Controlling emotions

Chapter 6

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Kenshin's POV

For me, women are nothing. They are basically... wait! what do those people like to call themselves with........... Oh ya, slut. So I treated most of them... well, all of them, like one. Girls just go over to me and fuck themselves like shit. Man, why are women so not intricate? Well, for one reason, they are all the same. They want to act like one another and treat themselves high and mighty. Yes, that's it. But you know what's captivating? Why is this woman laying on my bed at my apartment so different from them? There is something rather intriguing from this raven haired girl.

I walked to the kitchen to pour myself some coffee. I have been wasting my god damn time rescuing a girl I thought would love to be with me. Well, at least for a day. She was a nice lemon to squeeze, I thought to myself. Yeah, she was beautiful and despite her innocence she was rather annoyingly aggressive.

I sighed as I lay on the couch resting in the middle of my small living room. It's comfy mind you. Not like the one that I have in my mansion but this will do. I laid back my head and squeezed my eyes shut. If Sano knew I risked saving a girl he would laugh his fucking head off. Seriously!!!!

As I ran my hand through my red locks I was drowned with millions of words. I captured so many reasons to take advantage of this situation. This would be the perfect opportunity. I longed for some raven innocence. But I still have pride and an asshole stamp has already been stapled to my forehead. It's taken, yeah. But the more reason to take advantage of her, the more I want to protect her. Yeah, I can control the feeling to fuck her. I can control any emotions that pass by me. Every one of them and that is the reason why I am so irresistible (I think.)

Confused in this situation, I started to hum. It was a song that Tomoe used to sing to me. O, how much I miss her...

Kaoru's POV

Strange...

I knew something recently had just happened but my head was still aching as I woke up. The room I was in was dark, and it took me forever to get my mind back in my head. I have low blood pressure. It runs in the family. Man, I must have really hit the ground hard, as I saw a black bruise on my left arm. Or so I think it was black because it was so dark and gloomy.

I tried looking for the door, swinging my arms this way and that. The pressure in my head sent jolts of white stars blocking my eyes. I really hate that when it happens.

Still swaying I saw the door opened and a stream of light passes through and a shadowy figure stood upon the door still. And yet, I tripped. My body smashed against the figure to hear the beating of his heart. I started to panic and I swear I could feel my pulse rising higher and higher as he lifted me softly from his body and I swore, I could pass out right there as dark hue of amber met my eyes. I was still for ages, as if time has come to its rest.

You know the story! When two eyes meet each other and they are both sending jolts of spark to one another. And time stands still and everything just seems to be only you and him. But what if that wasn't the story? What if he was the first to look away just when the moment start to get feathery light and sensuality spreads the air?

I groaned as he lifted me up to my feet slowly, his strong arms gathering my ruined body from atop of his. I was so embarrassed. This was the person who rescued me that night. This was the person who I was dying not to get in touch with. This was the person who, despite his good looks, the most annoying guy of the century. But why does my story have to be that twisted???

'Kenshin,' I started, trying to fill the gap of awkward silence surrounding the room, 'I... just wanted to say...' Wait, what do I wanna say? Do I wanna say that this thing is none of your business? That this stupid story should not include you? I raised my hands to cover my eyes in order for me to think more clearly.

'Shit!'

I looked up at him, 'what?' Did he just say shit to me?

'Come here,' he gestured towards me. He was coming closer when I stepped back, my heart thumping. O my god, o my god, o my god, I repeated this to myself.

'What?' he looked up at me confusingly and he quickly grabbed my left arm as I started, again, to panic. 'You have this god damn shit to fix.' I was confused and man did I feel so embarrassed when he pointed at my bruise.

'O. This?' I sighed, breathing a sigh of relieve. I thought he was going to charge me. I was smooching red as I sat down on the couch of his small living room and kneaded my left arm gently. It was painful yes, but he said after this, the blood stream would flow better. I just nodded, and do what he said while he tries to get some pain relieve.

As I kneaded my left arm, I looked around his room. It was quite tidy for a normal guy's room. It was basically neat and tidy here and there. He must be sick to be this tidy! Besides the tidiness it was raving simplicity. I noticed a Bauhaus shaped chair next to the small TV. Products like those are pretty expensive I would think. And not to mention his couch. So darn comfy, I wonder where he got it.

As he walked in the living room, I could finally glare at his figure. Such a great body and how much I feel I owe him so much for saving my life. Yep, my life. I didn't really want to talk about it. But when he seated himself on the comfy couch next to me to apply cream on my bruise, I couldn't resist but tell the truth. The thing is, he shouldn't even be in the picture.

'Listen,' I started with a whisper, but he shushed me using his one finger to press against my mouth. Instead of shushing, I sentenced myself more confidently and said, 'thank you.'

He looked at me and turned away, before he can get out of the couch I stood up and said in a higher tone, 'I really thank you for what you've done. But I really do hope this will be the last time you would ever save me.'

His expression hasn't changed at all. On the contrary, he smiled and took my hand, which I would've snapped it away if only he didn't hold it too tight and said in a quite but very deep brave voice to me, 'I know.'

Kenshin's POV

She was walking away from me. She snapped my freaking hand away and walked out of my room. Who the hell does she think she is anyway? But she turned to me with a sorrowful look. A painful look that made me stood gaping for a moment. Okay, maybe there's a story to all of this, a big story.

Before I knew it, I reacted without thinking. I blocked her path and looked at her straight in the eyes. She didn't look back. She just squirmed her eyes shut and blinked her eyes. Was she crying? Oh no!

'Listen, Kenshin, I thank you for saving my butt but can't you just---- let me go?' Kaoru, with her beautiful blue eyes said to me.

'Kaoru!' I yelled. Was she that pathetic? 'I want to help you!'

Kaoru looked at me straight in the eye and shook her head. 'How? --- I am hopelessly unbearably ----- hopeless.' For a moment I didn't quite understand.

'You wouldn't understand' she shook her head again; 'I don't want you to get involved in this already complicated situation.'

'Listen!' I practically yelled, 'that guy tried to rape you, yes. And what did you do about it? Huh? Nothing! Yes you were probably helpless and all but that doesn't mean you could just stand there completely immobile. Shit girl! I so happen to find you there and what would your life be, if I was not there to save you?'

I knew I was loud, I knew her heart was screaming 'shut up' to me. But I couldn't help it. I couldn't bear the look on her face when that filthy man strokes her. Kaoru was crying and to make it clear I said, 'I am willing to help you...' in a much softer tone.

For a minute she looked away, tears rolling down her cheeks and I regretted it straight away. 'I am a man of my words. I am willing to protect you.'

She shook her head again, squeezing her eyes shut. 'You can't just kick me out of your life. I'm already involved whether you like it or not.' I sighed. She was so hurt I could tell.

'Besides,' I said in a softer tone, 'you are in --- agony...'

This time she looked up at me. Her blue eyes blurred with crystalline beads of tears. But her features turned softer. She stared at me quite yielding. Like a kitten with their huge cute eyes staring at her owner saying 'please.' I can feel her pain up my spine, and I swear it locates itself into my veins.

Before I knew it, I seized her arm and pulled her into my embrace. I held her in my arms while she cried and cried. Tears soaked my shirt but I didn't care. For a moment I thought I shouldn't have force my guard to protect her. At that moment I was still unsure. Me? Protecting a girl? Not just a girl! It was kaoru. The girl that despises him; the girl that didn't even notice me that much; the girl that was so convince she was strong; the girl that is now feeling so weak and helpless braced in his arms, drenched with pain.

For that moment in time, I feel wanted again. Since Tomoe, I can feel the need again. The need to protect...

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