I don't ownJason or SamI WISH i did of course so I can make GH my way but unfortunatelyI can't. I own a couple of characters in the next few chapters though

Summery: After Sam over heard Ric and Alexis talking about Jason's deal to stay away from her. She decided to leave Port Charles. She was sick of people thinking they could control her, but before she leaves she visits the love of her life to say goodbye, what will happen?

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During the night Jason woke up. He almost forgot what happened but then he looked at the beautiful angel sleeping on his chest. He looked at her angelic face and smiled. It'sbeen too long that he could hold her like this, kiss her and claim her his. Which she was, in his mind she will always be his Sam. That's why he didn't regret last night, how could he? But for some reason there was a pain in his heart, was she really leaving? Could he even let her leave after last night? Could she even leave?

She moved her arms around in waist still asleep.

He didn't want her to leave of course. He wanted her to stay, with him. He wanted to wake up every morning feeling her arms around him. To see her smile again, like she is now while she dreams. How could he be so stupid, and let her go? He still loved her with all his heart. He put this fingers through her silky hair and whispered "I love you."

"Jason." she whispered still sleeping

He knew he couldn't let her go again, he had to make her change her mind and stay, with him. He kissed the top of her head and fell asleep with his arms wrapped around her.

Jason woke up feeling the cold on the other side of their bed, and he shot out of bed. Was he too late, did she leave. He ran all over the house and couldn't find her. He went back into their room and noticedfour envelopes on his nightstand with the picture of them that was in his desk drawer down stairs.He looked at the envelopes. One had the names Alexis and girls, one had the names Sonny and Emily, one had the name Carly and Michael and Morgan, and the last one had Jason's name. He picked up the one with his name and opened it carefully.

Dear Jason,

This is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, telling you goodbye. I can't express how much I love you, or how right it felt going to you last night but I'll try my best. I knew I wouldn't be able to leave without seeing you one last time. You were the only one that knew I was leaving, I was just going to pack my bags and leave without a trace, until I knew that if I didn't see you, I would come back, and if I did came back I wouldn't be able to leave you again.

You were there through everything,Jason. From our baby's that's right OUR baby's death, you gave us a home when you could barley even stand me. Danny, you saved me and him from going to prison, you helped Danny get a lifethat I could never give him. And when he died you were there to help me grieve andyou showed me that even though he wasn't my brother but blood, he will always be my brother by heart.Even though I regret it some what now you helped me find out who my mother was. Truthfully Jason I wish we didn't look, because these 3 mouths without you were killing me inside, I couldn't stand not seeing you everyday and notbeing able to go to the Penthouse, because it's notmy home anymore. It almost killed me always seeing you with Elizabeth, I know she's married but Jase, if you love again her tell her. It's okay to move on. I doubt I ever will, I wouldn't stop comparing him to you and I know no one could compare to you. You are my rock, my protector, my best friend, and the love of my life. I know I'm being selfish and a bitch but I hope you don't mind that I'm keeping the engagement ring you put on my finger. I'm going to keep it there forever because it's a symbol of our love and its a warning that I'm not ready to move on, and I never will be. I better wrap this up before you wake up. Just know that, I will never love anyone...as much as I love you and you will always be the owner of my heart, body and soul.

LoveAlways Your,

Samantha McCall-Morgan

P.S When Alexis comes to you, just give her the letter and tell her to go to hell, and if you wouldn't mind giving Sonny, Em, and Carly my letters as well, thank you I love you goodbye.

When Jason finished the letter he felt like dying, he was too late, she left. The letter had dry tears on it and he knew it must havehurt her to write it. He couldn't help but think of the words shethought. Did she really think he loved Elizabeth like that again, because he didn't. Shewas his friend and he wont ever love her like that again.

And all of a sudden a realization came to him that she was really gone, and he snapped.

He screamed at the top of his lungs, smashed every glass, ripped every paper, tipped overthe coffee table, punched holes into his wall, then broke down and cried.

"Why!" He screamed crying down on his knees

"WHY DID SHE LEAVE?" looking up and praying toGod

"How can Iprotect her?" hewhispered.

Then there was a knock on the door.

" Mr. Morgan D.A" The bodyguard started but was interrupted by Alexis pushingpasthim and into the Penthouse.

"Jason haveyou...? My God what did you do? Its a good thing Sam isn't here you could have killed her." she said looking at all the broken glass andripped uppapers everywhere.

Jason angrily got up and walked towards her

"Take this, and get out and go to hell. You will never come back here unless you have a warrant."he says in the darkest voice she's ever heard. She takes the letter from him and runs out of his house.

"Bitch." He whispered his voice tonenever changing.

He looked at the phone and wondered if he should call someone.Fuck no! I need beer, lots and lots ofbeer. So he went into his kitchen and got lots and lots of beer.

On the Airplane.

Sam sat in here seat lifelessly.She didn't want to leave, but if she didn't she was afraid that everything would be like it's been for three mouths, and she couldn't bare if that happened, not after last night.

Lastnight. God that was one of the best nights in her life. Being with Jason after all that time. It was perfect. She looked at the engagement ring on her finger and she just kept staring at it.

"Here I have a feeling you're gonna need this." The girl next to her said handing her a bottle of water.

Sam just stared at it for a second but then took it and whispered a quick "Thanks."

The girl look at her sadly "Are you okay?" she asked

"No." Sam simply said starting to cry

"It's okay to cry, trust me I always cry,I'm probably going to cry now because I see you crying." she says and Sam laughs a little

"Thanks I needed that." Sam whispered

" Anytime, I'm Lauren by the way, Lauren Beth."Lauren says sticking her hand out to her.

"Sam, Sam Morgan." Sam saysshaking Lauren's hand.

"Well what's your name going to be when you getmarried?"she asks seeing the ring on her finger

"Sam Morgan I already changed it." Sam lied she was going to change her name to Samantha Morgan but she'd have to do it when she got to her destination.

"Cool, so where is this guy that stole your heart?"

"Back home, probably still sleeping." she whispered

"Hey what's wrong?"

"I ...left him." Sam sobbed

"Why?" Lauren asked

"Its a long story." She whispered

"Well it's going to be a long flight." Lauren said smiling and Sam smiled weakly back

TBC