A/N ok wow I looked at my e-mails and nearly had a heart attack. THANK YOU. Because of this I got carried away and rambled on hope you like it.
It confirmed what Sara already said and what Cath thought, positive.
"What is it?" shouted Sara from down the hall "Cath I know your looking" shouted Sara
"Positive" answered Cath as the chain flushed and Sara appeared looking paler than before.
"Ok" said Sara before failing to her knees causing Cath to run over panicked "sorry dizzy, I'm ok" she added
"Lets get you back in here, I'll phone Grissom tell him to come home"
"How are you going to get him back without telling him"
"I'll tell him you sick and asking for him"
"No he'll panic crash the car," said Sara worried "they're going to need their dad" she added as Cath smiled at her
"You never wanted to think a bout termination"
"Their part of him. I love him Cath. I look at you and Lindsey I want that I never thought I would want it. Settle down have kids never, but it feels right scary but right." She smiled her pale cheeks flushing red "and kind of sick" she added closing her eyes.
"Grissom" said Cath as the phone clicked as it was answered "no everything's fine. Sara's just a bit miserable can you get away for a bit. Thanks" Cath put the phone down "he's coming" she smiled
"Stop it," moaned Sara
"Stop what?"
"Your looking at my stomach" she said cracking an eye open
"It's a thing everyone will do it soon" smiled Cath reaching over and feeling her forehead.
"You can stop that as well," mumbled Sara
"Your burning up perhaps you should go lie down," suggested Cath looking around for the cloth she had seen earlier
"I'm ok here," answered Sara curling herself up on the seat. "How long do you think he'll be?" asked Sara as Cath got up and ran the cloth she'd found under the cold tap.
"He had to finish something autopsy said an hour at most" answered Cath coming over and placing the cloth on Sara's head.
"Good lots of time to think how to tell him. Hi Grissom so urm I'm going to be sick a lot longer because your child's growing inside me"
"Interesting," said Cath flipping the cloth over surprised Sara wasn't putting up any resistance.
"I'm pregnant and it's yours. No I'm pregnant I'm pretty sure I want to keep it but I'm terrified and don't have a clue how I'm going to cope especially if you can't"
Cath wasn't sure if Sara even realised she was talking out loud anymore.
"I'm pregnant and god it's hot in here" added Sara opening her eyes to find the room swimming and tinted with strange colours.
"Sara you ok?" asked Cath as Sara was sat staring in front her eyes not focusing.
"I don't feel so good," mumbled Sara trying to stand
"Ok Sara where you going?" asked Cath grabbing her elbow and shoulder holing her.
Sara stood trying to stop them room from moving and swirling colours. They were so bright and moving in circles "urgh sick" mumbled Sara trying her best to find the bathroom.
"Ok hang on" Cath grabbed the trash can while still holding on to Sara who was swaying and stumbling. Somehow Sara' began moving forwards. "Ok bathroom" Cath was dragging Sara quickly towards the bathroom.
Sara only just made it over the toilet before she began violently emptying her stomach. Cath held her hair back as her body shock against her as she retched unable to bring anything else up.
"Done? asked Cath as Sara sat back her hand trembling her forehead lined with sweat.
"Sara love you don't look good I'm going to get you a drink then ring Grissom I think you need to see a doctor" Cath told her getting up and leaving.
Sara didn't have a clue what Cath said it was making no sense she just wanted to lie down on her bed she tried to stand but everything moved so the ground came up at her face. In fact her face came down to the ground as she collapsed
"Sara" shouted Cath hearing the bang she ran to see her flat out. "Oh god" she rolled her so she was laid on her back and ran though grabbing the phone and dialling for an ambulance.
The world came back in a rush of noise and colours bright loud and painful.
"Cath?" asked Sara seeing nothing she recognised. She was laid down with a bright white light above her head. God her head hurt so did her arm feeling it she felt something stuck in it.
"Sara" Cath's head appeared above hers accompanied by a man Sara did recognise but he had a paramedic's uniform on "Sara you passed out your in a ambulance I've phoned Grissom he's coming to the hospital" Cath said taking her hand. Sara could now see there was a drip going in it.
