I don't own Jason or Sam I WISH i did of course so I can make GH my way but unfortunately I can't. I own a couple of characters in the next few chapters though

Summery: After Sam over heard Ric and Alexis talking about Jason's deal to stay away from her. She decided to leave Port Charles. She was sick of people thinking they could control her, but before she leaves she visits the love of her life to say goodbye, what will happen?

Thanks for the feedback Much love to you guys Oh and I'm sorry for the people who aren't a fan of max and carly (if there is anyone who could resist him lol) but i wanted to have a scene with them

A knock on the door signaled Carly to get up from off the floor and dry her tears. It was probably Max. She opened the door to see Max's smiling face with a broom in one hand and a bucket in the other. When he saw her face his smile faded.

"Mrs. C. are you okay?" he asked concerned

"Yeah I'm okay I just...I'm just worried about Jason." She said happy to know at least someone just cares about her. Max was a good friend.

"Why what happened, he didn't hurt you did he?" He asked getting all protective of her.

She smiled weakly at his protective act. "No he's upstairs, Sam left." she said looking down fearing for more tears to fall down

"She left? Why?" He asked upset that Sam left, he liked her she was so nice and she made Jason happy.

"I don't really know but she left some letters." She said holding up the one Sam wrote for her.

"Did she say something to upset you?"

"No she just said some things that made me regret being a bitch to her."

"You were just protecting your family." He says giving her a hug.

"Thanks Max I really needed that." She whispered still in his embrace

"Now worries Mrs. C." He whispers kissing the top of her head, and lets go of her. He didn't want her to know how he felt about her.

"Listen why don't you go to sleep in the guest room or somewhere, I'll clean all this up." He says and she smiles at him

"Thank you Max, your a great friend." Carly says giving him a kiss on the cheek. She smiles at him again before going to the guest room. Max watches her go up and when she's out of his sight he touches his cheek where she pressed her soft lips on and smiled. At least she thought of him as a friend. And with that he started to clean up the mess.

Jason lied on the bed lifelessly Sam's voice in his head. Two years of her loving words catching up with him.

" When you have someone who cares, someone who wants to help, normally, you open up, jason."

And he did open up to someone, it was her, it was always her.

He remembered the day where he knew he was obvious of his feelings for Sam

"Jason: You know, Sam, I think I talk more with you than I ever have in my entire life.
Sam: Good. Because I like listening to you."

It was true he never talked to anyone as much as he talked to her and it was so peaceful talking to someone and not having her judge him.

"sam: ... Come on, I'll be quiet.
Jason: But you're never quiet."

He laughed thinking about that day, she was so drunk and was still trying to seduce him.

"Sam: You need to wake up, ok, and you just have to tell me that you're going to live through this. The doctors are going to figure out what's wrong with you. It's just going to take some time. And you know how I hate to wait, so just wake up, ok? I never thought I could trust someone until I met you. You showed me how. And I'm a better person because of you. You know, I finally feel safe, like I can have a real life. Jason, I want to be with you forever. So don't quit on me. Please? Please wake up. "

He never told her he heard her. It kind of past him mind when he lost his entire memory then had his ex-girlfriend's experimental drug then had brain surgery.

"Sam:You are so many things to so many people. You are a father, a friend, a brother, a protector.
Jason: What about to you?
Sam: You're everything to me. no one can ever replace you."

and she was everything to him no one will ever be able to replace her.

The more he thought about her the fast the memories pulled him.

"Sam: Yeah. You may not remember this about me, but I'm a survivor, you know? Some times are better than others but I always manage to be ok."

"Sam: Ok, I don't know if you remember this about me, but I do hate to wake up alone."

"Sam: No, I didn't -- I did not give anything up. And I've got danny and I've got you, and besides that, nothing else really matters. I love you. And I'm happy with you wherever we are."

"Sam: All of my life I have been chasing for something that was so out of reach. And then I found you. It was you. Yes. Yes, I will marry you."\

"Sam: I've known perfect, perfect love. I can't complain."
"Sam: You love me I know you do"

"Sam: Did ever even love me?"

"Sam: How can you love me and do this to me? Was I misinterpreting your feelings for -- for pity? You felt an obligation to take care of me for sonny. Was it never anything more than that?"

He felt trouble for pain he cause his Sam, she tried so hard to just talk to him and he pushed her away so far. But she kept trying, because she thought she could get through to him, and she did but he never told her that. Now he wont get the chance. Unless he finds her, unless he finds out where she is and pour out his soul to her. He has to get her to come back, he'll die if he never sees that smiling face of his true love, her arms wrapped around him protectively when he was about to leave on a job, her soft lips on his.He cried thinking he may never have that again. But he wont let that happen.

He slowly gets out of bed and goes down stairs to see Max cleaning up, he looks up to see who woken up.

"Mr. Morgan, I was just cleaning up I'll be done soon." he says quickly afraid he'll snap at him.

"Thanks Max." he says his voice all scratchy and Max gives him a half smile.

"Hey I was wondering if you could help me out with something?" Jason asked

"Anything. What do you need?"

"We need to find Sam." he says determined and Max smiles happy to help Jason with that.

"Well Ms. Morgan here's you license and make sure you get it renewed." A bright perky woman told Sam giving her, her new license.

"Thanks." She whispered taking it from her hand and putting it in her purse. It was now official she was Ms. Samantha Morgan and she was happy to have Jason's last name. It would remind her of him, not that everything didn't remind her of him.

She took a walk around her new home, it was different from Port Charles but she would get used to it. LA was louder, dirtier, lighter, and more crowded. As she was walking she bumped into someone, and knocked him over.

"Oh I'm so sorry, are you okay?" Sam asked holding her hand to help him up.

"Yeah I'm okay thanks." He said taking her hand and getting up.

Sam gave him a half smile and folded her arms across her chest.

"So I would normally ask you out by I see the ring on your finger." he said pretending to be disappointed

"Yeah so don't even try." she said getting a little upset.

"Hey I'm just joking anyway, chill. But I just wanted to say the guy your crazy for...don't let go." he said and ran off leaving Sam to think about what he said and also what Lauren said this morning.

The man walked into a dark alley and opened his phone.

"Hey it's me, I did what you asked, she looked like she's about to cry." he says sorry he said anything

"Thanks now remember it's up to you and me to make sure she at least calls this guy." Lauren says smirking on the other end of the phone. She was going to help Sam even if it killed her.

"Yeah I know I just feel bad, your lucky II like you or else I wouldn't even help you." he said

"Of course you like me I'm you cousin." she says smiling "Now I got to go before she comes home see you soon." she said before hanging up and he sighed and shook his head.

Sam walked down the pier that reminded her of the pier at home. She looked at the water and heard Jason's voice inside her head.

"Jason: You want to know if I loved you? When you were pregnant, I wanted to be a father to your child. And after the baby died, I asked you to stay with me. When you were in the hospital dying, I was by your side, willing you to live because you mean everything to me. I've never loved anyone as much as I love you, and I always will. "

Jason always did have a way with words when he wanted to say something, even though it broke her heart when he broke up with her he would still have that look in his eyes, that look that showed he still loved her. He would always love her, even if he moved on with Elizabeth. She sadly thought about them getting back together and it broke her heart. She cried softly looking at the water and wishing Jason was here with her with his arms wrapped around her and him kissing her neck softly. She could have sworn she saw his face in the water, telling her he loves her.

TBC