I don't own Jason or Sam I WISH i did of course so I can make GH my way but unfortunately I can't. I own a couple of characters in the next few chapters though

Summery: After Sam over heard Ric and Alexis talking about Jason's deal to stay away from her. She decided to leave Port Charles. She was sick of people thinking they could control her, but before she leaves she visits the love of her life to say goodbye, what will happen?

Thanks for the feedback Much love to you guys Oh and I'm sorry for the people who aren't a fan of max and carly (if there is anyone who could resist him lol) but i want to have a couple scenes with them

When they brought Sam into the hospital Jason was close by her side holding her hand the whole way. He couldn't hear the doctors words, or see anyone's faces, all he saw was her. She looked so peaceful sleeping, unlike how she was when he saw her. He just didn't get it, why would she think he cheated on her? He knew she was upset about him always spending time with Elizabeth and he knew she thought he still loved her from her letter, but she knew he would never actually do that, didn't she? He would never love anyone as much as he loved Sam, he was nothing without her. And what was she talking about when she says she called him? When did she call him?

"Sir, sir! Did you hear me." The doctor says snapping him out of his thoughts.

"I'm sorry, I'm just in shock." He whispered and the doctor looked him sympathetically

"It's okay, I can tell you really care about her. But as I was saying Ms. Morgan is very weak, she looks like she hasn't been eating, and with all the stress her body just shut down, and with...um all the stress was not good for her body." The woman doctor said shifting uncomfortably and Jason nodded

"When do you think she'll wake up?" He asked nervously. It was all his fault how could he do such a thing to her?

"It's hard to say, but it shouldn't be too long, we're filling her up with antibodies and some liquid food. I know it's not the best tasting thing but that's all we can do until she wakes up." The doctor explains and Jason nods again.

"Thank you...Can I sit with her?"

"Sure." She says getting up but before she leaves she turns back to face him and she smiles.

"Talk to her, tell her what she has to come back to."

Jason smiles weakly and watches as she walked away. He slowly walked into Sam's room and sat in the chair next to her bed. He picked up her hand and held it for his dear life. He was still confused about her calling him, and what she said to him, but what tore his heart up was that it was his fault she was so weak. He broke her heart and part of him didn't even know how but he knew in his heart he was to blame for it all, her passing out, her screaming at him. What he deserved was to be kicked in the face for all the pain he caused Sam. He broke up with her after she had brain surgery! Then he tried to give her some support and she thought he was trying to pay her to get out of his life. Then every time she tried to explain or get a word in he completely dismissed her! How could she even look at him after all that?

He looks at her pale face and strokes his thump on her cheek.

"Sam I know I have been less then worthy of you. I know I was wrong to break up with you, and avoid you and all of the other horrible things to you, but know I only did it because I thought I was keeping you safe. I thought if I pushed you away far enough I would get you to hate me, and you'd be able to move on with someone who deserved you. I never thought I deserved you. When you were pregnant and you moved in at first I thought you were just this feisty woman who had a lot of baggage and you were but when I found out about what you did for Danny I admired you so much for that, and when you had a chance to break Carly and Sonny's marriage you tried to leave and I stopped you. You are the most selfless woman I have ever met. I remember when you told me you were jealous of Courtney and you told me you didn't think you were beautiful, and I was shocked because I didn't understand how you could possibly think you're not beautiful. You are Sam. You're the most beautiful woman, inside and out. Your beauty blinds me because I don't get why you would waste your time with me. You'd probably laugh at how much I'm talking right now, but I always felt comfortable to talk to you, about anything. And I promise you this Sam, when you wake you I'll talk to you as much as you want, and I'll try to make things better again. I lost you more then once and I search for you for over a mouth and I'm not giving up on you...I love you more then life itself." Jason whispered he ran his fingers through her silky brown hair, and kissed her fore head. He sobbed loudly. It was all his fault his mind kept telling him.

"Jason." He turned his head to see a crying Max and Carly.

"I'm so sorry." Carly said as she walked into the room and hugged him tight.

"She'll pull through this, she's a fighter, and I know she has a lot to fight for." Max said to him and Jason nodded gratefully

"I called Lauren, she said she'd be here as soon as she got off from work." Carly says wiping her tears from her eyes

"Who's Lauren?" Jason asks confused yet again and Carly looks at him.

"Jason there are things you have to know. First off is Sam called you." Carly said and she didn't see the surprised look on his face.

"I know she told me but how do you know? She thinks I slept with Elizabeth!" He said

"I know. Remember when we were leaving for New York City and you tripped over my bags, then you got that call and you didn't know who it was?" Carly said and she knew she getting through to him because he looked like everything was started to make sense .

"What did I do?" He asked himself

"Jason you can not blame yourself for this, you didn't know that person on other other end was Sam, you didn't know she thought you were sleeping with Liz, and it is NOT your fault that her bitch of a mother black mailed you into staying away from her! NONE of this is your fault!" Carly says

"She's right Jason."Max says

"I can't help it. She's everything to me and I let her break." He whispered and Carly didn't know what to do.

"Why don't you go and get something to eat I'll stay with her and want to talk to her anyway." She says and Jason looks over at Sam's sleeping form before nodding and kissing her cheek before him and Max walk out the room.

Carly takes Jason's seat and holds onto Sam's hand as well.

"Hey Sam, Oh God this is harder then I thought it was going to be. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for all the pain I ever cost you. It was not your fault you got pregnant when me and Sonny were apart and I'm sorry I blamed you for every bad thing that ever happened in Port Charles. I called you names that were mean and cruel and I'm sorry. After you lost your baby I knew Jason was falling for you I saw it in his eyes when he was by your bedside and when he held your hand. I knew it and I didn't want to think about it because I wanted my best friends to be together like it was. That's why I interrupted so many times when I knew I didn't need to. I tried to pay you to leave him because I was jealous. Jealous because you were able to fill in the place in Jason's heart that I could never fill in. You make him happier then anyone. I finally realize that now. So please, come back to us so you can make him happy again. He's been miserable since you left and me and Max have been trying to get him to open up but we're not YOU. No one could ever replace you in his heart. Not me not Max, not Emily, not Sonny, NOT ELIZABTH! You Sam you make Jason's world a little warmer. So come back to him and us. I want us to have a chance to be friends. Please Sam Fight! I know you have so much strength prove it to us!" Carly said and just continued to hold her hand and watch her until Jase and Max got back.

TBC

Sry for all the sappy speaches!