Controlling emotions

FreyA-wings

Chapter 16: The amazing date

Guess what? I just had my appendix removed. I had an operation and walked like an old lady. It hurts to laugh and I despise those that made me laugh. I had to suffer for laughing! Ever heard of that?

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'Let's both go somewhere, just the two of us. Let's ditch next period and get our asses out of here.'

I shook my head slightly, quite stunned by his sudden change of attitude. But then again, this is his real attitude. He had a devilish characteristic inside of him that made him so attractive. It was just like the time we ditched detention and the kissing scene. I suddenly had the urge to become devilish as well. So I slowly smiled and nod my head.

Kenshin smiled back and took my bag, lifted me off the ground and winked hotly at Michi. Michi looked at Kenshin with those bubbly eyes of hers. I only mimicked, 'bye' to Michi and waved. She just smiled and shook her head rigorously. Maybe luck really is just around the corner…

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Kaoru's POV

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It's funny how our feelings change in an instant. One moment you were in complete blankness, being in a dark hole that has no end, then suddenly you can bright up and smile away the darkest feeling inside. As Kenshin held my hand, we were walking down the streets of Kyoto, I just feel like smiling all the time. I couldn't stop those muscles that spring my mouth into a goofy smile.

The city was busy as always, and I am pretty sure all of you have seen the bustling city of Japan. Everything just seemed overcrowded and packed.

The air was getting colder and dry; the sign that autumn is coming soon. I breathed the air in and glanced here and there while taking in the satisfaction when people see us pass… well, Kenshin more precisely. Of course they were thinking why someone like me could be holding hands with someone as handsome as Kenshin. Yes, I thought as I glanced up at him, his face was a dream, so bright in the sun. His hair blew softly against the wind, his eyes sparkled and he held a face of pure contentment, as if being here with me is the greatest thing on earth.

I ignored the whispers that I get. I didn't care. I was enjoying the moment of being Kenshin's girlfriend. So then, as I took a step onto the busy road, I walked confidently with our hands clutched in unison… with my goofy grin.

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We have walked for quite some time so I began to wonder where Kenshin was taking me.

'Hey,' I started, 'tell me where we are heading!'

He grinned and looked at me, 'it's a surprise.'

I frowned. Okay, I know this area better than anyone in the city and Kenshin had only touched this place for a few months and yet he is taking me somewhere surprising. I ignored the confusion in my head and pondered the streets, recapping where we are. It turns out we were nearing the Sakura park. During an autumn like this, the sakura trees blooms beautifully, emitting splendor and magnificence at its most exquisiteness. I watched one of the trees coming to view and for a moment I felt calmness.

'Kenshin,' I said, 'are we going to the park?'

He glanced at me and winked. 'There's much more than that,' was all he said.

I frowned again, thinking he must be nuts or playing around with me. Then, he stopped in front of the entrance park and he took something out from his bag. It was a long white linen cloth. He turned to me and smiled mischievously. I saw his sneer and shook my head.

'No way,' I said, 'you are not putting that on me.'

'Hey, come one Kaoru,' he said, 'it'll ruin the fun.' I looked at his face in search for mischief, thought twice and said, 'well, alright. I might regret this.'

He stepped in front of me and prepared to cover my eyes with the fold, 'trust me. You'll love it.' He neared yet so close to me that I could smell his scent, a lovely musk. I sense his masculinity and blushed slightly, breathing in his enticing smell. Then, I saw black. I can only hear the soft wind gushing and the sound of children's laughter and screams, the bustling of the streets and afternoon calmness.

He took a hold of my arm, directing my steps. I felt a little clumsily since I couldn't say anything. It was a fun journey though. That was because I walked so slow and sometimes I nearly tumble forward that we both laugh heartily. I tried to sense where he was taking me. Instead, as we walked further, I could hear a familiar music.

A few minutes later we stopped. I took a moment to sense the place we were at, only to hear the same familiar music and children's laughter and screams.

