Author: Shimizu Asuka
Title: Deceptions
Chapter: 17
Chapter Title: I Won't Be Broken
Pairings: SasuNaruSasu, OroNaru, OroSasu (for now..)
Warnings: Swearing. Sexual contact.

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A/N: So I'm trying to finish this story as soon as I can but I just keep getting ideas. The first chapter to my new -big- story is coming out on the 10th.. be excited. It has a captivating plot. I am in love with it. I am going to get as much done as I can with this story until the 10th.. and if I don't finish it by then.. which I don't think will happen.. I will add the first chapter and then complete this story. I know I have a bazillion stories on the go.. but my imagination just keeps giving me ideas.. I will try to work on my other stories.. but I can't make any guarantees. (p.s there is a lot of character OOC in this chapter, forgive me.)

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I Won't Be Broken

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It had been a few days since Sasuke had seen Naruto. He hadn't been fed much and it stunk in the cell. He hated Naruto for bringing him here. He just laid there on the dirty floor looking at the ceiling, thinking about Naruto. Would Naruto actually forget about him? Where was he anyways? It was useless to try to escape because of the maze of hallways and doors.

There was a sound that came from down the hallway. Sasuke closed his eyes. It wasn't time to eat, so it probably wasn't for him.

Echoing footsteps came towards him. Each one getting louder and louder. Until they stopped in front of the cell. Many of the people walking down the hall stopped to see the scum that Orochimaru had locked up.

"Sasuke, get up."

It had been a low male voice. Only a few people knew his name. So maybe this guy deserved a glance. Sasuke slowly opened one eye and looked at the man behind the bars of the cell. It was Naruto, he was in a different outfit again. How much did Orochimaru like Naruto? It had to be a lot considering he looked like he had anything his heart desired.

"Why should I get up for you?" Sasuke asked with a bored voice.

"I am obeyed. If I'm not then the being who disobeys me suffers my blade. And that's all there is to it," Naruto said sounding annoyed.

"Then why don't you kill me? You claim not to love me. Death is better than this." Sasuke looked up at Naruto. There was something in his eyes that Sasuke couldn't place.

"Its not that bad. Stop being dramatic," Naruto said looking at the wall. It looked worse than when he had been in it.

"You don't even know what goes on down here do you?" Sasuke asked sitting up.

"Don't be so dramatic. It's not that bad. I was in here for two weeks when I first got here," Naruto said crossing his arms.

"Why were you in here? Was it that you wouldn't submit to Orochimaru? I guess I'm lucky that I didn't have to lock you up before I fucked you," Sasuke said with pain in his eyes for a moment, but then glared at Naruto. Everytime he doubted it was a good idea to come here he thought of the old Naruto and it made him a little happier. He loved Naruto. Maybe not this one so much, but the old one. The happy one. The one who loved him.

"I was not here because I did something to anger Orochimaru."

"So you just let him fuck you the first time?" he asked. He almost didn't want to know the answer.

"Who said that he fucked me Sasuke? Its not illegal to have a ninja under your power and not fuck him."

"I saw him Naruto. A person like that is not one to leave... someone like you alone in anyway."

"What the hell is that supposed to mean? And someone like me? Who am I?" Naruto asked scrutinizing Sasuke.

"You're fuckable. You're beautiful. Or you were, but now you look tired and unhappy. What has happened to you in the past few days? You look like shit."

"Orochimaru made me train a lot. And then he took me back to my room and came in."

Sasuke layed back down. He knew as much. Naruto looked exhausted. And he knew that it wasn't only training.

"This was nice and all but I came down for a reason. Now get up. We are going to see Orochimaru."

"Why?"

"Because he asked me to bring you to him," Naruto said in a tone that said 'get up now or I really will kill you'.

"Fine. It might be nice to see another human being for a change."

"It's not that bad," Naruto said holding open the door for Sasuke.

"I know," Sasuke whispered as he got close to Naruto's ear. Naruto could feel Sasuke's breath on his neck and it stirred something deep inside him. Orochimaru never did that to him. It was too affectionate.

Naruto grabbed Sasuke's wrist and pulled him down the hall. Sasuke didn't love him now. How could he? Naruto had tried his hardest to make it impossible for anyone to love him. Sasuke hadn't loved him then and he didn't love him now.

"You're no fun," Sasuke mumbled as he was pulled along. This made Naruto stop and turn around slowly. Before he realized what was going on he was up against the wall, pinned by Naruto.

"It's not supposed to be fun," he hissed in Sasuke's ear before biting the skin beneath it. Sasuke mumbled a small complaint. He had drawn blood but Naruto didn't care. He didn't love Sasuke. He had to let him know that things like this were not 'fun'.

"What did I ever do to you Naruto? When did I ever make you believe that I didn't love you?" Sasuke asked holding his neck where he had been bitten.

Naruto didn't answer. He didn't have to. He wasn't going to worry about Sasuke anymore. His master said that he would have Sasuke put in special care and that he could go see him whenever he wanted.

There was minutes of silence as they walked down the hall. Their footsteps echoed in the empty halls. They were cold and gray. Sasuke cringed at the bleak walls. Bleak like his future if he didn't get out of here soon.

"You didn't answer me Naruto," Sasuke stated.

"We're here," Naruto said blankly without a glance in Sasuke's direction. All he saw was the door in front of him and that's all he ever needed to see.

