How She Felt
Words. That was what Kagome thought after hearing Inuyasha saying he was going, for good. Kagome couldn't think of why he would leave her forever until she thought hard, and remembered Kikyo, and she wanted to cry. "How? Why? I thought he didn't have feelings for her anymore." But as she thought, tears were forming and she couldn't hold herself up, she wanted a shoulder, Inuyaha's shoulder. But now he is gone, and Kikyo will bring him to hell, and she couldn't bear it anymore, she grabbed her napsack and ran to the well. She had killed Naraku and needed to forget about Inuyasha and move on with the rest of her life. When she returned home, she sat on the well, thinking about the words she heard when her only love left, she smiled when she thought about Kikyo and Inuyasha, realizing that Inuyasha had followed his heart, not his mind.
When he hugged her for the very first time, Inuyasha thought that it was a good start. When he saw that Naraku was dead, it was the worst end. He knew that Kagome was going to be broken, and Kikyo would bring him to hell, but something kept him from returning to either of them. Shippo was living with Miroku and Sango, and Kirara was probably playing with them, they had gotten togther, but what about him and Kikyo, or Kagome, no never Kagome. Inuyasha thought, words, they are strong and it's hard to use them, but nothing the less, he used them to say "Good-bye Kagome, I'll never see you again, but I hope that you'll live a great life, and don't forget me." He thought even harder and thought about Ayame and Kouga were doing fine, until his head started to hurt and he couldn't think of any other pairing, he went to see Kikyo
She thought that Inuyasha would come back for her in a few days, but he never did. "Kikyo has him, he wouldn't dare leave her, why would he?" She knew that it was like that. She went through her life there, missing school, thinking that Inuyasha was her boyfriend, and Hojo should go away, she never understood that she was pushing into Inuyasha and Kikyo's lives. She knew that Inuyasha was happy, so why couldn't she be happy for him, she couldn't understand. She looked up and thought to have seen Inuyasha in front of her, ready to come for her, but she blinked to see it was nothing but air, and she realized it was over, everything was over. But she thought that maybe she could fix it somehow, go back further in time, and change history once again, but how? Kagome sat on the floor and wondered, how.
Not that he didn't like Kagome, it was just that his heart belonged to Kikyo's, not Kagome's. And when after a while, she would understand, but mid-way to where Kikyo was, he stopped thought he saw Kagome waving to him, and he blinked to see she was gone…forever.