Suddenly, Kenshin took off the fold over my eyes and I blinked a few times to adjust my eyes. As my cloudy vision cleared I gasped. A tear nearly fell from my cheeks. I closed my mouth with both my hands, couldn't help all these strong feelings coming out. I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. I could feel Kenshin's presence beside me, looking at my face and smiling knowingly. He tapped my back and wrapped his arm around me and pulling me toward him. I was too awed to respond, only to let him hold me close.

Finally, I laughed, 'Kenshin, you know how corny this is!'

He laughed as well, 'well, corny is always fun. And I know you will love this place.'

'You should know we are too old for these kinds of things.'

'Says who? No matter how old we are, we still have the same childish character inside of us.' He paused, 'it's time to let our false nature to be mature go. It's time to have fun.'

Yes, it might be corny, being in a mini theme park. But there were so many strong feelings from this that I couldn't ignore. All these memories that had almost vanished suddenly came flowing back inside my head. Those moments where my mother and father would still hold my hand and we would all laugh together. Those days were gone, but I could recall back the beautiful smile my mother would show, her glowing features made my heart float. My father would laugh too and hold me in his arms while I ate a pink cotton candy. It was only those moments that we have truly found happiness.

Suddenly, a single tear rolled down my cheeks but I didn't wipe it off. Kenshin glanced at me, 'what's wrong?'

I smiled, 'I had always waited for this moment, the moment when my mother and father would take me here again.' I paused and Kenshin didn't respond. 'I was so happy back then, I felt so alive. There were many memories with them that I lost and never found them back.' I could see my mother's smile in my head.

There it happened. I was crying in front of Kenshin. 'Oh my god, I miss them so much.' Kenshin hugged me and I cried onto his shirt like a little child lost in a playground. He shushed me to assure that it was okay. 'I'm sorry,' he whispered.

'No,' I pushed my head back a little so that I could see his face, 'you had done an incredible thing. I should thank you.'

More than ever, I needed all the comfort in the world. More than ever, I needed a pole to cling on to. I thought I would never find it. But when Kenshin's lips touched mine, all the hardness, foul, atrocious and upsetting moments instantly filtered from my whole body and soul. I felt elevated, the ground untouched, weight lifted and bright white wings pushing me up to the firmament.

I opened my mouth consciously to let him enter me. I could feel his surprise that I answered his kiss. So he pushed his tongue inside and I gasped in pleasure. He wrapped his arms around me even more and I grasped the back of his shirt, telling him I needed more. He played around with my mouth and tongue. It wasn't an innocent kiss. I have learnt all of this before and I know Kenshin too is not an amateur. This time though, we were more passionate.

Kenshin held the small of my back with his hand and held my shoulders with his other arms. I moaned when he pushed further. I needed more. I also took one of my hands and went down to the small of his back, carefully brushing slightly along his spine so that he could feel the shivers. I made a small smile when he shuddered and moaned, pushing even further to the kiss.

'Mommy, mommy, look, they are kissing,' a small child said.

It was then that our connection broke and we awkwardly let go of each other, leaving the warmth. I blushed furiously and Kenshin laughed knowingly. It was then that Kenshin took a hold of my hand and said, 'let's do that another time. For now, let's go have some fun.'

When he winked at me, my blush was more than I could handle, but I let him held my hand and lead the way, not leaving the warmth that we both shared.

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Kenshin's POV

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I know I should have held back. But when I saw her crying in my arms, I couldn't help but give in to the moment. I was surprised that she answered to my kiss. Even more surprisingly, she was actually good at what she was doing. When I saw her for the first time, I thought that she was still innocent. Boy was I smashed. She made me tremble, which isn't exactly something that I had felt with other girls before, surely not from Tomoe.

I watched this young woman in front of me laughing and enjoying her moment and I thought, 'she is amazing.' She made me feel like a bee to a honey. I was so attracted to her it was impossible now to turn back. I know more than enough about her; it was like I was a big part of her life. At least, that is what I was hoping for.

Kaoru's laughter made my heart leap. It was more than wonderful to share happiness with the person that you love. At least I have brought smile on to her face. She needed to have a great time. She needed some reassurance in her despondent life.