"Morning" smiled the man "your very dehydrated that's probably why you collapsed so well get some fluids into you and check its nothing more serious" he smiled fiddling wither drip.
The back door then opened and Sara was wheel out into the cold then into the warmth of the hospital.
Ten minutes later and She was left in a side room Cath still sat holding her hand after having bloods taken and been asked questions Cath had to answer because she was getting confused.
"You really scared me for a minute there Sidle you are never to do that again" said Cath her voice serious as a lady entered
"Hi I'm doctor Hill. How are you feeling?"
"Headache a bit queasy" answered Sara
"I'd be surprised if you'd got anything left to throw up," said Cath squeezing her hand slightly
"Right well you collapsed due to dehydration but really it shouldn't have got to that point your immune system was very low which is why you weren't able to fight this virus off have you been run down? Taking care of yourself"
Sara looked down at her knees playing with the tag on her wrist
"She doesn't take care of herself works triples and doesn't eat properly" Cath answered for Sara
"Well your going to need to start taking care of yourself, for the baby" she smiled "a nurse will be in soon to do a ultrasound see how far along you are and check everything's ok until then rest" she instructed before leaving.
"Sorry" mumbled Sara looking at Catherine
"Just look after yourself you worry all of us. Even Greg worries if your eating or sleeping enough. And I will be having a word with Grissom he needs to feed you up," said Cath
"I didn't know," mumbled Sara
"As for Grissom when I told him you collapsed I thought he had there was nothing I had to scream down the phone to get him to answer I'm surprised you didn't wake up then.
"Well I needed a sleep. How can I still feel sick I have nothing left in me?" moaned Sara putting her arm over her head.
"Here use this not my arm, you can us it as a hat if not" smiled Cath handing Sara a basin
"Cheers your arm?" smiled Sara
"in the ambulance as you came round I was been all concerned and you threw up on my arm I was ready to kick you out" replied Cath as the door swung open to reveal a very flustered looking Grissom
"Sara are you ok? What happened?" he asked rapid fire as Cath moved out the way so he could take Sara's hand she simply smiled at Sara and shut the door quietly leaving.
"A virus, dehydration" answered Sara as he sat down in the set previously occupied by Cath
"I should have looked after you better I knew you were getting sick I'm sorry Sara…" he was cut off as Sara put her hand up
"That's not why I've been acting weird." She paused and took a deep breath trying not to retch as nerves took over "I'm pregnant". A painful silence fell, she couldn't look at him.
"Right" answered Grissom. He still had hold of her hand that was a good sign but what did right mean? She looked over at him. "I'm a dad?" he asked seeming to need clarification
"Sometime in the next nine months yes" answered Sara not realising she was crying.
"I'm……your………I never…….I didn't ever think about it" Sara wasn't sure where he was going with this but she didn't like it she pulled her hand for his and began wiping a her face now cold with tears.
"You don't have to. I mean I don't know, I do I want" Sara stopped her voice cracking
"No Sara" Grissom pulled her hand way from her face "I'm sorry its just a shock I never considered I would veer be a dad it's not something that I ever thought about I've not had that many relationships." he paused his eyes now glistening "I'm going to be a dad" he paused again "I'm scared" he whispered
"Me too" sobbed Sara as he pulled her into a hug.
"Were going to be parents," he said one tear running down his face.
"This must be the father" came a voice form the doorway. A nurse was stood smiling "just found out?" she added as Sara pulled away "here" she handed a her a wad of tissues from her pocket "maternity you learn to carry them" she smiled "so ready to see how far along we are?" she asked
"Can I come in?" asked Cath peaking her head around the doorway
"Yes" smiled Sara looking brighter sat with a basin lopsided on head
"it makes a lovely hat" smiled Sara
"Nice" smiled Cath looking over at Grissom "so come on tell me"
"Nine weeks" answered Sara
"Oh" Cath then threw herself around Grissom who then looked more scared than where Sara told him she was pregnant
"Oh this is great. We need to celebrate" she added "when your better"
"We need to tell everyone yet," said Sara
"Well they already know your together I got bored waiting but I didn't tell them this" she added quickly "I think it's safe to say the cats out the bag" smiled Sara
Six months later and Catherine found herself pacing the floors of he hospital again this time she was joined by Nick, Warrick, Greg, Brass and Sofia who were a pacing in turn behind her like a conga line.
