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sakura or its characters except
Shinji and Ryo or Johnathan Rice's song
So Sweet
Last time:"Thank you Syaoran for comforting me"
Sakura said softly, Syaoran suddenly
had the urge to kiss Sakura and as
suddenly as he had thought of it he
right there he kissed her.
Now:
Sakura couldn't think her mind was blank
slowly she started to kiss Syaoran back,
but suddenly as the kiss had come she
pushed him away.
Sakura was breathing heavily as was
Syaoran, Suddenly Syaoran started to
talk.
"Why did you pull away Sakura" he asked
her.
"I-I can't im sorry Syaoran I... have
to go" Sakura said quickly and just ran.
"im an idiot I can't believe I just did
that to her, she must think I'm some kind
of pervert or something" Syaoran said
while he slapped his fore head.
with Sakura
I ran right out of Syaoran's room
after
the kiss, I don't really know what
to think
im just scared I don't want to get
hurt
again, like I did with Katsuya.
Flashback
It was four years ago when it happened, I
met Katsuya through Tomoyo, on a blind date.
"Saku guess what" Tomoyo said as she came in through the door to my room, when I was
still living with my dad.
"hmm" was all I could say to her after looking up from the box I was packing my clothes into.
"I got you a date" She said with clasped hands and hearts in her eyes.
I dropped the clothes that were in my hands and just looked at her shocked.
"W-what did you say" I stuttered and just stared at her, of course I knew what she said but I didn't want her to admit it.
"Sakura he's so nice, and very handsome I might add, he's a friend of mine, and he already knows about it also, he's a police officer also isn't that so cool" Tomoyo said and began saying other stuff about him but I blanked out after hearing that he is a police officer.
"I can't belive Tomoyo would do this to me" I thought to myself, but I already knew she would do something like this, I haven't been on a date for four years.
"Sakura, Sakura are you listening to me" Tomoyo said as she waved a hand in front of my face.
"hmm oh uh yeah um yes I do have some sugar" I said as I went past her down the stairs.
"Sakura, come on you haven't been on a date for four years you need to get out and get yourself a boyfriend" Tomoyo said as she followed me downstairs into the kitchen.
"Tomoyo, you know that every date i've had has turned out badly, the guy has bad breath, stinky feet, a pervert, a boring guy, and the last one you set me up with critizied me with no remorse" I said as I listed everyone in order.
Tomoyo just stared at me with an open mouth then started to talk again "Sakura Katsuya is the perfect gentlemen he would never do that to you, and I promise if this date doesn't go so well I will never set you up on a blind date ever again" Tomoyo said with hopeful eyes.
"You promise" I eyed her carefully, there was no telling with tomoyo about if she was lying or being truthful with you.
"I cross my heart" Tomoyo said while making an x over her heart.
I gave a little sigh then just shook my head.
"Fine" I gave in I can't belive I give in so easily for her, the things I do for my cousin.
Tomoyo just jumped up and down, then gave me a hug "THANK YOU, THANK YOU, YOU WON"T REGRET THIS, I SWEAR" Tomoyo said as she let me go.
Hours later
I had only a couple of minuets before Katsuya arrived to pick me up for our "date".
Tomoyo dressed me in one of her own designer dress, the finest there was. (http/ this is the dress she is wearing.http/ these are the shoes she's wearing.http/ This is the necklace she is wearing. Im to lazy to write the discription)
I heard the doorbell go off, and my heart
started to beat faster.
"Wait right here okay" Tomoyo said as she went out of the room.
I heard her and Katsuya talking then she called me downstairs.
I took a deep breath and started to walk out of my room.
I looked down at the bottom of the stairs and my heart just stopped.
He was very handsome just like Tomoyo said, he looked like a model out of a magizine or something. (I'll describe Katsuya after this chapter)
I began to walk down the stairs, but when I got to the second to last step I tripped.
I closed my eyes waiting for the impact, but it never came.
I felt warm arms around me and I looked up.
A blush covered my face, Katsuya just looked at me and smiled, which made me melt right then and there.
I wasn't the one to ever fall in love at first sight, but something clicked when I first saw him.
I never knew what type of guy he really was inside, I never noted the creepy vibes coming from him or anything.
I was naive back then, but I began to understand his true nature little by little.
It started when we were half way through the year, we started dating after a week.
I had tons of guys friends,not that any girls wanted to hang out with me or anything.
I was saying bye to Jesse, and gave him a quick hug, when I was suddenly yanked away from him.
I spun around a found it was Katsuya, he was giving Jesse the coldest, and deadliest glare that i've ever seen.
He then turned and looked at me asking me in a cold voice why I was hugging this guy.
I tried to say something but he cut me off before I could really explain, he draged me to the car and drove me home.
When we got into the driveway Katsuya turned to me and began crying saying how sorry he was for acting like that and he gave me the chance to explain.
That wasn't the last time it happened, I almost left him over it but he kept apologizing and I just stayed with him.
Then it was the worst thing that ever happened to me, my best guy friend shuya was put into the hospital, shuya told me that Katsuya did it, I didn't believe him at first and just covered it up, thats when one of his ex girlfriends came to me.
She said that Katsuya was a very possessive, and jealous person, that he would beat her if she even looked at another guy, she told me to get out of this relationship before it got even worse.
On the day of our one year anniversary I decided to break up with him, I found that it was a mistake to do that.
Back then when the heartbreak came
yeah it hit me pretty hard
I waved hello and goodbye to the
ghosts on the boulevard
He let me inside his apartment, I looked around and saw a table decorated with candles, champagne galsses, and fine china.
He lead me to me seat, but told him I needed to say something first.
He just smiled and nodded at me while taking a seat.
Well oh my baby you're so sweet
it makes me cry
Well oh my baby you're so sweet
it makes me cry
He just smiled and nodded at me while taking a seat.