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Sano's POV

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I gazed at the table of Kenshin and Kaoru and immediately came to a typical conclusion. I knew Kenshin's moves and motives. I smiled at the thought. I'm just happy he is back to his normal self again, those flirtatious moments. It was since Tomoe that he acted differently, both good and bad.

I sighed and stared outside the window. Maybe I should just ditch class as well. I thought about it twice. It was 5 minutes before class starts I might as well follow the foot steps of our hero of the day. So with a heave, I snagged my bag and took off.

When I touched the soft grass of the school's big yard, I tried to think of a place where I can soothe my mind, maybe a club or playing pool. Pool sounds good. I should be able to find a place to play pool around here. It was a city after all. I know a good place just near here.

I reached streets and followed the path towards the pool house. Then I wanted to look around the area. There were many mousy streets here and I might as well take a peek at some of them to see where it could lead to. I was new here after all.

So, with a smile, I followed a narrow road. It had quite a bumpy road and small enough for two people to walk through. I passed many other roads and I took some by guess, like going through a maze.

Peculiarly, when I pass through yet another small street, I heard a silent whimper. I thought about ignoring it when I saw it was a girl in the same school clothes as I had, slouched, leaning against the dirty wall. Her dark hair flowed perfectly over her curved figure. She was crying, folding her arms together to hide her face. It was then that I was interested.

So, I made up my mind. I walked towards her. As I neared, she didn't glance up, figuring I would pass her and ignore her. Instead, I stopped just in front of her. She sensed my presence and looked up. My guess had been right. It was the girl I had been dying to search for.

When she looked up at me, I came into contact with the same beautiful dark pool of eyes that sucked me in. Her beautiful face however was muddled with tears and run down mascara. I frowned when I saw a bruise on her left cheek. When she saw me, immediately she stopped crying, whipped her face, and angrily stood up.

'What the hell do you want,' she exclaimed.

'Here,' I said, showing her my handkerchief. She frowned and gazed at my face, not taking the handkerchief. 'Hey, take it. Can't you accept a man's good intention?'

She only turned her face and walked away, 'I'm not a charity.' For a moment I was bewildered. It was unusual for a girl to refuse my offer. But I took a hold of myself and tried to catch up with her before I lose her again.

'It's good enough that someone wants to lend a hand. Please do consider the good intention.' I said when I caught up to her and walked beside her.

'Your only intention is to be flirtatious. Your objective is to make someone fall for you for being flirtatious.' She said and in one swift moment I was taken aback, surprised by her straight forward comment.

'Well, truthfully, that had always been my intention,' I said back with the same straight forwardness.

'If you keep being persistent, I would have to scream 'harassment'.'

'Well, the more you are resistant, the more I am determined to be persistent.'

'May I ask you why you are being importunate?'

'Because I have the exigency to get to know you.'

'And what makes you think I would allow you to do that?'

'That's why I have to be persistent.'

She stopped to look at me with angry eyes. I was enjoying this little conversation that I also stopped and stared at her back, grinning mischievously.

'How can I stop you?' she asked me with a quiet angry whisper.

'All you have to do is share a word or two with me.'

'A word or two? Good day.' And with that, she walked off again.

I caught up with her again and had a determination to catch her like I always do with other girls. This one sure is feisty and I am liking every second of it.

'You strike me as abominable but I am deeply attracted to you. I can't help it.' I started saying but she didn't respond so I continued, 'the first time I saw you… remember when I bumped into you? It was then that I fell for you. Damn you're gorgeous. You have such magnificent eyes and your hair is astoundingly striking. I wanted to catch up with you but you disappeared so quickly that I…'

She stopped at her tracks and bellowed, 'when will you stop?'

