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I was in my own little world again, but it wasn't a good thing at all. All the people around me were depressed, cutting themselves or shooting something up. It was very unnerving. I then felt like I was in a different area where I saw a lot of people I knew, but when I turned around I only saw him running after me. I couldn't take it anymore so I closed my eyes and went to sleep, pushing the memory to the back of my head. I thought that I would be able to stop thinking about it, but oh how wrong I was.

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I'm on the bed still and he is kissing the insides of my knees. I feel so horrible it isn't even funny. He's spreading my legs apart with his hands and groping my ass. I look at him as he pulls off my skirt and throws it behind him. His eyes bulge as he notices that I'm wearing a white thong.

"Mimi you must dress like this just to tease me. I can get rid of that garment easily." He said as he took out a knife at quickly ripped through the thin fabric and let it fall.

My heartbeat began to race as I realized things were happening differently than usual. His hands then began to fondle with the folds of flesh between my legs which caused my body to writhe. He then took his fingers and thrust them into me one at time, steadily pumping in and out. The feeling around his fingers elated him, but disgusted me even more.

"You're so tight and just ready for the fucking aren't you?"

"You dumb fuck! The only reason you're doing this to me is because you can't get it up with Mami anymore. She can't stand to give you any, so you take it out on me!" Why can't I keep my big-assed mouth shut? I braced myself for the slap, but it never came. I did hear his odd maniacal chuckle as he bent down to my ear, told me, "That doesn't concern you," and bit down.

I wanted to howl out at the sharpness of the pain, but there was no time. In a matter of mere seconds his pants were pooled around his ankles and his manhood, his cock, was placed at my opening and thrusted in.

Previously, he had never gone this far. Nothing more than abusive foreplay, which ended with his dick in my mouth. This was a new threshold of pain that I could not tolerate. Tears began to stream, carving a steep trail of emotion down my face.

My whole body jerked at the pain I was experiencing. It felt like he had literally torn me apart, from the inside out. I looked down at the blood that had started to run down the insides of my thighs and cringed. It was also around the purple head of his dick.

"I got the pleasure of breaking you in huh bitch?"

His words were harsh, but true, which made me angry and sad at the same time. I had never thought about losing my virginity so soon, but I never expected this to happen. Now people will think of me as a slut, just opening my legs to anyone who comes along and asks. I am definitely not that type of girl.

He started thrusting into me harshly and painstakingly slow. He pulled out little by little and before he was completely out, rammed himself back in to me. After a while it didn't hurt as much as it did when he started, but my legs and insides would hurt more later on. I couldn't take it once and closed my legs quickly without thinking, kneeing him in the groin in the process.

"What is wrong with you slut? Are you trying to make a getaway? You better stop or I will use the knife instead for this."

He continued his sick task. I could feel a release coming from myself. I had started moaning and making odd groans to him. He just kept on going until he finally made me come, the first time. The walls of my vagina tightened around his shaft as I was being violated. I screamed. No, I howled at the feeling of my orgasmic rush. I was in an all white area feeling no pain and not registering my surroundings for a short while till I felt that he was still pumping trying to spill himself.

He started getting even faster than before and I could feel myself building for another go. My legs had begun to burn but I could do nothing about it as I was having sex with a man twice my age, who would probably kill me if I tried anything drastic.

"Uuh Uhh Uhh. OOOOOOAH!" I groaned out as my body jerked again for the second orgasm of the night. I couldn't take it anymore my body was not made for something like this so young. I could feel him about to spill himself into me at the vibration of his legs, body, and the inaudible moans and grunts from his mouth.

He came for a while and spilled himself completely in me. He lay there for a while after he was done and didn't take himself out of me. I thought that would be it. I don't want anymore. I'm tired and sick to my stomach. Oh God I pray and hope that he's done.

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