Hey everybody, I'm so sorry I haven't been updating a lot. I'm just so stressed out. I am a college student with 18 credits and its kind of hard trying to find the time to write. Also, sorry that all my chapters are short, this is not going to be a long story anyways. Just to answer some questions and concerns.

This is fan fiction; I can name Ginny, Virginia or Ginerva. Whatever I please since it's my fan fiction, I can do whatever I please with it. Also this story is going to be all Ginny's Point of View.

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"Come on Gin, not all Balls are boring" Loraine tried to convince me as we walked to Potions. "Who know maybe you'll get swept off your feet by a masked Prince Charming" She said with starry eyes.

"Oh yes, and that will be the day I get snogged senseless by Draco 'Prince of Slytherin' Malfoy" I tried picturing what I said in my head, but just shuddered about the thought.

"Well, little Weasel, I never thought you craved me, who could blame you though, I am drop dead gorgeous. I must warn you though don't set your standards so high, it will only cause you disappointment" I heard a lazy drawl behind me. I didn't even have to turn around to know who it was.

I slowly turned around and took him in. Wow, he's drop dead sexy… Wait! What am I think?!? I mentally slapped myself.

"What do you want, Ferret-boy?" I glared at him.

"Wow, since when did you grow a backbone, I find it highly amusing"

Truth was, I never had a backbone, and I didn't even know what a backbone was. I'm just sick and tired of getting picked on by Malfoy, that I decided I didn't care anymore, and I am not going to let him get to me, and I will not give him what he wants.

So to answer his question, I think I get a backbone a few seconds ago. But, we can't let him know that, can we now?

Didn't think so.

"You think it's funny picking on me, what do you find so funny?" I asked him.

"It's very funny watching you get angry, and watching you face turn the same shade as your ungodly hair" He smirked.

Argh! How infuriating is he?! He's a pain in my ass that what. My inner self, was just enjoying the image of me beating him to a pulp. Yes, that sounds good.

"You want funny, Malfoy, I'll show you funny" I practically snarled at him.

I walked up to him and grabbed him by the collar of his robes, and lifted my self up to my tip toes to get a better reach of him. "Now this is funny, Malfoy" I whispered as our nose touched. I mustered all my courage, and crashed my lips onto his, and kissed him with all the passion I could.

I can just picture Loraine now, she probably has her mouth open, starring at me in surprise. Heck! I would stare at me in surprise too!

What scarred me the most about kissing Malfoy, is that I felt a tingle go up and down my spine, even though he wasn't kissing me back, his lips got all my nerves going hay wired.

When I stepped away from Malfoy and saw the look on his face, I knew that I got him this time. His face was priceless.

I just smiled up at him, and turned around and skipped toward Loraine, and grabbed her by the elbow and dragged her to class.

What I didn't know was that Malfoy felt the same tingling sensation as I have. If I turned around I would have seen him bring up his hand to touch his lips.

As Loraine and I walked into Potions we were each deducted 10 points for being late. I moaned and just stalked to the back of the room, and sat down.

"Ok, Gin you have a lot of explaining to do" Loraine whispered as she sat down.

"I don't know what came over me, I'm just tired of being picked on, and I want to change." I said truthfully.

"Change into what, exactly?" I heard her saying.

"I want to have more friends, and I don't want anyone to get the best of my anymore."

I saw Loraine nod her head from the corner of my eye.

I was so distracted with all my thoughts that I accidentally sliced my finger with the knife I was using to cut the ingredients for the potion I was making. I watched the blood slide down my hand, for a few seconds before I asked Professor Snape to go to the hospital wing.

He just glared at me and waved me off absentmindly and took off another 5 points for being insolent. I saw all my fellow Gryffindors glaring at me for losing them more points.

While I was packing my things I felt Loraine's hand lightly touch mine. I looked up into her eyes and saw concern in them. It was nice having a friend her cared about you.

"What ever you decide to do, Ginny, I will always be here for you and I will back you up all the way" she whispered. I nodded in acknowledgement.

As I started walking toward the door I thought, 'I don't know what I want anymore, I need help' with that last that I closed the door behind me.