"I think we should sit down," suggested Greg as a nurse stared at them.
"Labour takes a long item," sighed Greg "I wants babies already"
"I think Sara will want it over with too" smiled Cath
"GET OUT" screamed Sara as a tear ran down Grissom's cheek. She was squeezing his hand so hard he thought she was going to brake it "get this child out" Sara turned to Grissom tears running down her red face.
"Your doing really well" Grissom reassured her pushing bits of wet hair away from her face. After twelve hours in labour Sara was beyond distressed.
Twelve hours earlier"Please let me do something," whined Sara at Greg
"Sara you shouldn't even be here," said Greg snatching the bottles of solution away from Sara
"I'm waiting for Grissom it's not my fault his meetings still going" said Sara angrily. She was huge having to sit back from the table to fit her bump in,
"Are they kicking?" asked Greg
"Each other, me, I'm kicking Grissom for them" said Sara rubbing her back.
"Ow"
"Ow" Greg looked concerned "Ow what?"
"That was a strong kick" she moaned rubbing her side "please stop kicking mummy your hurting her," Sara pleaded at her bump. "Great" she sighed struggling up "and stop using my bladder as a squeeze toy" she added waddling away from Greg.
"I think pregnancy is beautiful" smiled Greg as Sara stopped suddenly
"Oh" with that Greg was left staring open mouthed as a large wet patch appeared on Sara's trousers running down her legs. At first he thought she hadn't made it then his brain kicked in and he realised what was happing.
"OH GOD" Greg shouted waving his arms as Sara held onto her side.
"Catherine" shouted Greg banging on the window as he ran over to Sara who was looking embarrassed
"What Greg" asked Cath not looking up from the file she was reading
"Sara's waters just broke"
That got her attention and she threw the file down
"Oh god ok Sara contractions didn't you notice?" asked Cath
"Well I've been getting braxton hicks and they were kicking and OW BLOODY HELL" with that Sara doubled up getting the attention of the whole lab Nick and Warrick came running out the break room
"Get Grissom" Cath told the two men staring open mouthed.
"Ok Greg time how far apart they are, get her to the car" she said helping Sara waddle her way to the car.
"Grissom" shouted Nick throwing the door to his office open "baby coming now" he said almost running from the room again. It took Grissom a moment to work out what was happening but he was up in a flash.
"OH GOD" screamed Sara grabbing Grissom's arm as another contraction hit.
"Fourteen minutes" said Greg looking at his watch
"That's ok we've got a while yet"
"It's early," moaned Sara taking deep breaths as Nick attempted to coach her with his head sticking over the front seat. Warrick had been left to catch a lift with Brass.
"That's normal with twins." Reassured Grissom despite the fact inside he was having a complete meltdown.
"We just need to get you and them monitored" smiled Cath
"We need to get changed I'm sat in wet trousers" moaned Sara looking at the dark patch stretching most of the way down her leg "it looks like I peed myself" she added as Greg smiled at her
"I thought you had" said Greg getting a kick in the shin from Catherien.
"Four centimetres dilated" Grissom informed the group waiting outside
"Four! I'm four, it's been four hours" said Sofia "sorry I'm not very patient" she added
"How's she doing?" asked Cath
"She's threatening to go up there and pull them out," answered Grissom as Warrick laughed but stopped when he realised he was serious.
"Hurts"? Asked nick getting a dur look form everyone "imagine someone's got your legs and are ripping them off sideways" said Cath as Greg made a yuk face.
