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AN: This chapter wasn't posted in the first version of the fanfiction, because I thought it might get my account deleted or smth. But as time passed, I read some stuff here and came to the conclusion that I'm downright classy when it comes to writing lemons, so here it is.

WARNING! The following chapter is entirely a lemon, therefore will show sexual activity. If you aren't the proper age, be sure you become by the time you read this.

Chapter 17

"Rin." He called her, and she met his gaze.

"I love you." He said, and Rin had a shiver.

"I love you too." She answered, and abandoned her innocence into his embrace.

No regrets, Sesshoumaru. Not with you.

He picked her up gently and went up the stairs into her bedroom. There he placed his precious carriage on the soft bed and bent over her to look at the surreal image she was offering. He almost didn't dare touch her; she seemed so frail and so pure.

She was entirely his, and his instincts rejoiced the feeling this realization brought. Rin reached to his shoulders and trailed her fingers down his chest, undoing his clothing. He simply froze at her gesture, and watched her as she pulled down his kimono. Her hands wee slightly trembling and her finally decided help her with the rest, unwrapping his inner clothing and momentarily standing half naked before her eyes. Rin almost forgot to breathe at the sight of his body.

It was every bit as she'd imagined it to be, and her hands reached to touch him. His muscles were hard under the silky skin, and she felt her cheeks burn violently as she continued her caress down to his stomach, catching the waist of his pants. She didn't know what she was doing.

Sesshoumaru swallowed looking at her face while she touched his chest, sending shivers through his tensed body.

He put a knee on the edge of the bed, and Rin moved to him, pressing her breasts against his stomach. He whimpered, sticking his hand in her hair, and catching the back of her neck. She kissed his chest several times, breathing him in, and smiling with desire.

He pushed her on her back and laid on top of her, kissing her lips, then down to her neck and the base of her ear, licking her collarbone and the gap at her shoulder. Rin pulled his hair to one side, to allow him free movement. He touched her breasts and she whimpered softly when he kissed them.

The feeling was almost insupportable. She wanted him to stop, but to continue, at the same time. She felt his mouth over her stomach, and lower, until he reached her panties. They glided down her legs, and she found herself completely naked under his gold gaze. He breathed over her skin, and she instinctively arched her back and raised her hips to meet him. His kisses trailed from one side to another, then lower until she felt him reach between her legs.

He slowly parted her knees, and wondered why he hadn't felt this in all the centuries he's lived, with all the females he'd been with… She was simply beyond words. He leaned and slid his tongue inside her, making Rin moan out a plea as she clenched her hands in his hair and arched her back to deepen his strange kiss. She never knew a being could feel like this.

As he moved slowly inside her, she averted her eyes and looked up at the ceiling, wishing this would never end. He continued his kiss, lightly picking up the pace, until she moved with him and eventually tensed up her entire body into a perfect arch. She screamed as she came, and he swiftly closed her mouth with his, pressing down her small body with his own.

She reached for his waist and pulled from the ties, undoing them. He did the rest of the job, and Rin soon felt him entirely naked above her. She blushed an intense shade of red, and he kissed her forehead. Her legs were still parted, and she wrapped them around his waist. He paused for a second, knowing that she'll get hurt, even if he took care that she was dilated enough.

"It's okay." She whispered, and he caressed her cheek, moving his hips to touch her. She shivered at the contact, and felt him push against her.

At first it felt like he would never succeed, she was too narrow, she thought, but as seconds passed, she realized her body was allowing him entrance, and he slowly made his way deeper, until he reached the thin barrier that stood proof of her innocence. No words were needed, they both knew what was coming, and he decided to get it over with as fast as possible. Just like ripping a bandage from a wound.

He thrusted once, while holding the top of her head in place with one hand, and felt the barrier ripping apart. Rin widened her eyes, and cried out in pain, her eyes involuntarily filling with tears. They trailed down to each side of her temples, and Sesshoumaru wanted to die right then and there. Her pained face hit him straight in the chest and he felt breathless. She was shivering uncontrollably, while her hands clutched onto his broad shoulders.

He didn't dare to move, although he knew he had to, eventually. After a few seconds, Rin moved by her own will, slightly pulling back, then trying to resume their position. Sesshoumaru stood on his elbows not wanting his weight to drop on her and make her pain even worse.

She breathed deeply and nodded, biting her bottom lip. He eyed her suspiciously, and slowly advanced inside her again, this time a little deeper. She moaned, and felt a sting. But the feeling of him inside her seemed to take over the pain.

"I think it's… getting better." She said, and he sincerely hoped she wasn't lying for his sake.

He deepened the contact, slowly moving in and out. Rin ended up not feeling the pain at all, and she eventually smiled up at him as the feeling of their union invaded her entire body, making her shiver.

The rhythm was getting faster and faster, and Rin was now arching her back and raising her hips to meet him. Drops of sweat formed on their skin and their breath was burning. He waited for when her body was ready and thrusted inside her, making her come and releasing himself as well. Her entire body was trembling as she came, and she cried out with the most beautiful voice he's ever heard in his life.

He wanted to rest against her chest, but stopped at the thought that it might hurt her. He pulled out, and Rin was left with the feeling of emptiness. He laid beside her, and felt her still shaking. Her skin was hot and held small red spots, which soon faded away. He pulled her against his chest and Rin cuddled close to him, pressing her legs together. She was a little sore, but not much.

After a few moments, he regained his strength and put on his pants. He wrapped her in a sheet, picking her up.

"Where are we going?" she asked, in a dim voice.

"To clean you."

"What of?" she asked again, and he gave her a rogue look, raising his eyebrow. Rin felt shy.

As they walked to the bathing room, he thanked God he'd been thoughtful enough to warm up some water. Rin felt something warm slip from between her legs, and stain the sheets. When he put her down, she found that it was blood.

She frowned a little, but didn't pay much attention to the fact. She'd almost forgot about the blood.

Most importantly, she'd forgotten about the pain.

No regrets.

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