You're so sweet
You're so sweet
You're so sweet
I wanna cry
La La La La La
I looked atraight into his eyes and told him that I was breaking up with him, I saw his eyes change drastically, from confusion to hurt, and finally to rage and anger.
Locked up with the dope fiends honey
just trying to sympathize
He turned and looked at me with his
cold dead blood red drag queen eyes
He jumped out of his seat and began yelling at me with unconcealed rage. Saying that if I leave him that I'll regret it, he then slapped me right across the face.
He pinned me down and straddled me, he then said that he's been waiting a long time to do this.
Well oh my baby you're so sweet it
makes me cry
Well oh my baby you're so sweet it
makes me cry
You're so sweet
You're so sweet
You're so sweet
I wanna cry
The next morning he told me that if I ever told anyone that he raped me that he would kill me and anyone that I love.
After he left for work I curled into a ball and just cryed my eyes out, I fell asleep a while later.
Your former lover is leaving checking
out not coming back
The downtown trains have taken him
screaming on down the track
The consistant ringing of the phone woke me up from my slumber, I groggily reached for the phone and picked it up.
"Hello"
"Hello this is deputy Chase from the police sation, im very sorry but Katusya has died in the line of fire on duty this night at 6:00 p.m.,im very sorry for your lose"
I hung up right then, I couldn't believe it Katsuya died, I smiled right then and there, I was so happy that bastard deserved what he got.
It funny, Fate does have a funny way of showing it cares
There is a terrible taste on his
tongue from the chemicals
He's gonna spit his blood all over
the dope white walls
it was three weeks later that I found out I was pregnant with Shinji, I couldn't believe it.
He would forever to this day haunt me, I would see Katsuya through Shinji, but I could never hate Shinji, it wasn't his fault at all.
You're so sweet
You're so sweet
You're so sweet
I wanna cry
La La La La La
Flashback ends
I couldn't belive it I had to stop letting Katsuya ruin and control my life he's dead, he's gone, he's never coming back ever again.
Tomoyo was the only one I could really ever trust besides Chiharu.
Maybe I should go back, maybe I shouldn't, im just so confused,not every guy is like Katsuya, and Sayoran is defiantly not Katsuya.
I just decided to go back to my apartment I just wanted to sleep on it.
With Sayoran
'Why did I kiss her I shouldn't of done that, I was comforting her then I just up and kissed her, now she thinks that im going to take advantage of her or something, IM SO STUPID'
"You got that right idiot"
'Not you again why are you here'
"HELLO IM YOUR CONSCIENCE DOES THAT RING A BELL"
I just folded my arms and glared at nothing in particular.
Why do I have to have a conscience it doesn't do me any good
"umm HELLO IM RIGHT HERE, I can hear you talking about me…"
'This is going to be a long night'
right then I just fell onto the hospital bed and fell asleep right there.
Elsewhere
A young women of 23 years of age was sitting alone at a small table in the corner of the bar, chugging down a drink.
Her face scrunched up in disgust as the taste of the alchol went burning down her throat.
"That's very unlady like of you cousin" A handsome man in his 20's said to the young blonde haired women while sitting down at the table.
The women just glared at him before pouring herself another drink from the pitcher.
The man just took the glass and chugged the drink himself.
The women clenched and unclenched her fists, seething with rage.
Her cousin gave her a pointed looked before playing with the glass in his hand.
"So Yumi what have you been up to these days, marrying old, rich, perverted men to get their money when they kick the bucket" The man said
"No, im not thank you very much" Yumi said as she glared coldly at the man before her, she hated him with every fiber of her being.
The man smirked "So what happened to your play toy, that michael's boy wasn't he rich enough for your tastes" He said laughing inside, he loved to make his cousin seeth it was very amusing for him to see her so riled up like this.
Yumi just slammed some money onto the table, grabed her coat then started walking away.
The man grabbed her arm before she could move any farther.
The man had a serious look on his face, "Relax and have a seat I have something important that you might want to hear" Yumi sat back down as he said this.
"Yeah, why would I want to listen to you" Yum said as she crossed her arms and glared heatedly at him.
"Because it concerns your Xiao lang" The man smirked as he saw his cousins face lighting up with intrest.
"I know a way that you can get you Xiao lang back Yumi" The man said, Yumi leaned closer to the man.
"So tell me this plan of yours my dear cousin Katsuya" Yumi said her feature lighting up.
Katsuya smirked as he began to tell her his plan.
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Finally a chapter out, now you guys won't be mad at me, and it was 14 pages long.
Now you know about Sakura's past with Katsuya, and DUN DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNN I added a twist Katsuya is back along with Yumi and their bound to make trouble for our favorite couple but not if Tomoyo has anything to say about it.
Nect chapter Tomoyo, Eriol, And shinji come into the chapter yay!
And I'll be nice and let you have a preview.
Preview Ch 14:
Syaoran held Sakura close to him as he lowered his head to kiss her.
The moment was ruin with a big slam and a "SO KAWAII"
They both looked and saw a starry eyed Tomoyo and a sweat dropping Eriol.
Sayoran just glared at the new comers interrupting a precious moment with Sakura.
"Sakura its so good to see you, where Shinji" Tomoyo said as she gave Sakura a hug.
"Tomoyo oh my god when did you get here, and Shinji is still with Touya, and Yukito, but im going to call Touya and tell him to bring Shinji over to Hong Kong" Sakura said while hugging Tomoyo.
End
There I gave you a preview, and yes I decided that Touya and Yukito should have a little glory, They live together, and have adopted a daughter Suki Now say AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW isn't that the cutest thing.
Katsuya: 6'2, 195 lbs, Black hair (think milliardo kind of hair), Grey eyes.
