Controlling emotions Chapter four

I can't believe I am so stuck with this fic... Seriously... with all the school works and stupid due dates... I was just thinking what a loser I must be....

Anyway... enough talk... let's get on to the next chapter...

DISCLAIMER: none of the characters are mine except Kensuke Yukimura... ne!!!

Chapter 4: Why does he have to be here?

'Why won't you say anything?' he said. His words slow and smooth. It made me shiver. He looked at me again with his expressionless face and saw my face turned color. When I didn't say anything he steeped forward slightly and slowly, trying to judge my reaction. When I didn't move, he moved closer. I stepped back...

'Yukimura...' I gasped.

He didn't stop. Instead reaching for me. One of his hands touched my cheek. I gasped and fell on the wall behind me. Great wall! I swore underneath my breath.

'I told you don't call me Yukimura' he said slowly and huskily. My mind was still blank... No...! I pleaded silently. Don't come any closer...

Cowering above me, his arms imprisoned me against the wall. I turned my face away so not to see those cold blue eyes. Instead, I could feel his rapid breathing against my cheek. I shut my eyes tightly. He's going to... he's going to...

I could hear my heart beating rapidly. No! I don't want to do this! His breath tickled my ears. Slowly and carefully, he touched my ears with his tongue. I gasped. Smirking, he grabbed my cheek with his hand and his other hand reaching beneath me and cupped my body against his forcefully. I could feel his chest against mine. His heart beating through my chest.

My face nearly touched his. I couldn't help but looked up at his face. His breath felt so close against my lips. Suddenly and forcefully he smashed his lips against mine. Horrified, I yelled and screamed through his mouth. Using my greatest strength I tried to pull away from him. Pushing his chest the cloud above me gave a thunder shriek.

With that opportunity, I kicked him on the shin and pushed him away. He groaned and staggered backwards. Then, with the remaining strength of mine, I ran as fast as possible.

It started to rain, and as I was about to reach the door to the small apartment, I could feel something pulling my clothes. With the huge amount of energy, my clothes ripped and I screamed.

I don't believe this, I muttered under my breath as I saw my uniform clothes ripped on the shoulder. And I could feel cold yearning eyes taking a view of my body.

Completely bewildered, I don't stand a chance against him. He was fast and powerful, nobody could beat him. The string of my bra hang loose from my shoulders and just as I was about to run away, he stepped with high speed to block me from the door.

Gasping, I felt scared. Really scared.

'Don't do this!' I pleaded at him. My voice sounded fearful.

For a moment nothing happened, but the rain gets harder and my clothes felt limp and clinging wet against my body, completely transparent for his pleasure. This is not good.

'You're never going to run away from me again,' he said, his breathing completely normal. 'You hurt my feelings bitch! You ran away from me. You know how much fucking pain I have to go through.' Laughing quietly, his wicked purple hair hung down covering part of his blazing blue eyes. 'But finally... I found you... and you will never... and I mean EVER going to run from me again.' Stepping forward he said, 'or you'll be sorry.'

I felt my cheek wet, not because of the rain. But the tears from my eyes.

He laughed quietly, and then with an evil grin, he stepped forward to reach me. I knew this was going to be over. My life will never be the same again.

Then darkness clouded my eyes...

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'AAARRRRGGGHHH,' I woke up screaming. My head hurts and my body suddenly felt weak. Sweat poured over my face and body.

'Kaoru-chan' Misao came running towards me, her face filled with worry. Is this... what? What happened?

'kaoru-chan,' Misao said again, her hand holding mine, reassuring me everything is fine. My hands clung on the sheet of my bed. I tried to gain composure, my head spinning.

'Kaoru-chan... you must have a nightmare.' Stupefied, my eyes went wide. 'Nightmare?' I asked Misao. She looked at me confusingly. 'Yeah... when I came home, you were already asleep like you always do. You must've had a nightmare.' Confused I bend my head down. I didn't think it was a nightmare. It felt real. I looked down on my clothes; I already have my pajamas on. Where was my uniform?

Staggering out of bed, I looked into the laundry. Nothing...

'Misao, did you see my uniform?' I asked. She shook her head, 'no... I thought you already did something to it.'

Shaking my head, I feel to the floor. What just happened... he came... yes he came... but what happened after that.

Sighing, Misao touched my arm and said quietly, 'you must be tired Kaoru. Why don't you go back to sleep. Or if you want some hot tea? It's pretty cold in here... the rain just keeps coming.'

Rain...

I looked out the window... there must be some mistake... it was raining when it happened... but why am I not wet? Everything just seems weird...

'Are you okay kaoru-chan.'

I looked up to see a worried face... 'Yeah... I think I'll have some tea Misao... thanks'

She smiled weakly and went out of my room. Convincing it must be a dream; I went back to my bed and lay down. Then I felt sick. I touched my head and there it is... I must have flu. Groaning, I turned my head on the pillow. How come now I have the flu?

He he he.... Did I mess everything up... oh...? I just want a bit of lime in it... like I said... Do you hate Yukimura or not... I know he's not an RK character but I don't know who to put as a bad guy for this story.. So just imagine a really hot... hit but bad guy...(

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