'Hey, calm down there foxy,' I rose up both my hands in defense. She was glaring at me with such annoyance that I said,' right, tell me one reason why I should stop?' She didn't say anything at first; I only received glares from her. Finally she said, 'you want a reason?' she asked. 'Yeah, why not?' I asked back. She closed her eyes and breathed in before continuing…

'Because men like you never had a good intention of liking a girl. They always take advantage of you and saying all the fucking nice things we want to hear but you turn a devil behind our backs, saying all the things we are most ashamed off and once you grow tired of us you can just dump us and crush us to the ground so that we could feel humiliated with ourselves. Once you're finished, you carry on finding another prey.' Her voice rose at every word breathed, 'It is because men like you women cry their fucking asses off, regretting those moments we could have avoided and yet has no ability to fix it.' She had tears in her eyes, 'it's because men like you women lose all hope even though they try as they might in search of a light… because you took it away.'

There was a moment of awkward silence. She breathed absurdly, as if all that talk wore her out. It was clear she was obviously upset about something. Her face showed disturbance, angriness, disappointment and loss of hope. It was clear she wanted me away. I had to back up.

'I understand your disappointment. I'll back down.' I said, and I saw her relax a little, 'but I just want you to know… that I never had those intentions.' I stared at her hard, trying to give her the message. 'You can never judge a book by its cover.' She stared at me more intently and grasped her bag tightly, ready to go.

'Before you go, I just need one thing from you…' She stared at me. 'Give me a name… give me your name.'

She seemed to be thinking twice about this. Then her eyes locked the ground before answering silently, 'Megumi' and she took off.

I stayed at my position, only to watch her back running away from me. It took me a moment to regain my composure. Then I silently breathed the name, the name that I would cherish and keep in my box of treasure… 'Megumi…'

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Kenshin's POV

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It was 9 at night and we were back at my place. It had been a pleasant day and I was looking forward to spend more time with her. We were laughing a lot and I was happy that she was content. Everything just seemed to go along so smoothly.

When Kaoru came in the apartment, she crashed to the yellow sofa, making the stuffy noise of leather. She sighed in content and closed her eyes. I searched the house for Sano. He seemed to not be in tonight. I opened the door to the fridge to get some water and asked whether Kaoru would like some as well. She smiled a yes and went back to her comfortable position.

'Hey Kenshin,' Kaoru called, 'you've got popcorn?'

I smiled. 'Of course I do,' I answered back, 'what would life be without pop corn.'

'Hm,' Kaoru smiled, 'let's enjoy ourselves with some popcorn and a cheesy movie.'

I stared at Kaoru, 'why does that sound so incongruous?'

'Oh come on!' Kaoru exclaimed, 'all of today's cheese had been tacky!'

'Hey,' I responded in defense, 'do not insult my cheese. I ate bad ones quite many times.'

Kaoru laughed whole heartedly and went to search for a movie. I gave in and went to look for my microwave popcorn.

When I finished my task, I took the popcorn and two canned cokes before seating myself beside Kaoru. She rearranged herself on the sofa while turning on the TV, adjusting all the required settlements. I smiled even more when she tried to make herself comfortable on the sofa, punching here and there to comfy the couch. 'Don't kill the sofa,' I whispered in her ear. She blushed… 'Sorry.'

It was then that we started to watch the movie. Needless to say, I wasn't enjoying the movie at all (it was a ghost story by the way) and under any circumstances, I felt overjoyed just to sit next to Kaoru.

I've watched the movie long since the days of merry go heights, I only pursued to take pleasure in Kaoru's whimpering actions each tense scene comes through. I don't want to baffle more, but she had become contagious to the movie that each time she screamed she would hide in my arms, not realizing she was deadly close to me. Is it always like this with women? Most of the women I was with were absurdly terrified at scary movies, and every time I would complain to Sano that women had no sense of logic. Of course, that was ages ago… I had changed my perception since I actually grew up and learn to advocate women's disability to be scared at feign things.

It was the 6th time Kaoru held on to my shirt and hid under it that I finally laughed out loud. Kaoru pasted a look of surprise to her face while she saw men keeping on laughing.

'What is so funny?' she demanded. I laughed even harder while pointing to the screaming girls that was chased around for what seemed to be a banshee and she blushed furiously. 'Do not insult me.'

