I don't own Jason or Sam I WISH i did of course so I can make GH my way but unfortunately I can't. I own a couple of characters in the next few chapters though
Summery: After Sam over heard Ric and Alexis talking about Jason's deal to stay away from her. She decided to leave Port Charles. She was sick of people thinking they could control her, but before she leaves she visits the love of her life to say goodbye, what will happen?
Wow thanks you guys so much I didn't know it was that good i thought i wrote it crappy but im glad u like it
Alexis angrily walked into the lake house to be greeted by her husband Ric.
"Hey did Jason tell you where Sam is?" He asked worried that Sam went back to Jason. He wanted Sam for himself and damnit Jason once again got in the way of something that was his.
"No, but he gave him me this!" She said holding up the letter that Jason gave her.
"Did you open it?" he asked
"No I wanted to do it when I got home."
"Well your home now open it!" he said anxiously
She opened the letter and read aloud.
"Dear Alexis and probably Ric,
I guess you know by now I'm gone. I know your probably mad at me and truthfully I don't care. I'm leaving by my own free will and I would appreciate if you didn't try and find me, because if you do I will run again and again, so please save us all the effort and leave me be.
When I found out you were my mother I was angry with you. First that you would abandon me and yet you go around like you're super mom. Second my daughter. Your grandchild. I will never forgive you for that no matter how much time we spent together. I love Kristina so much, but I will never forget the hateful words you said to me before I passed out. And Danny my brother even though he wasn't my brother by blood I will always love him and he will always be my brother and I can't help but blame you for his death. Look, I don't want this to be an angry letter, I just wanted to tell you goodbye.
I love Kristana and Molly so much, they are the best sisters I could ask for. Nicholas is a great cousin and please tell him I'm glad we got to know each other a little. Ric I just have to say you're a little too obvious on what you wanted and everything you wanted was Jason's and will always be Jason's. Mom. I care about you and I'm glad I know who my mother was, even if it was someone I can't stand, but still at least I know I have blood relatives out there.
I better go I have a few more letters I have to write.
Love,
Sam
P.S. Don't even think about blaming this on Jason, I went to him and he wanted me to stay. If you do ANYTHING to him nothing will be in his way to stop you now. And you can't blackmail him anymore. Bye mother it's been hell." Alexis read getting upset and angry
"Why would she say such things?" She says
"I don't know." Ric whispered remembering what Sam said. She knew he wanted her, but he was angry when she said she will always be Jason's. Everything was Jason's.
Jason's room was as dark as night, still broken up with glass everywhere.Beer bottles all over the place. Jason grabbed another bottle and chugged it down, trying to ease the numbness of the love of his life leaving. He slumped upstairs into his bedroom, where they made love. He remembered how good it felt like to hold her in his arms again and kiss like he's wanted to do for mouths. He looked at their picture and stared at her. She was so drunk in that picture, almost as drunk as he was now. He laughed bitterly at that thought . He heard the door open and Carly scream.
"Jason, Oh my God JASON!" Carly screamed running upstairs into his room
"Jason what's going on?" Carly asked worried about her best friend
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?" He asked his tongue practically hanging out
"Are you drunk?" she asked already knowing the answer
"Yeah so what?" he asked lying on his bed holding the pillow where she slept.
"So, what's wrong with you!" She screamed at him
"SAM LEFT OKAY! She's gone." He started out screaming but then whispered at the end
"Why?" she asked softly looking at her best friend. Sam was Jason's world for over two years, and he was her's. She knew how much them being apart killed them.
Jason started to cry and ignored her question, clutching the pillow as if he were holding Sam.
"Jason, this is not the answer. Sam would not want you to be drinking this much and hurting yourself." Carly says trying to reason with him. She touches his cheek but he pulls away harshly.
"Don't touch me." he hisses at her and looks at her angrily
"What is going on Jason why did she leave you?"
Jason just started at her and grabbed one of two letters on his nightstand
"Here she wrote one for you too." he whispered and handed her, her letter. Carly takes it from him and wonders why she would write one for her. She looked at the letter and noticed it said Carly, Michael and Morgan. Sam like Michael, and she knew Michael like Sam. He would always say what a cool friend she was and how Jason looked happier with her.
"Read it!" Jason ordered and Carly knew better then to yell at him so she opened the letter and began to read aloud.
"Dear Carly, Michael and Morgan,
First off I know Carly, you're probably wondering why I'm writing you but I felt like I had to.
I know me and you were never friends, I mean how could we be? I slept with your husband and got pregnant, then moved in with your best friend.And I know you always hated the fact Jason and me got together but I admire the fact that you care so much for Jason to protect him as much as he protects you.
I never told you this, but I always wished we could have been friends. I always thought what a strong person you were, and when you were still sick you tried to save Jason in the train wreck. You protect you sons and also the father of them. And I know you are going to do it anyway I hope you will watch out for Jason for me. And not to fight him if he decides to move on with Elizabeth.
And if you wouldn't mind would you please tell Michael and Morgan goodbye for me? And tell them I'll miss and them and think about them. They are one of the reasons I want to be a mother. To have such great kids like you do, but it was you and Sonny who raised them that way and you did a great job.
So this is our long goodbye. I am really sorry for the pain I may have caused you, and your family. Like I said it was my own fault we never got along and I really wished we could have. Now I better go before Jason wakes up. I hope he's going to be okay. I love him more then life and I wish none of these past mouths have happened. Please take care of him for me and give your boys a hug.
Love your friend (I wished)
Sam" Carly read and had tears in her eyes. She didn't know Sam felt that way about her, or her kids.
"Jason..." she started but he stopped her
"Don't even say it! What now that you know how she felt you like her now! Well stop because I knew she liked you and wanted to get along with you. She wanted to be your friend and you tried to pay her to leave me!" he screamed at her and she regretted doing that now.
"Yeah okay I knew she was good for you, I tried to get you to talk to her if you forgot! You were happy with her, happier then you ever were with Courtney." remembering to mental note the fact she said she had to go before he woke up
"I know that! But she's gone now!"
"SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE!" She screams at him
" What do you mean?" he asked starting to calm down
"Find her, show her how much you love her and miss her, and that you will never move on, because she is your true love." She says and he starts to relax
"Thank you Carly." He says and she smiles at him
"Can you give Sonny his letter please and tell him after to give it to Emily." He says pointing that the last envelop on his night stand.
"Sure." She says picking up the letter and putting it in her purse
"Thanks." he whispers and lays down on his bed in a ball.
"Get some rest, I'm going to call Max to help me clean this mess up." She says and he didn't hear her. He was trapped into the memories
She left the room and cried for her best friend and the friend she never had
Sam lied on her bed. Her tear steamed face, and her chattering teeth made her look like hell.
Lauren offered her, her guest room after Sam finish telling her about why she left. Lauren felt awful, they really seemed to love each other and she wished she could help out her new found friend.
Lauren knocked softly on the door and saw Sam. She look like she just died.
"Sam honey you have to eat something." She said putting a tray of food by her
"Thanks Laur, but I just really want to" she started
"Want to what? Cry? Starve yourself? Because crying I can understand, actually I'm all for crying but I will not let you hurt yourself. You will at least have something in your stomach." She says firmly and Sam had no energy to fight back. So she sat up and nibbled on some toast.
"You should call him." Lauren says and Sam looks up at her with tears already forming in her eyes as she mentioned his name.
"I can't." She whispered and Lauren got up
"You can do anything...for love." she said and walked out the door, leaving Sam to think about what Lauren said.
TBC
(sorry if that chapter sucked)