If I owned SVU and Will and Grace, I'd be worth more then Dick Wolf and the guy who owns Will and Grace. But since I don't own them, and Dick Wolf and the other guy does, their worth more then me. See how that works?
"You can spend as much time as you need at my place and you have a key. I'm sorry" she said hiding the fact that she had tears rolling down her face before she went into the precinct. Elliot let a tear run down his face also before he muttered something.
"I'm sorry too." He took a deep breath then wiped the tears away before going back into the precinct. He saw Olivia sitting at her desk looking really upset but he pretended not to notice.
"She's the one who broke up with me, she shouldn't be upset" he thought to himself a little bitterly before sitting down at his desk and when he did Olivia looked down.
"Just ignore him" she told herself but was finding it difficult. Just then Cragen came out of the office and went up to them.
"Where's Beverly?"
"Fin took him to booking" Elliot answered softly.
"Alright, then what are you two still doing here? you caught the guy, you both can go home. Plus" he said with a small smile "I'm giving the both of you the day off tomorrow in case you want to, you know, sleep in" he added with a small wink. Olivia and Elliot kept the heads down and Cragen noticed it.
"Whats wrong with you two? you got the guy that did it, your now a couple, and-"
"not anymore" Elliot said a little angrily "we're 'on hold'" he said giving a small glare to Olivia before getting up and going out of the bullpen. Cragen looked at Olivia in confusion then saw she had a small tear running down her face.
"Okay, I'm guessing that this is a real fight?" She nodded then sniffed.
"Want to talk about it?" he said softly going up to her. She shook her head then got up and walked out after Elliot. Cragen sighed then sat down in her empty chair.
"And this is why partners are not supposed to date" he thought to himself.
"Elliot wait" Olivia said as he walked out the precinct.
"Leave me alone" he said trying his hardest to sound angry instead of sad. Olivia sighed then went up to him and turned him around so that he would face her.
"No, I need to talk to you"
"well I really don't feel like talking to you right now" he said bitterly.
"Your acting like a spoiled brat" she said a little more angrily and loudly then she should have.
"I'm acting like a brat? who's the one who said that we should take a break?"
"oh my god Elliot, why is this such a bad thing that I want to wait a while? You said that we could take this relation ship as fast or slow as I wanted, remember that? Right now, I just think we should put it on hold for a while." Elliot opened his mouth then closed it again, not sure of what to say. After about ten seconds of silence he shrugged, he was too hurt to listen to her.
"Fine, you want to wait, go ahead and be my guess. But I still love you, and I know you love me and that you don't want to wait. So go right ahead and ruin something that you've wanted since you've met me, because I'm fine with you not wanting to be with me."
'Thats not it and you know it" she said getting tears in her eyes.
"Then what is it? why can't we be together?"
"because you don't get over someone you've been married to for twenty years in a week."
"I got news for you, I've been over her since the first second I saw you, but don't let that stop you from 'putting us on hold'" They stared at each other for a few seconds before Elliot walked out of the precinct, anger in his eyes. Olivia let a tear fall down her face before she turned around to find the entire squad in silence but as soon as she turned around they all stared talking loudly. Olivia wiped away her tears before going back to her desk.
"No, you've never let a man make you cry, and your not about to start. Do not let him make you cry!" she told herself but was finding it hard to follow her own rule. Just then Karen walked in and went over to Olivia.
"Detective Baneson I-"
"It's Benson, get it right" she said a little angrily before wiping her tears and standing up to face her.
"Well somebody needs a few uppers. Whats going on honey?" she said noticing the tears in her eyes "surely your outfit can't make you that sad." She looked her up and down then shrugged "Or maybe it could" "
"what do you want Miss Walker?" Olivia asked slightly annoyed.
"I came to see John" Olivia was about to ask why when Munch came out of the file room and went up to her.
"Hey Karen" he said with a small smile. She turned to him and also smiled at him
"hey John."
"You ready to go babe?" Munch asked getting on his coat.
"Wait, whats going on?" Olivia asked in confusion.
"I"m taking Karen out to dinner."
"You do realize that this will jeopardize the case right?" Olivia said crossing her arms.
"No it won't, because I'm not gonna talk about work at all, and she's not gonna ask."
"And his lawyer will really believe that too." Munch gave her a confused look before turning to Karen
"Why don't you go wait for me in the car, I'll be right out"
"Whatever you say Johnny"
"ohh 'Johnny', I like that" he said with a small smile. Karen and Munch grinned at each other then Karen walked out of the room.
"Whats wrong?" Munch asked her.
"Nothing" she said dryly.
"Oh okay, and the government doesn't know how to clone people. Seriously Benson whats wrong?" Olivia sighed
"it's just personal stuff, I can handle it"
"obviously you can't. Seriously whats wrong?" he asked sincerely.
"It, it's me and Elliot. I told him we should put the relationship on hold and now he's really angry at me."
"Why did you say that the relationship on hold? you guys are perfect for each other" Munch asked a little confused.
"He just got divorced a week ago, he can't be over Kathy that fast."
"Hate to break it to you Benson, but he's been over Kathy since the day he met you." Olivia rolled her eyes, clearly annoyed
"why does everyone keep saying that?"
"because it's true. You guys are in love with each other, it's like destiny"
"I thought you didn't believe in that kind of stuff?"