"GIL" cried Sara grabbing his arm as a contraction hit
"Ok breath Sara" the midwife said. Sara had given up listing to her a long time ago and was busy pulling the sleeve of Grissom's shirt
"Ten centimetres your ready to deliver" smiled the women
"Its about time eleven hours and forty minutes" said Sara pulling at Grissom again "I want them out"
Twenty-three minutes later
"Ok Sara I need you to really push on this next one baby B's heart rates dropping from the stress so we need to get A out quickly" the women told Sara, while a nurse held her other hand
"THERE BLOODY STRESSED HOW CAN THEY BE STRESSED" screamed Sara digging her nails into Grissom
"OK PUSH"
"ARGH, MAKE IT STOP" Sara screamed at Grissom
"Keep going"
"I cant," sobbed Sara bending Grissom's arm back
"Sara keep going she's nearly out come on"
With one finally effort she managed it
"Ok baby A's out a girl" Grissom watched the tiny thing been bundled away
"Are they ok?" asked Sara trying to see what was happening when a cry filled the rom
"Their ok would you like to see her for a minute" Sara nodded and a small bundle was passed to Grissom. Poking out was a tiny hand the size of Grissom's small finger
"She's so small," said Grissom looking over at Sara who was crying uncontrollably
"Ok she needs to go to the NICU for a bit with her been small she needs a bit of help breathing but that's all normal" the nurse said taking the baby form Grissom
"Ok Sara sorry love but we need to get baby B out now their heart rates dropping ok"
"I cant Grissom I can't" Sara grabbed at his arm
"Sara you can do honey, your doing so well"
With that another contraction hit and Sara screamed so loud Grissom was surprised his ear drums didn't burst.
"Sara push love" the nurse said handing her the oxygen
"I cant," sobbed Sara trying
"Bp's dropping" someone called out from the side "ok Sara I need you to try really hard on this next one ok"
"No I cant please," sobbed Sara as Grissom kissed her forehead
"NO" she screamed as the contraction hit again
"Damn"
Grissom's head shot up as the woman at the other end said that "ok cords around the neck, why didn't' we pick this up" she shouted at one of the women
"They were behind it was hard to get a clear view"
"Ok Sara we need them out now ok sweetheart you need to push"
Catherine, Sofia, Greg, Warrick, Nick and Brass as shot to attention outside the delivery rooms as they heard Sara scream
"God it sounds like they're torturing her" said Nick
"Believe me they are" said Cath
Sara well done she's out but she needs a little help to start breathing ok" the nurse told her.
"We did it" smiled Sara pulling Grissom down into a hug.
"You did it" smiled Grissom
"That's it" smiled the nurse as a cry filed the room
"She's a fighter bigger than her sister" she smiled brining the screaming bundle over
"I think mummy would like to see you" she placed the blanket down on Sara. Inside was a perfect little girl tiny and fragile.
"Hello" smiled Sara "hello Hollie"
"Hollie that's' nice" smiled the nurse "and is it Grissom or Sidle"
"Sidle," answered Grissom
"And had her sister got a name?" she asked as Sara had Hollie taken away
"Jessica" smiled Grissom
"Lovely well get them washed and weighed and then you can come down to NICU and see them"
"Cath move" said Greg almost pushing her down the stairs
"Greg calm down we'll probably only get to see through a window anyway" smiled Warrick
"They'll be ok through even in the NICU they're ok?" asked Nick
"Their small but Grissom said they were both breathing ok and they would only have to in stay in a couple of days"
"Three pounds five and four pounds I don't think I've seen anything that small" said Greg
"A very small bag of sugar" grinned Warrick
"Well I'm not holding them until they're two less breakable" said Brass as they arrived outside the NICU pressing the bell
"Lindsey was six pounds," said Cath estimating with her hands how big
"Hi were here to see Sara Sidle," said Brass flashing his badge it was what got them down to the NICU in the first place. Visitors weren't strictly allowed but on this occasion they wavered the rules if they were escorted and only five minutes
"Right quickly and if anyone sees you, you can explain why their relatives aren't able to visit," said the nurse leading them down the hallway and into a side room
"Hey" said Cath softly.
Sat now looking a lot calmer was Sara holding in her arms a tiny baby wires going off to the side and sat on the edge of the bed Grissom was doing the same.
