A/N: I think this will probably be the last chapter to Adelfos, unless I decide to do stories for Ikki and Shun. Dedicated to Aurora-Chan and my own "twin", this is Kanon's letter to Saga. Angst, angst, and more angst. Enjoy.
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Saga,
Words are not enough to describe how sorry I am for all that I have done in the past. I wish I had the chance to be close to you when we were younger. I wish things hadn't turned out the way that had. I hurt so many people over the course of my life time, I wish there was some way to take all that back.
I don't know why you blame yourself, Saga. You have no reason to blame yourself. You, at least, could not control the darkness that contaminated your soul. I embraced mine.
I think it all started when we were younger. I worshiped and adored you, but I was jealous of you, Saga. You were the Gemini Saint, first one to bear the cloth. I was mearly your replacement. It was like, oh, if something happens, well, Kanon can take over kind of thing. It was almost like they wanted me to resent you and wish you were dead so I could take your place. I'm sorry, but it's true.
Then when we got older, the distance grew larger and larger, and I began to hate Athena. When you refused to run away with me that night, my hatred of the girl reached levels I had not even thought possible-until I was banished to the Sounion Cape, that is, and then the hatred tripled what it had originally been...
...But I was wrong. Oh, how wrong I was! As wicked and horrible a man I was, she still found it in her heart to protect me! Her warm, loving aura, made me realize my wickedness, and the evil diminished! It's like I can truly see for the first time in twenty eight years!
Saga, I promise you I will do everything in my power to protect Athena. It's the least I can do-for both of you. When I die, I know I will see you again, and we will definitely make up for lost time. I love you.
-Kanon.
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Wow. Maybe I should write stories with mirgane headaches at three in the morning more often. This is definitely my favorite one of the four. I am so proud of myself. Please hit the review button!