"I don't, but with you two it's different. You guys are made for each other. Don't put it on hold, he doesn't love Kathy anymore, you've got to realize that." Olivia was silent for a moment before Munch gave her a supportive smile and put a hand on her shoulder before leaving the precinct. Olivia sighed a little angrily
"great, Munch is dating a girl half his age, and I just threw away my perfect guy. Life is so unfair" she thought to herself bitterly.
"Maybe I shouldn't of told him we needed a brake" she said softly.
"No" she said firmly "he kissed her , he needs time to get over Kathy." But somehow that thought didn't bring her happiness. She sighed once more before getting on her coat, she knew that she needed a lot of drinks in order to get over this decision.
Meloni's bar
"Can I get another drink please?" Elliot said with a drunken slur. Th bartender nodded then handed him another beer. He had already had seven beers and he could not hold his liquor well.
"So why are you in here all alone tonight?" the bartender asked him. Elliot shrugged then took another sip of beer
"Because the women I have been in love with since I first laid eyes on her told me we needed to take a break. Yeah so I've been married for twenty years, but I fell out of love with my wife when I met her, but can she see that? Nooo, she said that we have to take a break."
"Well if you just got a divorce, then maybe you should wait a while." Elliot shook his head
"you don't get it though, this is Olivia Benson. The sweetest, kindest, sexiest thing in the entire world. No man can be put on hold on her, and I know she loves me too, it's just. My ex wife kissed me and she saw and now all this shit is happening." The bartender nodded then the man next to him slapped him on the back.
"well if you really love her then don't let her put a hold on your relationship. Convince her that you don't have anymore feelings left for your ex wife." Elliot nodded then took another drink out of the bottle when someone tapped him on the shoulder.
"Is this seat taken?" a women asked him. He turned around to find a girl about thirty five with light brown hair and was wearing a black skirt that showed off her long legs and a top that reveled most of her chest.
"No, go ahead, can I order you a drink?" Elliot asked her. The women smiled slyly at him
"I'll take a vodka on the rocks"
"Bartender" Elliot said drunkenly "get his women a vodka on the rocks" he said giving her a small smile. She smiled back before sitting next to him.
"I'm Elliot Stabler, nice to meet you" he said sticking out his hand. She took it and shook it.
"I'm Diane March, nice to meet you too." They grinned at each other before the bartender came over to the two of them and placed a drink in front of Diane.
"One vodka on the rocks for the lady" he said before walking away.
"Thanks, so Elliot, what is a real good looking guy like you doing all alone in a bar?" Elliot took another drink out of his beer before answering
"I just got broken up with the most beautiful women in the world that I have pined over for eight years." Diane nodded
"Well she obviously doesn't know what shes missing" she said running a finger up his arm. Elliot looked down at her arm then back at her face and gave her a flirty smile.
"You want to get out of here?" she asked him a little slyly.
"Where could we go?"
"my apartment" Diane said with a mischievous grin. Elliot chuckled then took another drink out of his beer and thought for a moment.
"Olivia's the one that put me on the break, I can do whatever I want to anyone I want" he thought to himself. Elliot nodded then stood up along with Diane. He reached for his coat on the back of his chair and almost feel but Diane caught him.
"You okay?" she asked him laughing a little. He nodded then stood up and she helped walk to the door where he ran into Olivia.
"Hi Elliot" she said a little softly.
"Hey Liv, this is Diane" he said pointing to her "and I am going back to her apartment" he said a little smugly. Olivia was clearly upset but she tried not to let it show.
"Can I talk to you for a second in private?" she asked him.
"Nope, maybe if we weren't on a break then we could, but since you put us on a break then no we can't." Olivia let tears shine in her eyes for a moment before she wiped them away.
"Fine. have fun" she said bitterly giving a glare to Diane before pushing past him to go to one of the bar stools.
"Who the hell was that?" Diane asked in confusion.
"She's nobody, lets go" he said stumbling outside. Diane shrugged before following him outside.
"My cars over there, I'll drive" she said leading him over to a red sports car and getting in the drivers side. He nodded then just before he was about to get in, something hit him hard in the back of the head. Elliot let out a cry of pain before he fell face forward and didn't move.
"Think you can go home with my women?" the attacker asked throwing down the bat next to the unconscious Elliot. Diane looked at the attacker and smiled before getting out of the car and going up to the assaulter
"damn baby, you have got to learn to hit less harder, you could of killed this guy" she said seeing a tiny bit of blood seep out of Elliot. He shrugged before leaning down next to Elliot and getting out his wallet and opening it.
"Oh shit Di, this dudes a cop" the man said worriedly seeing his badge.
"What, no way" Diane said also leaning down next to him and taking the wallet.
"Look whatever, he was way too drunk to remember anything anyway" she said reaching in the wallet and taking his money and credit cards.
"We're just gonna have to drive him home and put him in bed or something like that" the guy said opening the car and putting him in the passenger side and handing her the wallet. She quickly looked at the address on his drivers license before putting it back in Elliot's pocket.
"Alright, I'll see you at home baby" Diane said giving the guy a kiss before getting in the car and driving off.
Olivia looked out the window and saw Diane driving away with Elliot in the passenger side, unaware what had just happened, and she felt a tear roll down her face but she quickly wiped it away.
"If he wants to go off with some random girl then let him, we're not even dating anymore" she thought to herself taking another drink of her beer.
"We're on a break, its too soon for us to be dating. Your over him" she told herself, knowing she was completely wrong.
Alright, the only thing on TV right now is "Degrassi" (teenage soap opera for those who never seen it) so please distract me with your wonderful reviews.