I tried to stop laughing but seeing those teary eyes reverted back to the screen and suddenly screamed when she saw the television made a powerful unpleasant noise for what seemed to be a banshee scream, I couldn't stop laughing. She frowned at me and punched me on the arm.

'Ow, okay, okay, okay,' I defended, trying my best to hold my laughter. 'I'm sorry Kaoru… its just that you look so…' then I laughed again. Kaoru set pause to the video and turned the TV off.

'O, please,' Kaoru said, 'you're being judgmental.'

'I am not,' I replied back.

'Yes you are and why do men always make these comments?'

'Yeah, but you look awfully demented and twisted for this fabricated movie.'

'You dare say that to me!' she yelled and suddenly, without warning she tickled my waist and I yelled in surprise… I was caught unprepared and unbalanced that I fell down from the sofa. Kaoru laughed at me, and then came down to tickle me again. I was fast on my moves and tickled her back before she could get me. She yelped and I laughed heartily dodging her moves and tickling back in an act of resistance.

It was one of those moments in the movies when a couple played around with each other with those gushy mushy epochs full of cheesy situations. Well, let's just say, this is exactly like that scene, just a little more… hot.

This was my position after the whole tickling: Kaoru was below me and I was on top of her, close enough to feel her hard breathing due to the laughing and clumsy giggling. I was met none other than a familiar pool of dark eyes, sucking my breath away. My body was lightly pressed against hers and faces inches away. It took a moment to realize how close we were. I was locked in this position. Even though I instructed myself to get away, all I could do was to drown in those eyes. She wasn't disturbed either, rather, she was blushing crimson red.

It seemed like time had slowed down and I was consumed by the power of this sensuality, I couldn't further my conscious moves but instead to lock my lips with hers. She gasped at the sudden touch, but a second later moaned and returned my kiss. The heat became hotter and I was oblivious to my surroundings. I had her in my arms and that was all I need, as I painfully ignored the hardness in my groin.

Kaoru played around with my tongue while keeping her hands wrapped around my body, clinging helplessly. I could sense her eagerness in her kiss. She then held her hands against my face and kissed harder, pulling me down, it was then that I voiced a pleasurable moan. I sank away my second thoughts. I want this, I need this. So with a much more heated pace, I kissed her more passionately…

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Kaoru's POV

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I had never imagined the situation that was happily taken place would be in a real life. I had always seen these scenes in dodgy movies. That I why I kept replaying those sad and skeptical questions that kept popping in my head one after the other. Is this really a dream? Is this what I had been fantasizing all this time? Is this how passion and love mingle together? I was overjoyed by this sudden change that I ignored my nervous heartbeat and continued to kiss.

Kenshin roamed his hands on my stomach and I felt a pleasurable butterfly in my stomach, I gasped. We separated our lips for a moment and Kenshin furthered his kiss to my cheeks then slowly moved to my neck. I was reaching higher and higher, playful and innocent thoughts occurred in my head. He was consuming my neck and shoulders, desperately trying to get rid of my shirt to expose more skin. I was heated even quicker with every touch of his mouth against my skin.

In return, I nibbled his ear. As far as I know, the ear is a significantly sensitive part of a man, everyone should know that. With the slightest touch, he would harden. True enough, he moaned in pleasure and increased the pace. I kept my hands roaming all over his back, then reached just above his belt, reached to take out his shirt and reached my hands inside to feel the bare flesh. It was more than Kenshin could bear. He stopped his actions with my neck and took a hold of my mouth again. Kenshin's back was firm with masculinity. I could feel those muscles moving in response to my touch.

Kenshin put his one hand on my shoulder, the other on my waist, and then he slowly moved his hand across my neck and down to my cleavage, asking for permission. I shivered with delight and kissed him harder to respond that I wanted him to continue no matter how vulnerable I could be at times like these. I could feel his smile against my lips and he abruptly cupped my breast. I breathed out a moan and arched my back for him to continue his congenial work. He worked my breast at a slow pace at first, caressing my nipples through my bra while working with my ear. I would have moaned louder if only there wasn't any linen separating our flesh. I desperately needed a contact.

