She'll never forget their first night.
The clearest thing she remembers is how she had felt when she pulled her fingers out of Soi, only to find them covered in blood.
She had frozen the, with the euphoria jolting to a halt.
It had been an odd mix of feelings – ShockJoyHorrorPrideAngerEstacyDisgust - and so intense that it still sends shivers up her spine to think of it.
And then Soi's moans had urged her on, throwing her into a maelstrom.
She still regrets, though.