Catch me when I fall

Chapter 5: Not ready!!?

Tommy came over to her with pure lust in his eyes. Jude stood up and lay the guitar on the floor. Tommy wrapped his arms around her and kissed with more passion than ever. She moaned and brought his body closer to hers. He sat down on the bed and she straddled his lap. He sighed and lay down, suddenly Jude felt the fear kick in. She broke away from the kiss and looked into his eyes.

JUDE POV

Oh god what should I do...I cańt tell him that Ím still a virgin.

Tommy sat the fear in her eyes.

"Hey girl, what́s wrong?"

"It́s just...I...Íve never..."

"You mean yoúre still a virgin." She nodded ashamed and looked away from his eyes.

"Girl, we dońt have to do anything ok" He kissed and looked into her eyes as he broke away.

"Wéll wait til yoúre ready"

"Tom, noone will accept this relationship"

"Jude I dońt care anymore, this was too much." She nodded and lay her head on his chest while he ran his finger through her hair. She moaned.

"Jude...if we want to wait you shouldńt moan." She laughed.

TOMMY POV

It́s good to see her happy again.

"Tom, where are we going today"

"To my mother"

Jude heard the pain in his voice.

"What́s wrong"

TOMMY POV

She always knows.

"Nothing"

She sighed and lay her head back again.

3 hours later they were in front of a big mansion.

"Wow, Tommy this belongs to your parents"

"You could say that" They went to the door and knocked. A woman in the nearly 40 opened the door.

"THOMAS, es ist gut dich zu sehen"

"Mama, es ist auch gut dich zu sehen"

His mother saw Jude.

"Wer ist das."

"Mama das ist Jude, sie spricht englisch."

His Mother nodded and smiled.

"Jude it́s nice to meet you."

"It́s nice to meet you too mrs..."

"Sarah"

"Sarah"

Jude, Sarah and Tommy sat in the living room. They were laughing and joking but Jude knew Tommy is faking.

"So, Thomas what are you doing here"

"Ím looking for Christina."

"Christina Moore?"

Tommy nodded.

"How should I know where she is."

"Oh komm schon du weißt wo sie ist,...tell me!!!"

"Ok sie ist in Österreich in Tirol."

"Tirol."

His mother nodded and stood up and walked out of the room.

Tommy sighed and looked at Jude, she smiled at him and said.

"Let́s go." She nodded and stood up.

Jude awoke to a soft voice, she opened her eyes and saw Tommy sitting on the edge of the bed. Strumming the guitar and singing.

Oh i had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.

This time i think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.

Every single day i think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry.

JUDE POV

Ím ready I know Ím ready.!!!!

"Tommy..."