I'm sorry what happened down there. I had it planned totally different. I send Heiji to get you and I wanted you to see how I tell Ran that it doesn't work between the two of us and that my heart longs for someone else that someone is you." A few seconds of silence felt like an eternity and I waited long enough so I pulled the blanket away and what I saw there shocked me. In front of me was not Shiho sleeping but pillows and no Shiho. She's gone.

Shiho's POV

How could he. First he's angry at me for sleeping in Gin's bed and then he kisses her. I hate him.

He is so STUPID! They don't need me. I'm just Shiho Miyano who nobody cares for.

Well of course someone cares for you. a voice said out of nowhere. "Who are you?"

I am angel- Shiho and this disgusting thing is devil- Shiho. The angel on my shoulder said.

"But who cares for me? Nobody." Yes there is your sister Akimi, Gin, Kazuha, Heiji and of course Shinichi's parents, you can't just kill yourself they'll suffer. The angel said again.

Oh don't listen to her. She's lying nobody cares they all hate you, they're better off if you're dead. They'll all be happy and forget all about you. You're a murderer. First you killed thousands of people with APTX- 4896 and second you ruined Kudos' life. Think about it. The devil said and they both vanished.

What should I do? Should I kill myself or should I go back. I decided upon killing myself I pointed the gun at my head and was about to pull the trigger as suddenly…

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