"I'd like you to met Hollie" said Grissom holding his arms up slightly "and Jessica"
"Oh their so tiny" said Greg in a baby voice that earned him a scowl from Nick and Warrick
"Be a man Greg," said Warrick "oh their hands are so tiny it like a doll," he said losing all credibility
"They are perfect" smiled Cath "well let you rest now come on" she said almost kicking everyone out the door
"I can't wait to see them attempt to handle this" smile Brass as they left
Three years four seven later
"MUM" shouted Hollie almost deafening Greg. Stood next to Greg was a small girl long brown hair hung in messy curls her green eyes beaming up at Greg.
"What part of shush don't you get if your dad finds out I'm showing you this I'm dead and if nasty Ecklie finds out I'm sacked" said Greg holding his finger up to his lips.
"Jess" grinned Hollie throwing a piece of paper at her sister who was sat on the sofa. The exact double if it wasn't for the fact one was wearing a skirt and the other trousers Greg wouldn't be able to tell them apart as he often couldn't
"Look at this" she added as Greg sprayed onto a drop of blood he had wiped up
"Pretty" grinned Jessica as it glowed reacting with the blood
"Good now where's your mum and dad?" sighed Greg sticking his head out the break room door, covert ops were not his strong point.
"Hey Greggo" smiled Warrick coming in "hey you two your dad gone walk about again"
"Sara's gone to find him left me with these two" smiled Greg as they sat on the couch
"Greg can make things glow" smiled Jessica bouncing
"Are they even supposed to be in here after last time?" asked Nick coming in
"They're ok your going to be scientists aren't you, as long as they keep in here their fine" smiled Cath coming
"NCIKY" screamed Hollie jumping up and running outside into the arms of Nick.
"Nick what is that?" asked Ecklie striding in front of him
"It's a child you remember Sara's and Grissom we've had this conversation" Nick informed him
"I realise that I also realise whose' it is now what are they doing here?"
"Waiting to go home" answer Hollie from behind him making him jump
"Great they take after their mother," mumbled Ecklie walking off.
"Hollie don't pester Nicky" came Sara's voice from down the corridor
"Mum" shouted Jessica running and jumping at her
"Oh god honey I told you, you cant jump on mummy any more," said Sara shifting her weight
"Why not?" asked Jess wrapping her legs around her
"Because your little brother is sat on mummy's bladder," answered Sara
"Let me take her" smiled Cath as Sara handed her over showing off her bump.
"No" whined Jessica clinging onto Sara
"Jess honey please let go," said Sara slightly begging "mummy has a very full bladder"
Greg snorted, "I think mummy needs the toilet," he said taking Jessica way from Sara
"Yer she has to wee all the time we had to stop three times on the way home yesterday. I'm better potty trained I can hold on well" announced Hollie as Sara turned bright red while Greg looked like he was going to wet himself
"Ah the joys of innocence" smiled Cath with grin
"You know I think you could come in very handy what else do mummy and daddy do?" Nick asked Hollie
"Nick" warned Cath
"What this is how we found out about their brother" he said in self defence
"It was hard to deny it after Jess said mummy's sick in the morning and moody. It didn't' take a genius to work it out who knows what information we could get"
"Their children not spies" said Catherine
"They bounce on each in bed. I get told of for bouncing," said Hollie not able to understand why everyone w sleighing
"What's going on?" asked Grissom coming in
"Were learning how you and Sara bounce in bed," said Cath raising an eyebrow
"Hollie what are you up to"? asked Grissom as Hollie got down along with Jessica and ran over taking their dad's hands
"Nothing" smiled Hollie
"Where's mummy?" asked Grissom
"She had to wee," answered Jessica as Grissom shuck his head
"They know how to capture the attention of a room" smiled Cath as Sara came back in
"Can you carry me now mum?" asked Jessica holing her arms out
"Ok" smiled Sara picking her up
"Oh I was hoping for some gossip," moaned Greg
"Try the fact for the past three days Cath's had a engagement ring on" smiled Sara
"What Catherine? Warrick man" shouted Greg and Nick
"You had to let the cat out the bag we were wondering how long it was going to take them to find out after we dated for six months without you knowing" smiled Cath
THE END