With no more vacillation, I raised my body up and kissed Kenshin upwards, so that he would kneel in front of me. I pushed him to the sofa and quickly kissed him. He sat helpless while I sat in between his legs. I rapidly unbuttoned his shirt and discarded them away. Momentarily, I consumed his whole well built body. I was awed at his physique. He definitely worked out.

I know you would be surprised. How could someone like me ever become so confident at something so atypical? That question popped into my head when I saw his stare seizing every last bit of my body that he could take. I had a sudden momentary lapse of ambiguity and insecurity at what I was thinking of doing. It was as if I was to drunk on lust that I needed someone's touch. I wanted to feel my self-reliance. I want to show him this is what Kamiya Kaoru is made of.

So without another moment to lose, I winked and smiled mischievously at him, while he responded with a hot smile, understanding that I wanted to do this. I slowly undressed my top in front of him. Kenshin enjoyed the scene more than ever, gazing and taking in every curve, every inch of my skin that he felt so hard. I threw my shirt aside and we both gazed at our glorious bodies.

My heart was beating rapidly. This was it. I waited for this moment more than anything. It all felt just right. I wanted him to devour all of me… and I want him to be mine… I also want him to have me. So I leaned closer, barely touching our flesh together but close enough for him to hear me whisper in his ear, 'you look so hot.'

He smiled when I turned to him, took a hold of my arm and gently pulled me in towards him so I could hear him whisper, 'while you look pleasurably gorgeous, I want to eat you.' I was ready to blush but I confidently wiped it away and gave him a smile. We looked at each other with knowing smiles, realizing how naturally sound this is. Usually, I would become shy at something like this, but being with Kenshin gave me inner confidence, like knowing everything would be perfect with him.

'Nice bra,' he commented. I looked down at my black bra and gave him a look through my locks.

'But I prefer them off of you.'

I giggled and kissed him slowly at first. I think this would be the time. I want to erase those horrible memories of what I had done with my ex. I want to soon forget all the possible causalities my heart could not tolerate.

Kenshin slowly moved his naughty hand up my back, along my spine, making me shiver in delight, and worked with my bra. Suddenly, I heard a noise, like a door banging open and automatically became aware that we were quite undressed. We were caught nude handed. The lights were dimmed but we both could see the intruder coming in to our apartment door. It was Sano.

He was talking like normal as always but he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw both of us topless. Moreover, we were on top of each other, obviously not the very best normal position for others to see. For a few seconds neither of us moved. We were still, dead in our tracks. A few seconds pass, and I was the first to move away. With red blushing cheeks and complete embarrassment, I walked off to my bedroom, clutching my clothes to cover the front part of my body.

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Kenshin's POV

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'You could have at least knocked!' I shouted silently at Sano when the door to Kaoru's room slammed shut. My voice scented anger and embarrassment.

Sano snickered and closed the door, 'dude, you could have at least told me you were planning all this. Man, you were pretty damn hot. You gotta teach me some moves.'

I made a face at Sano and put back my clothes on. 'Shit man, you ruined it,' I angrily said again. Everything had been going perfectly and damn pleasurable, not until this person in front of me came in and ruined it all.

'Hey, I'm really sorry dude.' Sano said, 'I mean, usually you don't go this public. Whatever happened to the old days? I was the one that usually go public. Don't take my predicate!'

It was true that in my younger years I hated to go out public. Even making out in front of other people is just not my thing, at least, not until I met Tomoe. She was strikingly different that any girls I know. She even taught me stuff that was interesting and quite pleasurable. However, I was quite thrown off when Kaoru was pretty damn confident about herself. It was hard not to fall in love with her. She was just too gorgeous…

Sano was blushing and he sat down on the sofa apologizing to me again and again and again. I wasn't listening. I was staring at the door that belongs to a woman I was very much interested in.

When Sano wouldn't stop apologizing, I glared at him and he jumped back, frightened. I guess there are limits to people. And you know guys just could not hold them for long. Curse Sano for ruining this brilliant day… I swore I was going to kill him.

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