"I don't want to go in unless you answer me," Sasuke said defiantly.

"That's just too bad then isn't it?" Naruto said as he pushed Sasuke into the room and locked the door. He regretted doing it the first time he heard Sasuke trying to get away from Orochimaru. He knew that Sasuke would break. They all did eventually. Even he, Naruto, had resigned himself to Orochimaru. A life built on pain and all other unhappy emotions. He knew that he would never be able to escape him. Knew that he was just the object of lust. Knew that no one in the world loved him. It was painful to think about. But it was all he had. He didn't have anyone else. Not anymore. Everyone in the village wanted his head for a price. And if they didn't they would never trust him again.

This was when the screaming started. Sasuke kept screaming as Naruto knew that he was being forceed by Orochimaru again and again. They were all the same. And then they would beg. They always begged and then ended up serving him for whatever purpose he had in mind for them. It worked everytime.

But maybe not this time, Sasuke was strong, but he would bend to Orochimaru's will eventually. He could tell that Orochimaru was not finished with Sasuke yet. Wondering why he was still outside the door Naruto went back to his room.

When he opened the door he saw that there were chains firmly attached to his wall. Was this Orochimaru's new kink?

"I see you've found the chains for your new guest," Kabuto said as he threw Sasuke into the room. He was in a thin rag and he looked horrible. "He will be confined to your wall until he willingly submits to Orochimaru-sama."

"He didn't..."

"He didn't so he is going to be punished. And you too. You have not been what Orochimaru expects. He thinks your getting soft. He wants to see how well you can do with a previous lover in your room."

Naruto nodded as he walked over to Sasuke and pulled him over to the wall. Sasuke tried with all his might to resist. But he was still too weak. Naruto felt pity as he locked Sasuke to his wall. He hated it. It was brutal and inhumane.

Maybe he really was getting soft.

Naruto clipped Sasuke's wrists into the shakles with relative ease. He then stepped back to see his handy work. His eyes showed pity and no one in the room noticed. Kabuto was busy smirking at the lifeless form and Sasuke was staring at the ground in humiliation. Naruto didn't know what it was like to be chained to a wall. He had obeyed Orochimaru ever since his first time with him. Sasuke was obviously a defiant soul. He would not break so easy.

"Orochimaru will be here in an hour or so. Be here or he will be disappointed." This said Kabuto left and Naruto was left with Sasuke.

"How could you?" a faint voice said. Naruto never expected that Sasuke could sound so pathetic. "You sent me to him. You knew what would happen. I didn't know you were so heartless."

"I didn't think it would be that bad," Naruto said looking down at Sasuke who was looking up at him with the biggest puppy dog eyes that Naruto had ever seen.

"Didn't think it would be that bad? Do you know what he did to me? He raped me Naruto. And he told me to beg for him. He knew I didn't want him and still he forced me. Are you telling me you didn't know that?" Sasuke said with the most conviction that he had ever used with Naruto.

"I did know that. Orochimaru wants to be sure that you will serve him. That is his test. You failed. So now you are being punished," Naruto said in a soft tone. Naruto kneeled on the floor next to Sasuke. Who looked away from him. "Look at me Sasuke." He looked up. "I'm sorry." Naruto kissed his forehead and held his head close to his chest. He would comfort Sasuke, only because he looked so pitiful.

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The knock on the door brought them back to this world. A world where Naruto didn't cradle Sasuke's head and Sasuke was a prisoner that Naruto was to watch over.

"Master Orochimaru-sama," Naruto said giving a small bow. "Shall I escort you to your room?"

"Why?" he asked acting oblivious.

"I have a visitor. I'd rather not have people watching me."

"I don't care if there is a million people watching us. We are going to have sex in your room with Sasuke watching or not."

"Yes, Orochimaru-sama."

With that concluding the end of the conversation Orochimaru pushed Naruto up against the wall and started kissing him. It felt different then it normally did. Naruto found himself getting almost revolted at the way Orochimaru's tongue would go down his throat. Or how he touched him. Orochimaru didn't feel like it used to. Naruto used to be apathetic when it came to Oro-sama's sexcapades. Maybe it was because someone was watching them.

Or maybe because it was Sasuke.

Naruto was now being stripped by Orochimaru and Sasuke couldn't bear to look any longer. He put his head on his knees and rocked back and forth until it was safe to look again. Which meant after Orochimaru was gone. Was this the kind of punishment that he was to recieve. Seeing the man he loved being taken by another. Or maybe it was being able to see him but not to reach out to him and touch his heart the way he used to. Sasuke knew the rythym of the bed squealing would haunt his dreams forever.

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"Sasuke, you shouldn't have seen that. It shouldn't have happened. I will go have a talk with Orochimaru-sama and see what I can do to stop him," Naruto said getting up to go out the door. He was dressed again and looking a bit more tired.

"Please don't leave me. Don't leave me again," Sasuke said with a glossy look in his eyes.

Naruto went over to him and got down on the floor with him again. He held him in a tight embrace. And then he left.

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To Be Continued

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A/N: Awesome! Another long chapter.. I hope you liked it.

I personally like this chapter. (the way its written) I like how Sasuke is portrayed as a stong-willed kind of guy. I don't really like how Naruto is being so strange.. oh well.. answers in the chapters to come.. I promise.

Ta for now,
-Shimizu

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